>parents let me get molested
>never gave me any guidance
>controlling in how I spend my free time
>never emotionally connected with anybody even though I've had friends and bitches
>accidentally killed my grandma with alzheimers
>killed a baby chihuahua
>Almost had sex with my female cousin at 8
>never felt a strong emotion in my life but a steady sense of discomfort
>never understood emotional expression
>dad always called me a retard and embarassed me on purpose
>dropped out of high school because I was bored
>raped a female
>torture my parents dog often
>I dont know how I'm
>got molested twice before the age of 6
>I used to jerk off with a school buddy and he thought it was gay so he pricked my cheek with his dick but I wasnt going to suck him off
>low key molested this other school buddy by making him show me his penis
>5'9
>not facially attractive
>puberty just made me only care about pussy and everything started feeling like a waste of time since then
>lost interest in pussy but I still dont care about anything as intensely as sex when I'm jerking off
>I cant do anything if the effort isnt inferior to the reward
>Used to also be beat up and my toys broken by these same cousins that molested me
>my dad slammed my head against the table because his 70iq couldnt explain to me something simple
>spent my whole life mostly bored/zoned out
How is a nigger supposed to get ahead in life when the game is this rigged
>never gave me any guidance
>controlling in how I spend my free time
>never emotionally connected with anybody even though I've had friends and bitches
>accidentally killed my grandma with alzheimers
>killed a baby chihuahua
>Almost had sex with my female cousin at 8
>never felt a strong emotion in my life but a steady sense of discomfort
>never understood emotional expression
>dad always called me a retard and embarassed me on purpose
>dropped out of high school because I was bored
>raped a female
>torture my parents dog often
>I dont know how I'm
>got molested twice before the age of 6
>I used to jerk off with a school buddy and he thought it was gay so he pricked my cheek with his dick but I wasnt going to suck him off
>low key molested this other school buddy by making him show me his penis
>5'9
>not facially attractive
>puberty just made me only care about pussy and everything started feeling like a waste of time since then
>lost interest in pussy but I still dont care about anything as intensely as sex when I'm jerking off
>I cant do anything if the effort isnt inferior to the reward
>Used to also be beat up and my toys broken by these same cousins that molested me
>my dad slammed my head against the table because his 70iq couldnt explain to me something simple
>spent my whole life mostly bored/zoned out
How is a nigger supposed to get ahead in life when the game is this rigged