Thread 82812318

i feel so disgusting and worn out. i can only get attention from men by sexualising myself. they just use me and then leave. i wanna kill myself. i just sleep all day and then go on the internet and to the bar to pick up guys and i hate myself so much. i hate that my trauma made me like this and i want to kill myself.

god does anyone have any advice or should i just shoot myself.

>>82812318 (OP)
Find someone who will use you and stay

>>82812318 (OP)
Yes. Stop being a whore. Work on yourself and find someone who actually cares about you and wants the best.

But you don't want to do that and you'll probably hook up with a rando by next week because it's easy.

>>82812318 (OP)
Pick one guy and stick with him, someone who shows care and concern for you

>>82812318 (OP)
Average "fembot", gentlemen

>>82812318 (OP)
so you want attention from men? figure out why. you can only get that attention by sexualising yourself? become more interesting, make yourself the kind of person men want to spend time with in a non sexual manner. although the last one is hard, most men will only look at you sexually because that is just what we do.

I guarantee that I have a higher number than you and I was able to stop slutting out, lock down a stable cute big dicked bf, and make a better life for myself.
You should listen to amazing grace and take a deep think about your life

>>82812318 (OP)
all this just to avoid dating me and playing some world of warcraft together? it's just a videogame femanon...

>>82812331
ive only had a man treat me well once or twice and in the end i always just push them away. i hate myself for it but i just cant help it, i hate being mentally ill. i cant get close with anyone, i dont even have friends because i push them away

>>82812356
thanks femanon, its nice to hear from someone who has been through this

maybe i can find a boyfriend, i just have to make an effort not to push him away

>>82812370
I diagnose you with BPD
You hate yourself so you cannot accept that a man could love you

>>82812356
>>82812318 (OP)
do you swallow cum and piss? how often do u fuck? how quick do u cum? do u shave? do you do anal?

>>82812330
i probably will youre right. i want to die. i feel so guilty. im a horrible person who only wants sex

>>82812318 (OP)
try helping other people less fortunate than you, and you "problem" (Oh, No! I can't stop spreading my legs!) will feel insignificant in comparison. Then you can enjoy life.

First things first. Sis, you need to realize that you are using men to fill a gaping hole in your heart (that was created by trauma and conditioning) But we know that dont work. it will never work. no man can save you. no man can make you feel worthy. you go to these bars hoping someone will pick you. And when you are picked, you feel valuable.
>But your value is independent of being picked by anybody
You are valuable, not because of desirability, but because of virtue. All humans have value, but some are better than others simply because they are better people. Work on purifying your soul. Find purpose. Work at a soup kitchen, or a non profit. But you have to remember one thing, and this is law
> You are not valuable because of desirability.

https://youtu.be/npAZvkcHYdQ?si=oCTBZqT7V-wBZWQZ

>>82812395
yeah when i had a therapist she hinted i might have bpd and ptsd from being molested

>>82812400
There's nothing wrong with only wanting sex. You need to find a way to engage in what you like without the feelings of self hate.

>>82812318 (OP)
>has life on too easy mode
>complains about it
I fucking hate women so much it's actually kind of shocking.

>>82812409
wow thank you this actually means a lot. youre right maybe i should go do something of value, i was gonna go on tinder but im not gonna. thanks

>>82812400
Do you realize that's normal? Your only purpose in life is to reproduce. Would you want a fox or a horse to feel terrible for wanting sex all the time?

>>82812318 (OP)
Im a permavirgin and I also want to kill myself. If I took advantage of guys or didnt have moral standards I wouldnt be in my situation desu

>>82812383
Of course I'm happy to help you really remind me of myself like 2 years ago, just really down on myself and sleeping around and unsure of what to do next. Along with finding my man I started exploring my old hobbies and finding myself again outside of just sex I think you should do that too. Also joining a woman's only group helped me a LOT
>I just have to make an effort not to push him away
That's just your instincts trying to protect yourself intimacy will come gradually, a worthy man will be patient and build trust with you and not sperg out if you are sometimes in a bad mood. You are allowed to have emotions

>>82812415
That lines up
Have you looked into Dialectical Behavior Therapy at all? It was designed by a woman with BPD to help people recover from BPD and heal
I believe in you femanon, you can get better

>>82812428
my life is not "easy". I have severe ptsd from experiencing molestation when I was around 3-4 years old. I relive it every time I have sex but it's the only way I can feel validated. Go fuck yourself

>>82812446
god thank you so much. this means so much you cant even imagine. ill try to follow your advice and find someone. thank you.

