Thread 82812701

everyone says 'mental health matters' until its something not cute

i want a bf to physically and mentally abuse me and theres no fucking cure. and not like a bit of kinky sex i mean pure abuse

i hate the thought of anyone else being abused, its disgusting and i want a fucking cure to think normally

>>82812701 (OP)
you need a hug , one that warms the place and the heart

Im pretty sure a therapist is the best person to speak to on that one

>>82812701 (OP)
>i want a bf to physically and mentally abuse me
yeah i'm sure you do fucking pussy

>>82812701 (OP)
I could abuse you and also be lovey dovey

Idk how common this is but i had a friend once with a similarish mentality - but she wanted the more romanticised hot version

>>82812720
im pretty sure we all do dawg

>>82812745
>also be lovey dovey
kinda defeats the point of OPs post

>>82812763
it's part of the mutual exchange, abuse alone is boring and lacks the feels I want out of a relationship.

>>82812795
(OP here) For me thats kind of the point, any random fucker on the street can give me a black eye if they really wanted to, but to make it a relationship is different
>>82812748
I can see why its a popular book trope desu

There is an incel out there who would literally worship the ground you walk on just for having a cunt and you choose this?

>>82812701 (OP)
When I was a child I would make my cat scratch me as a form of self-harm, although It didn't register to me. You're probably doing the same

>>82812809
>any random fucker on the street can give me a black eye
only a special fucker can give you a black eye and kiss your neck while cuddling afterwards

>>82812814
kek I think I did the same thing
I was super mean to the cat and we would "play" which would involve me pissing off the cat until it started swiping at me, claws out
Got many a scratch but I genuinely enjoyed it
Then the cat would hide in the mornings when it was dark and then attack anyone who walked by
I realized this the other day, I trained it to attack humans
I'm super nice to cats today and they no longer scratch me

>>82812754
yeah , but some need it more than others , i can go without a bit longer

>>82812813
sadly no one chooses what theyre into
does make you wonder though why people turn out like this
like i understand kinks and all that but an irl relationship 24/7 is wild. imagine all the explaining to friends and damily why you cant go out or why youre bruised, or having to tell work why your performance is down

>>82812813
There's also an incel that would give her the abuse she desires, and more importantly, deserves.

>>82812844
>kiss your neck while cuddling afterwards
Exactly and thats what makes it all worth it
>>82812866
>does make you wonder though why people turn out like this
i wish i had an answer, thats why i want a fucking cure. i had an average childhood, loving parents with standard jobs, never bullied. makes 0 sense

>>82812701 (OP)
I abusechadded my ex you don't want ts it's fucking miserable

>>82812870
Dont say that, you'll turn her on

have you considered finding a nice boy who doesnt abuse you and actually just respects you?

>>82812866
>letting your abusee gf see her family
>letting your abusee gf have a job
You're doing the abusive bf job wrong. Bruises really aren't hard to hide anyway and job productivity isn't going down unless you're fracturing her arm or something and how is she cooking and cleaning with one arm? Think a little.

>>82812701 (OP)
okay then come live with me and be abused every day. i'll rage at videogames and take it out on you.
discord?

>>82812874
>thats what makes it all worth it
what else can we add? forcing you to wear a tight rope harness, flogging/caning, collar and leash, cuffs?

>>82812920
Shock collar hopefully

>>82812900
i would look for one if i wasnt fucking tapped
>>82812904
i do think there would be implications but they dont rationalise with me

>>82812920
all of it, thats the point i dont want a choice
>>82812914
doesnt have the same impact if its only game related!

>>82812940
>doesnt have the same impact if its only game related!
i'll do it for fun too but that's just one example. europe?

>>82812701 (OP)
It's pretty scary how fucked up women are in relationship-seeking. It's like they're wired wrong.
It's like a nonsexual cuckhold "yes please give me the worst possible option to date"
well sexually i guess it would be closer to ugly bastard, which is a female fetish

I feel like I just discovered something important

>>82812927
like that youtuber and his dog? I might shock you for dumb reasons, tho. maybe I'd add shocks elsewhere for amusement and use the collar for discipline

>>82812959
oh, it was someone else
>>82812940
>all of it
>i dont want a choice
the other anon gave me an idea, hope you like it, or not

>>82812955
>It's like they're wired wrong.
this is literally my problem, like i said i dont have any trauma or anything, i have decent schooling etc but something is just fucking wired wrong. its annoying bc if i saw any of my friends/family being abused id be the first to speak up
>>82812944
eruope indeed
>>82812959
id want it on the highest setting

>>82812900
OP needs therapy before any kind of relationship

Or to be locked in a white room

>>82812980
>eruope
west or east? time to pack your bags and move in with me tomorrow, you can get beaten up and raped before lunchtime thursday

>>82812997
>Or to be locked in a white room
bold to assume that isnt a part of the fucked up dream
>>82812998
west, decent proposal, speaking my language

>>82812701 (OP)
There could be a cure, it would just take as much time and energy as the disease, which is a lot at this point

>>82813025
>west
damn an actual west euro femanon? say it aint so. what country then?
my discord is gigasiever

>>82812980
you'll end up getting wet at the sound of lightning
might need to modify all your clothes to have easy access for molesting time and cuddling time
>europe
pain, as always

>>82812701 (OP)
do you shave? do you do anal? do you swallow cum and piss? how often would u fuck? how quick do u cum? are u virgin? can u deepthroat? would you do vomit and scat? what about animals?

