>>82834629
Awesome!
>>82834712
>poor self-control
Take the hint from yourself, man. I'm not gunna say you can't ever partake, but at least try to prove that idea wrong.
>permanent damage
Depends how far you go. There's plenty of stories of people tackling combinations of harsh addictions (across dopaminergics, gabaergics, and opioids) and still bouncing back, but it took them lots of time. Ultimately, a good life is possible but depending on how hard you fall, it will take a long time to get back up.