>>82812448
I haven't but thanks for telling me about it, I'll look into it. I really hope you're right and that I can get better.

>>82812434
just be my virgin gf. europe?

>>82812318 (OP)
Holy shit I hate you I hope things never get better.

You're bpd and need to gradually accept yourself before you can ever love anyone else and be loved in return. You keep talking about how no one loves you, but how could YOU love someone as you are? You can't. That needs to be fixed first.

surely you are interested in things other than sex right? so just pursue that. read books. watch stuff. There's plenty of stuff you can talk about with men

>>82812640
i dont know i guess i just havent considered it. ive been doing this since i was like 11. like no exaggeration

>>82812666
did you get diddled or did you just want to be a whore at 11

>>82812318 (OP)
How many men have you slept with best estimate?

>>82812336
Its a robot larping as a fembot to deepen the hate aganist them lmao

>>82812318 (OP)
are you extremely hot?

>wants attention
>doesnt post tits because it's a larping tranny
>retard9k obliges with attention anyway

Every single day, guys. Come on. You're better than this.

>>82812744
Nah they know, but they just want to hate on foids

>>82812318 (OP)
>i hate that my trauma made me like
Learned helplessness. Victim mentality. How embarrassing, get your shit together!!! It's never too late to take back reigns of your life. Or cry me a river, idc

>>82812695
I was molested at like 2-3 years old and developed hypersexuality when I was like 8 or 9 and started talking to men when i was 11

>>82812356
>take a deep think about your life

>>82812707
god i dont know, a lot

i've talked to probably like close to a thousand men and slept with probably a hundred or so. i feel so guilty about it it makes me feel gross

>>82812764
Are you a gypsy? Wtf kinda hellhole do you come from?

>>82812735
i dont know i guess so? since so many guys wanna sleep with me i guess im fairly attractive but i have pretty bad body dysmorphia so i have no idea

would it help u to hump my face and take a more dominant position

>>82812318 (OP)
do a mass shooting. Youll get into history.

>>82812771
Why feel guilty? You might be out of control but it's not like it's wrong to have sex. You should work on getting some control over your life but shitting on yourself because of what you do is counterproductive.

>>82812773
nope, i come from a white european country. i was molested by my preschool teacher and talked to men mostly on the internet when i was younger and used to sell my nudes when i was a teenager

>>82812782
post a picture of you

are u deadsilen9 on teleguard perchance

>>82812791
yeah idk i guess you're right but i just feel so gross letting men do these things to me. like i feel like im just letting them use me

>>82812805
id rather not, i know this site and i dont wanna get doxxed or have my socials exposed

>>82812810
answer this >>82812784
would it help you if you were the one using men? (me)

>>82812819
i dont know. maybe? i feel like it might trigger my ptsd even worse than just penetrative sex.

but maybe?

>>82812318 (OP)
>my trauma made me like this
Was there at least one case in history when woman was responsible for how she's acting?

>>82812810
You are just letting them use you, but if it helps you cope with your trauma then it's not necessarily wrong in the moment. If you can abstain from it that would be better, but if you can't then what other choice do you have? We just have to do what we need to to survive, it's not any different for you and your situation. How long have you been doing this for and has it gotten better or worse over time?

>>82812479
yep west eu?