>>82813072
>might need to modify all your clothes to have easy access for molesting time and cuddling time
pain when im not unemployed and have a relativley normal life outside of my fucked brain
>>82813059
England!!!
>>82813074
i shave, ive had sex but never anal - rest i dont know, would depend on the person but thats kind of the point of the abuse its the lack of choice

>>82813104
>ive had sex
whats your bodycount? show your nudes here. when did you first fuck? who was it? whats the most extreme thing you've done?

>>82813104
>pain when im not unemployed and have a relativley normal life
only some of your clothes then, but you'll wear whatever I say
>england
man, would've been amazing to abusedom a brit

The way people are acting like this isnt some genuinley fragile person is so vile.

OP clearly needs mental help, not descriptions of how you would all abuse her

>>82813121
enough clothes to cover bruises is the ideal
>>82813120
body count is 2
im not getting banned lmaoooo
first had sex with first bf at 18 and he was soft so not a lot of extremeties

>>82813132
Its what OP clearly said they wanted???

I dont see an issue?

>>82813159
>im not getting banned lmaoooo
then post your discord or use a link to a site like catbox.
this thread's looking more and more like some fat peruvian man's fantasy larp.
>i'm such a pervy girl teehee rape me anons
>no i'm not gonna timestamp, prove anything or add anyone on discord

>>82813159
>enough clothes to cover bruises
of course, I meant I wouldn't let you flaunt your tits in public, those'd be mine
>>82813132
>OP clearly needs mental help, not descriptions of how you would all abuse her
over time, the abuse would likely diminish because it's a whole separate relationship dynamic, mellowing into teasing and groping after both get over it or develop different likes

>>82813181
>Its what OP clearly said they wanted???
Wanted because they're mentally ill, they even admitted they wanted a cure
>>82813198
>over time, the abuse would likely diminish
I doubt that, tapped people will be tapped

Get therapy OP!

>>82813188
like i said i dont want to be like this! its a fucking nightmare, i want to find nice people attractive and be fucking normal
>>82813198
>those'd be mine
thats a valid take but my level of mentally ill is i dont want to be allowed out in public

>>82813255
>my level of mentally ill is i dont want to be allowed out in public
that's part of my abuse plan. I'll make you uphold a social life while I mark your skin with my fingerprints, you'll meet up with friends with freshly stretched and filled holes, you'll wear a visible necklace that others might not understand but will announce you're owned

Foids want this whereas I would literally eat a girls ass and treat her like a queen fml

>>82813132
I want to abuse OP, OP wants to be abused. Why is your consent required? I also probably "need" mental help by your standards but what I really need is a gf who lets me abuse her.

>>82813255
>i want to find nice people attractive and be fucking normal
but you can't so just accept it and be my rapeslave already. i need sex like 8 times per day and I like keeping a slave around for beatings.
pack your bags, get on the fucking eurostar train and you'll be where i live within 4 hours.
yes or yes?

>>82813309
>a gf who lets me abuse her.
i feel like this is the concept people dont get, like yeah kinky sex is fun and all but when i say i need abuse thats what i mean, not just a few hits during rough sex
thats whats mentally wrong with me and what i want

>>82813350
OP , do you think you can modify the expression of your desire to make it more inclined towards BDSM and not pure self-destruction ?

PS: don't believe the anon , i think you will just die from his hands

TWF normies think mental health is a cute little cry when this is the reality of it. You're not alone OP! Whatever the cause is you can definitley get into therapy because of it

>>82813398
that would be an ideal situation, i fully support people who see it as a kink and i wish i did too
>>82813301
>I'll make you uphold a social life
my social life has been declining already recently lmao, partly because wfh means i dont see anyone

>>82813435
>>82813435
>i wish i did too
>my social life has been declining already recently lmao
it's the perfect ploy, the mixture of love and abuse would push forward the fetishization process and you'd get a social life
sadly, I have to leave. no more abuse thought experiments for either of us (or at least for me)

>>82813435
well , what i think could be happening is simply an imperfection of the human desire that was planted here , if there is no events that triggered this it's no big deal.

so, from my little experience of this life i would consider trying to modify the expression of said trait that is , quite , well, a bit antithetic to your own dignity as a human . like , is this trait here because there is a deeper desire to want to carry the pain of others upon your shoulders ?

>>82812955
theyre wired wrong all together

no point trying to save them, just let them be like little pets or smth

Unrape Yourself

>>82812928
You shouldn't worry about rationalizing it, that's your abusive bfs role. I guess guys can be different but in my experience you will be isolated from friends and family.

>>82812701 (OP)
I could abusechad better than abusechad moids if I were one