Thread 82822395

I have failed at the one thing every living thing is designed to accomplish and no part of the world, even my own mind and body, will stop screaming at me how worthless I am for fucking it all up so badly. Sure, literally nothing changes about life once you've had sex, and yet literally everything about life changes as a result of never having experienced it.
It's a self-perpetuating cycle once you're in it. You are caught in the currents of it whether you want to be or not. You are exhausted from swimming against it and getting nowhere. You are only ever carried further out from shore while trying to swim with it. All that's left is giving up and letting yourself drown in it.

>>82822395 (OP)
You eventually do get numb to it.
t. 38

>>82822395 (OP)
It's all how you look at it, and letting one aspect of yourself that you perceive to be negative control how you live on a day to day basis is self defeating and pointless.

Whether you choose to change your outlook or not is ultimately up to you but I'm also a virgin and I used to hate myself for it until I realized how fucking stupid and defeatist it all is.

>>82822395 (OP)
There are a lot more virgins than you think, anon

We're reverting back to hunter-gatherer shit where less than half of men got laid

>>82822395 (OP)
should have used /soc/ hahaha loser

>>82822395 (OP)
I basically envy everyone now. I feel inferior to homeless people because I know they at least got to have sex when things were ok

>>82822395 (OP)
I'm still a virgin past 25. I'm 28. femcel virgin too. if my own parents aren't preventing me from having sex, then men who lead me on after the first sexual encounter do stop me from having sex.

>>82822498
forgot to mention that I'm talking about the past when I mention those sexual encounters, I have a serious boyfriend currently. I haven't had sexual encounters with men on the first date in years.

But yeah its okay to be a virgin!

>>82822478
>I feel inferior to homeless people because I know they at least got to have sex when things were ok
I had a moment like this when was waiting at a bus stop last winter and I saw a homeless couple smoke fetty together and then cuddling into the nod in a box tucked into a snowed in storefront. I returned to my warm and comfortable one bedroom apartment that hasn't ever had another person in it aside from me since I moved in 3 years ago and contemplated if I was really the one living my life correctly compared to them.

>>82822498
>after the first sexual encounter
>>82822505
>I have a serious boyfriend currently
>in years
so you've had sex, aka not a virgin
fuck off roastie

Do people really think that women are the most important thing in life?

>>82822542
I'm still a virgin, it was never penis in vagina. it was always intimate touching or kissing.

>>82822683
don't reply to xer

>>82822664
women are the gatekeepers of whether or not you're part of humanity

>>82822395 (OP)
Just go to whores. I used to be a 20-something year old khhv but decided to take action and just go to some whores. And miss me with that -b-but i want a virgin waifu- shit you niggas, youre did not get laid in 20+ years, how can you even have expectations? And if you are a NEET with no money, just get a mcwagie job for a month then quit it and go to a whore with the money. You just have to do it once so that you dont regret and be shamed you will die as a virgin

Not the sole reason why I need to an hero, but one of the puzzle pieces as to why I'm too pathetic to continue on.

>>82822395 (OP)
It's wild to me that people care about it. I'm 33 and it's never bothered me. Maybe it's because it was mostly on purpose? I guess it's different if you turn down sex than if you get rejected from it.

Just use a passport if you care niggers it's not that hard

>>82823101
>women are the gatekeepers of whether or not you're part of humanity
must suck to have ego this small, simp