>>82812835
im biologically male anon so you just owned yourself lol

>>82812836
I've been looking for male attention since i was 11 but i only really started actually sleeping with guys when i was like 16-17 or so.

i think i sleep with less guys now but its mostly just because i isolate myself more

>>82812852
>>82812851
bro is trying to impersonate me and make me look bad lmao

You can be a happy whore like me and not buy into incel ideology. They worship shame and guilt

>>82812862
Isolation might be good in your instance but it's not a long term solution. You said earlier you push people away, maybe you should try getting into a relationship and practice not pushing them away. At the very least a relationship is less icky at the end of the day than picking up strangers in a bar.

>>82812318 (OP)
>my trauma made me like this
Excuses. You want to feel desired, so does everyone else. Your unwillingness to establish a committed relationship is completely on you.

>>82812829
would you ever end up in the boston area for some reason

>>82812882
yeah i guess thats true. im just afraid that no man will want me if i dont sexualise myself, especially with my past

>>82812875
i get that, i used to be incel too before my trauma made me seek out affection from the easiest place to find it

>>82812902
Just try it and see, what's the worst that happens? Not every man is going to be like that. You might be able to find ways to express your sexuality with them that don't cause you to hate yourself anyway.

>>82812898
no man wants to stick with a girl who hasnt had bottom surgery yet

>>82812902
I mean that's true, the only reason this thread is getting attention is because it makes our dicks hard to think about some naive dumb little foid. Post a thread talking about your issues only don't mention you're a female, or anything sexual and watch you get 0 attention. I would use the fuck out of you but I would take care of you afterwards

maybe.

>>82812913
literally no one wants this other than the surgeons cashing out. Chasers want chicks with dicks, and regular guys want real biological XX chromosome women.

>>82812923
thats what all the others say but its like having sex with a transgirl is just a fetish for them so they leave once they crossed it off and im left feeling like it confirms im only good for sex

>>82812923
i guess youre right. whenever i told a man i didnt want to have sex he would just ghost me. i feel so worthless sometimes outside of my body

>>82813018
Sorry anon, I wish I were the kind of guy still who would want to connect with some lonely girl but in truth these connections have burned and jaded me too much already. Idk, maybe we should work on ourselves or some shit. Not sure how desu.

>>82813627
yeah maybe we should. i get it, ive talked to guys from here before and it never ends well, even when i have pure intentions.

oh well, we probably need therapy or something

>>82812318 (OP)
> i hate that my trauma made me like this and i want to kill myself
I was literally molested and never tried to have sex with a man or children. The only sex I am aroused by is with a woman. Fuck you and your retarded fucking grift you fucking faggot

>>82813676
>>82813651

at least we're not this guy lmao. I think I need to find my own joy in this life outside of others so I have something to really share and open up about, and it's not just a traumadump connection.

>>82813676
okay?? i also never had sex with children what a weird thing to say

>>82812318 (OP)
i'm sorry, anon
it feels like reaching for the moon but it's just its reflection on a pond, it hurts...

but why do you push others away?
>t. former pyromaniac with more burned bridges than he likes to admit

>>82813703
i guess i just think losing them is inevitable, and my brain comes up with all these excuses for me to cut contact with people
like I'll be friends with someone and they'll make a joke i don't like and my brain will just jump straight to cutting them off. and I do.

>>82813718
Find someone you like and then give them enough personal information that they can reconnect after you cut them off. Obviously requires you to know they aren't a piece of shit beforehand.

>>82813718
>losing them is inevitable
aye, in my retarded teen years i used to call this "curse of the shooting star"
it's pretty fucked, and i still feel those urges to cut people off here and there, so i have an idea of what it's like

but tell me, do you regret it later? or do you simply not look back?

>>82812318 (OP)
What you need is something guys call monk mode. It's a solitary period of quiet, introspection, and skill development.

The skill might have nothing to do with your profession if you have that luxury and that would be best for personality.

athletics and aesthetics. So gymnasticism, art, music, dance, writing etc. You may also wish to consider religion or philosophy.

ATTRACTING attention, when you return to it, is not an active process, especially for a foid. Seduction need not be practiced as a form in its own right.

You're welcome.

>>82812318 (OP)
smoke some weed and chill. have a self vacation. hit the gym.

