>start becoming obsessed with this niche musician (who uses 4chan) during the coof 5 years ago
>listen to interviews of him from (now) 11 years ago
>he was a KHHV and in his mid 20s
>listen to his songs pretty much every day
>he even did one livestream back in 2021 which caused me to check his account at least once a week (he did another stream in 2023, then never again)
>see pic of him, he looks a bit weird but overall quite good, also has got a big nose so yjk
>also finds more pics from him, turns out he has had a good friend since his childhood with whom he still hangs out
>ffw to today
>realize that I am now older than he was back during the interview
>realize that I look worse than him
>realize that I have achived even less than him
>realize that he would probably lol @ me
>*feelings of inferiority and despair start to set in*
welp
>listen to interviews of him from (now) 11 years ago
>he was a KHHV and in his mid 20s
>listen to his songs pretty much every day
>he even did one livestream back in 2021 which caused me to check his account at least once a week (he did another stream in 2023, then never again)
>see pic of him, he looks a bit weird but overall quite good, also has got a big nose so yjk
>also finds more pics from him, turns out he has had a good friend since his childhood with whom he still hangs out
>ffw to today
>realize that I am now older than he was back during the interview
>realize that I look worse than him
>realize that I have achived even less than him
>realize that he would probably lol @ me
>*feelings of inferiority and despair start to set in*
welp