>>82813737
i do sometimes regret it but i think most of it was for the best. but i dont know, that might be my mental illness speaking

>>82813740
she aint reading allat, promise

>>82812318 (OP)
I'd marry you if you'd let me watch. The catch is no children, ever. I dont need to be present, I can watch recordings too. My dream is marrying a massive slut that'll cuck me.

>>82812318 (OP)
you should seek out a nice guy incel and have a quirky artsy relationship with him

>>82813702
My trauma didn't effect my sexuality at all. I think it's absurd to even dwell on the event enough to somehow mix any thing up in your head because if it was traumatic then why would you think about it for any period of time. I could never do this because I could feel myself slipping into mania and I would end up doing something drastic.

You got off on your trauma. You like having trauma. The reason why I sound so hateful is because secual abuse types project their bullshit on everyone and everything like faggots and take no personal accountability for their own mental degradation

>>82813783
yeah i dont want kids anyway

but i want to get better, not worse. i feel like if i continue sleeping with random men im a failure

>>82813783
no woman wants this. Even the ones who cheat don't want a bf/husband who is enthusiastic about it.

>>82813757
>i think most of it was for the best.
sounds like you have self-esteem issues as well, huh?
i feel like a lot of the times i cut people off were because in one way or another, i just wasn't the right friend for them or something like that

so you see, here's the deal, the only people worth cutting off are those who are sabotaging you in one way or another
blackmail, gaslighting, controlling attitude, subtle (or not so subtle) demoralization, etc.
people will do shit you don't like, that's inevitable and frankly that's the fuckin' magic of it
you stick around despite the unpleasantries, and they also stick around you despite your own flaws, bonds forged in fire
i think there's hope for you yet, anon

>>82812318 (OP)
>>82812370
you sound like my whore ex egf
fuck you for making me, a pure hearted soul who loved you, fall in love with you

>>82813792
i think you dont know what youre talking about. if you read any studies on sexual trauma you would see that for most people it does affect your sexuality

hypersexuality is a very common side effect of sexual abuse/trauma and i think you are very ignorant

>>82812318 (OP)
I can't look past your a whore so I wont give you advice. You're unworthy

>>82813813
i guarantee i am not her. ive never been in a long term relationship

although i am sorry that you were treated that way, i would never cheat on anyone

>>82812415
Who did the molesting? At what age approximately? What was the severity, touching, oral or penetration?

>>82813758
Maybe, 6 sentences is alot these days huh.

I want to hurt femanons. I want to rape femanons. Fuck their throats. Double team them with their dads. If femanons are reading this then I hope you get raped painfully and your body betrays you and you feel ashamed forever after but still crave that sort of violent hateful sex.

Ok?

>>82813807
yeah i guess so.

ive cut people off for the smallest things, i dont know why and now that im thinking about it most of it was unjustified.

thanks for having hope in me though, it means a lot to hear that

>>82812356
yeah but you will cheat on him just like you did with your other bf while he was in the hospital. you probably still posts your nudes on reddit too

>>82813845
i was molested by my preschool teacher at around 2-4 (i dont remember exactly how old), i dont really remember everything but i am fairly certain he touched me and preformed oral on me
i would go into detail but its already painful to just mention what happened

>>82813876
link the nudes

>>82812794
Ah, so eastern Europe, got it. Hows the war in Ukraine? Are you by any chance the feline divinity?(if you didn't understand the second question just ignore)

>>82813819
Probably a normie problem. You npc's have the most robust cognitive dissonance wiring in your heads.

>>82813859
>ive cut people off for the smallest things
yeah... i can relate a lot to that
i managed to put several brakes on me over time, like waiting a full day to see if something really bothers me or if it's just some momentary annoyance, that or talking it out with them (if i really want to keep this person, that is)
talking it out exposes you so... i'm never too keen on doing that, i try to get over myself and not always succeed, lol

but the fact that you're reflecting on that means you're acknowledging a few things
for one, that it sucks being alone, with no connections, and two, that this problem exists
but tell me, would you be up to reconnecting with someone you cut off in the past?

>>82813859
so be real with me did you read this or not?
>>82813740

>>82813882
You should quit the thread anon, these guys don't give a shit about forcing you to relive shit.

>>82813922
yes, i did. i thought it was boring and very rambly

>>82813928
yeah hahaha I knew it, guy has a stick up his ass.

>>82813902
nope, not eastern europe either. nordic country. i lived in the suburbs.

>>82813928
On second thought anon, stick around, tell us all about it and be sure to lead with your body next time you see brad.

>>82812794
what was the money like on the nudes? sorry you don't have to answer, but I am curious.

>100 replies without any proof OP isn't a tranny

this is why people say incels are retarded simps deep down

>>82813909
i dont know if i would, i just feel like it would be awkward to contact someone after essentially ghosting them for no reason. but maybe i could try

>>82813950
I mean I'm a man and I didn't read that shit either, that shit stank.

>>82813928
Thanks anon, I almost believed it was worth taking pity on a foid for a moment.

>>82813956
no dont worry i understand being curious.

it wasnt great, i was pretty young and would do it for very little money, but by the time i was around 14 i learned that these men would pay insane amounts of money for nudes. I could easily get 50-100 dollars for a picture or two, especially since i would also actively talk to them

>>82813968
And you advise an empty attention whore to do what exactly?

Solution?

Why do slutty women never want to with me? What am I doing wrong,

>>82813988
ONE HUNDRED?!? fuck i hate my gender

>>82813961
>i just feel like it would be awkward to contact someone after essentially ghosting them for no reason.
it would, it really would, lol
but i've reached out to people from my past before, both the "soft" detatchments (like ghosting or simply fading out of sight) and the harsher, more nuclear ones too
it never really went anywhere but it wasn't their fault, it was just me and my pyromaniac tendencies at it again

i wouldn't advise you to try, unless it's been a short time since then
but if someone really meant much to you, then i'd say try at least
is there anyone that comes to mind on your side?

>>82812318 (OP)
honestly? live your life like how you want. you can get a boyfriend at a drop of a hat if you cared to, but you like being a slut. lots of guys are into getting cucked and stuff, but you have no respect for them, etc etc etc

personally i see no issue with SOME women behaving like you do. its just how it is i suppose

but i will never ever ever ever ever love a whore and i will just do the same as other men as using you for sex and byebye miss american pie

>>82813988
be my eastoid whore gf and lemme import you to the west where you can get fucked silly every day and not have to worry about anything
(except swallowing)

>>82813995
ok champ first off you're on r9k clearly trying to get female attention: understandable but you are for sure no monk. Your post was obviously eating your own ass. I don't have great advice for OP as I share her issues and I don't have great advice for myself either. Here's a cool fox though, I want to get good at foxes

>>82813981
so you're not gonna feel bad for me because i dont wanna listen to bullshit advice from someone who doesnt know what theyre talking about? okay man

>>82814017
Your projection skills are impressive.

I saw an easily solved problem and expended 6 sentences with a view to helping a poor fool.

The bigger fool was me.

You're just jestering at this point.

>>82814000
I mean i also had men in their 30s who were sexting me when i was 11. knowing i was 11. i remember one of them was a teacher. god i hope that man didnt do anything to any other kids

>>82812318 (OP)
My advice is: don't kill yourself in a public place. Go rope yourself in a forest and let the animals eat you. At least you won't traumatize some small children

>>82814031
>doesn't know what they're talking about
? How could you know either way?

>>82813797
Just embrace it, its your true self. You like being stretched by enormous dicks, right? What is wrong with that, I just ask to let me watch, its a win win. Also I would love you and cherish you, you'd get the best of two worlds.
>>82813799
Thanks all knowing anon that knows everything and everyone on Earth, I knew those swingers clubs and parties and cucks were all fake, good thing youre here to set me straight.

Get a grip faggot theres all sorts of people in this world. Theres bound to be someone with this mindset. Shit theres literal shit eaters and murderers in the world and you think a hot wife is farfetched? Get a grip faggot

Why do slutty women never want to sleep with me? What am I doing wrong, what kind of standards do high body count women even have anyway?

>>82814010
yeah, i can think of a couple people honestly. i think i might try to contact them, thankfully for most of them i just ghosted them, i didnt go nuclear like i did for some people

>>82814067
>what kind of standards do high body count women even have anyway
be (abuse)chad , duh. even if you were to meet her at the height of her slut phase, she'd reject you cause she'd only see you as friend.

>>82814043
Your solution was dumb I don't know what to tell you, but I can promise you you will never give anyone that advice and have them be honestly grateful for it. like I said I am a man, all I saw in your post was ass eating. OP finding your post boring had nothing to do with her being a foid.

>>82813758
Vindicated. I witness you my wise oldfag nigga

>>82814084
yeah yw lol im the one guy calling you out on eating your ass.

>>82814067
personally my standards are very low, ill go for any man that hits on me. i slept with a pizza delivery guy once (not at the same time he was delivering, he gave me his number).

if all you want is meaningless sex all you have to do is try and someone will come

>>82813819
>this study says its normal to be a retarded bitch so now I'm a retarded bitch

>>82814083
That is because you're a cretin. You saw some big words lined up in numbers you're unused to and assumed it was a mastabatory effort post.

But actually, you're just being a faggot.

>>82813882
I've read the thread before you answered. Sorry this happened to you, hope things get better.
>>82813925
Shup up nigger tranny YWNBAW kill yourself go die in a fire

>>82814094
what was the ugliest guy you fucked

>>82814084
Conceded.

Well done oh silent one.

>>82814106
omg I promise you it wasn't intelligent, you just said some stupid shit anon it's not that deep

>>82814074
well that's good, but then again anon, do you think you're ready for it?
i mean, from my experience, it's a lot harsher trying to maintain a previously broken friendship than a new one, the fuckups of the past never really go away
you may grow and cultivate the friendship again, make the fuckups a smaller part of it, but it'll always be there
if you're as easily bothered as you say, well...

i don't want you to go through the same thing so, maybe heal a bit first, ok?
i'm not too sure how i'd go about doing that in your shoes, but me i've just been thinking of doing exposure therapy now
making new friends and trying to hold the friendships together as best i can, or at least, not being the one to burn the bridge
maybe that could help you, but you know yourself the best

Make a call in to Stefan Moleneux call in show and go thorough your childhood with Stefan and maybe fix things. What happened in your childhood, what has led to your self-harm ways.

>>82814094
>all you have to do is try and someone will come
doesn't work if you're not CHAD and if you live in a normiefied western country where you need to be a perfect man to even be visible to women.

>>82814127
Said the guy who confessed to having nothing useful to say.

>>82814141
at least I confessed it though and I found this thread and your presence really humorous and enjoyable.

>>82813941
Then thats very tragic and I'm aorry this happened to you. Nordic people are by far the best in the world and one of the more endangered of going extinct (one of the lowest populations and birth rates). Doing what happened to you to a Nordic person is a crime against humanity and the guy that did it deserve to be killed. Theres nothing more valuable in this world than a Nordic womb. I hope things work out for you and you get better somehow and reproduce, we really need you you know, and I'm not even joking.

>>82814152
May you live in kekworthy times anon.

>>82812356
christ just the idea of a girl sleeping around and eventually settling down with me is so depressing it makes me want to cry and curl up in my bed and not get up

im much more comfortable with dying alone than emotionally commiting to a nasty used up whore
i suppose thats the situation god has put me in

>"commit to this whore or die alone"
very well, mr "benevolent" god. i will die alone. thank you for bringing me into this world, and forcing me in a such a situation. i really appreciate it

>>82814115
well ive fucked and hit on some fairly ugly guys. one example is this guy who was probably obese, covered in acne, and greasiest hair ever. i remember how gross it was when he was on top of me and how heavy he breathed. I cried after he left

>>82814177
why did you even do it then?

>>82814177
Can you describe his breath in more detail?

>>82814130
yeah youre probably right. thanks for all the advice and help, man. it means a lot.

>>82814156
thank you anon, that means a lot.

although the wording is kinda weird im still weirdly happy to hear someone say that what happened is bad. like realistically i already know but it feels good to hear. thanks

>>82812318 (OP)
I can never find a fembot that wants my attention. It's only when I sexualize them they don't find me boring. I just want to talk about other interests holy fuck. Constantly need to jester/be sexual to keep their interest otherwise I'm boring. Curse fembots

>>82814177
Describe what you look like oh esteemed whore of the board

>>82814185
because i was desperate for male validation. im fucked up and traumatised and would do anything to feel worthy.

>>82814233
are you still? because I'm diamond hard around how stupid you are and I want to see your tits

>>82814135
https://fdrpodcasts.com/6140/in-which-i-am-shocked-call-in-show

>>82814230
its hard to say since i have pretty bad body dysmorphia but ill give it a try.

as far as my face goes i have pretty big eyes, like medium size lips and a small nose, dark hair and blue eyes, im fairly pale and also pretty skinny, i have an eating disorder but im not underweight or anything.

>>82814233
i didnt know doing anything meant just being a whore and absolutely nothing else

>>82814199
ah lol, you just made me realize that i'm at it again with the unsolicited advice
sorry about that, it's like second nature to me, kek
but if it helps then i'm really glad, i hope things improve and you're able to make at least one solid, true friendship, the likes of which you'd trust with your very life

if you ever see me around and feel like saying hi, feel free
i'll gladly talk to you about anything (whenever i'm available), lol

take good care of yourself, anon
stay hydrated and posture check too, thank you for talking to me today

>>82814236
yes, i am. im still desperate and do whatever for male attention. ill be totally honest, thats kind of why im here. partly for advice/reassurance but also male validation

>>82814247
its because thats the easiest, quickest way to get validation

>>82812318 (OP)
What kind of life does this thing have, do you have a job even?

>>82814246
hard to imagine, add me on disc I'm really curious about you now.

VengefulGhosts

and im ngl to you, the way you've been acting in this thread makes me really fucking hard, you're like a deer.

>>82814272
i just graduated and am currently looking for a job which is why im feeling like this. because i feel worthless and like ill never succeed in life

>>82814106
>"I'm a nymphomaniac BPDemon because I was diddled, what to do?"
>"JUST SELF DEVELOP BRAH, THE SIGMA MINDSET BRAH, WE FOCUSING ON THAT GRINDING BRAH"
Nigger shut the fuck up youre embarrassing yourself. Everyone with more than half a brain cringed at your autism. And yeah I'm a man but your advice is completely retarded and out of touch. Youre an idiot, a low IQ indian or something. I'd bet on indian because theyre clueless and retarded like that, with zero awareness while simultaneously thinking high of themselves even when they say the most retarded shit. Youre indian arent you? Go away, go send your good morning texts or something

>>82814286
>i just graduated
What'd you graduate in? Are you late 30s and if so I know you

>>82814093
I'm completely unrelated anon just lurking. Was giving you props for being a roasty shaman and predicting this reaction.>>82813928

>>82814307
no, im early 20s, i just graduated from college (it sounds impressive but its fairly normal where i live, like its the standard for everyone)

>>82814345
I meant what was your major

>>82814357
it was language (although i wont go into detail, mostly for privacy reasons)

>>82814223
Im extremely racist and nordic people are objectively the best, I'm also blue eyed and descent from nords. What happened to you was a really horrible inhumane thing and you have my sympathy and condolences, I hope you get better somehow. The guy that did this would be killed in a fair world, but we live in this nightmare reality unfortunately. I'd do it for you if I had the chance but I live far away. Anyways anon you matter and youre valuable, your mistakes dont define you, maybe try therapy and religion or something. We need more Nordic babies anon I'm sorry, if you can just go make them, even if it with a stranger and you become a single mother, at this point we need all the numbers we can. But anyways thats not the point, you have value and dignity as a human being and those bad things that happened dont define you. I wish the best for you I'll pray you get saved somehow I wish I could save you myself

>>82814177
What a vapid whore, fucking kek

>>82814363
Is it easy to find a job in that field? If you can throw yourself into work it'll be easier to avoid whoring about.

>>82814264
i'll give you male attention if you show me your tits
my discord is gigasiever

>>82814375
its pretty easy to find a decent paying job where i live, especially with a degree.

im on the job hunt but its hard, i just dont have the energy

>>82814389
isn't the whole point of the thread that she wants to stop doing that?

Where are you from? Country?
>p4mkn

>>82814394
Keep trying until you get one and then try to take as much work as you can so you have less time alone. You'll get used to the routine eventually and you'll start doing better.

>>82812318 (OP)
Get a job
Hope that helps

>>82814396
the thread's not real anon the OP is a fat indian man who larps to jerk off.

>>82814419
>not taking every thread at face value
what a boring life you live

>>82814419
Indians cant communicate this eloquently for this long, if OP is a guy hes definitely white or jewish. If anyone is indian is the monk mode grindmaxxing guy, which I assume is you and that you got offended that I called you out on it so you tried to deflect on OO, typical indian cowardly tactics

>>82814396
yeah, it kind of pisses me off that these men are just hitting on me idk. i guess its typical

>>82814607
I mean, you went to the retarded sociopathic incel board so pretty much everyone here just sees you as meat. I don't know a better place for you to go but it is how it is.

>>82814625
yeah, like i said its typical. i did talk to some nice people though so its worth it

>>82814607
>>82814638
Shut up whore post feet and armpits

>>82814638
Stay strong op, you can get to a nicer place if you keep trying at it. I've known people who went through worse than you and were able to carve something out for themselves, you can do it too.

>>82814662
thank you, anon. means a lot. especially on this hellscape of a site lmao

>>82814257 (me, duh)
ah shit, i just realized i forgot to give you some contact other than fucking browsing this cesspool looking for a thread i might post in
deadbatteries598 at proton dot me is a throwaway email i've been using
feel free to write to me whenever (or not, lol)
again, godspeed anon, do stay safe, aye?

>>82814736
totally.

ill send at you, thanks

What a funny thread, I'm glad I chose to pay the board a visit instead of sleeping. I think you've been covered in enough validation, insults, advice and other substances in this thread, so I'll just leave you with something nice I enjoyed earlier.
It is about part of a passage from da vinci's notebooks, which reads "I know many will call this useless work". The original quote is much longer; he goes on and on about the meaning, the seed that bore this thought and the justifications for why he deemed himself his objectors' superior, but these tangents seemed largely irrelevant to me when faced with this much more intense fragment. It would've been so beautiful had he just left it at this.
The thought that this thought could stand sovereign in such intensity, no explanation left, no justification given, it made me happy, even astonished me.
Maybe you, too, can one day live without sharing too much of yourself to get so little in return.

>>82812318 (OP)
You single? I like sex too it's not something to be ashamed about
Everyone fucks some more than others

>>82815916
Oh nvm ptsd no thx glhf tho

>>82812318 (OP)
I'll forgive you if you cure my virginity

>>82812318 (OP)
Que the slut arc
>rocky music
>pilates with a headband
>kegels and agility exercises for taking blame for your own actions
>baking and cooking and you just throw it away
>reading self help books to somehow feel like the victim
>speed reading takeout and squatting with cook books

>>82815870
retard dumb ai slop

>>82812318 (OP)
I don't know, I feel like if I had a friend with benefits I'd also do the friend part? Do they really just cum once and leave forever?

>>82816028
If you're scared of original thoughts, I can wrap them in a more disturbing corpus to make the buzzword loving marasmatic within you more inclined to use your brain and find joy in them next time

The whore will probably end setting for a nice guy. Poor soul won't know she's kissing the mount that has sucked every dick in town.