Thread 82834531

how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
it LITERALLY happens naturally. i was obsessed with girls in hs/college, it didn't take any effort at all
just being there and existing and participating in activities brought you close to a girl and things moved naturally, i dated 8 girls in total from hs to college

how did you manage to fumble so hard? your best and only opportunity was wasted, why aren't you panicking?

>>82834531 (OP)
>it LITERALLY happens naturally.

No it does not.

>just being there and existing and participating in activities brought you close to a girl

No it did not.

>>82834531 (OP)
I ask out a woman, she turns me down; nothing happens

>>82834531 (OP)
I was homeschooled by my schizo mom who thought the school had a conspiracy against me. This was the beginning of my inceldom.

>>82834531 (OP)
>ask out girl in same major in college
>get rejected
>she spreads rumors for the next 4 years to everyone in the program
>become the department pariah to the point even the professors knew
>gain zero professional contacts or networking
>10+ year career setback

This was college, among adults that could legally drive, enter into legally binding contracts, work to earn a living, buy guns, join the military to kill people with bigger guns, and by the end even legally drink. "People are more mature in college since they are adults" is a fucking meme.

>>82834531 (OP)
Troll post but responding anyway

>Went to a private school where hardly anyone dated
>I was the fattest guy in my class, girls considered me repulsive
>I didn't interact with girls in any meaningful way

>>82834531 (OP)
>why aren't you panicking
Disregarding all that retarded shit you just spewed, why would I be? What's the point of panicking about something I have no chance of changing?

>>82834897
if u panick ull have the chance dudebro

>>82835010
I'll have the chance to go back in time?

I asked out hundreds of girls all throught HS and college. The answer was always the same.

"You're too short for me"

i was a broke

>>82834531 (OP)
Look its fine I"m going back to college at 30 and i'm going to be fucking barely legal age emo girls

>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?

I was a fat edgy teenager with shit clothes and poor social skills. I didn't go to college

Now I'm an overweight adult who looks buff with his shirt on and have poor social skills

>>82834531 (OP)
>parents made me read about homeschooling in 6th grade
>they realize it does not mean "studying after school is over for the day"
>ban me from reading about homeschooling
It is difficult as a kid to sit quietly and listen to teachers drone on for 6 hours a day. There is no reason why a kid has to learn something for the first time in school. I still support homeschooling until 8th grade, that's when you need to practice sitting still and being a good worker drone.

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
>it LITERALLY happens naturally. i was obsessed with girls in hs/college, it didn't take any effort at all
How the fuck DID you get a gf in high school/college?
Having this not happen was easier than falling off a log and really I'm surprised that people manage to get laid in HS/college. I was a dork in high school, none of the girls would give me the time of day. (Save the one lesbian chick who was in my D&D group) And it's not like I had a car or my own place anyway. Then I went to college. As a live-at-home commuter student in a STEM program, so I didn't meet any girls and could have fooled around with them anyway if I had. After college I worked in a male-dominated white-collar workplace for a while (no girls) and later left and was a neet (very very no girls)
Now I'm a wizard. Shikata ga nai.

i agree with highschool but with uni its a little different

I'm ricecel

>>82835211
hi ricecel, I'm dad
*kills self*

>>82834531 (OP)
>college
Talked to a cute Asian girl for three months. Got ghosted at a high point when I was about to start going out with her. She refused to speak to me after that and opted instead to speak to other guys, some of which were jealous I was talking to her. It broke me.

>>82835316
>some of which were jealous I was talking to her
plot twist: they were jealous of her not you
they liked you, anon

>>82835316
And I guess I should clarify. On the one hand I thought I should resort to extreme violence or rape, but on the other I thought she was not worth it as more than just my reputation I could also lose my degree and get some charges on me. But she really did instigate violence, and so did the nonchalant dudes who acted like nothing was wrong.

I was a crystal meth addict and recluse is how no gf in college. In HS I played wow. This is instead of socializing. When I be myself few people talk to me and I talk to few to no people. What naturally happens is no talking and going home to F5 or game.

>>82834531 (OP)
Why did you make this thread.
What's your angle

I got a girl to ask out a girl for me and outside of 2 exceptions idk how to into women anymore

>>82835316
>>82835330
The fact that she's doing that shows that she's really hurt by something you did/said. Don't take it to heart, you dodged a bullet. It's time to learn and move on from the pain if you don't then you let some 5'3'' asian chick ruin your life. Ruin your own life don't let pussy do it to you.

>>82835060
How tall are you? I'm 5'6 and never had that problem. I even dated a girl on the volleyball team senior year.

>>82834531 (OP)
I did the bare minimum, didn't do any extracurriculars and was generally quiet. In HS there were a few girls who had crushes on me but I was too depressed and low self esteem to think I was worth them.

>>82834531 (OP)
>. i was obsessed with girls in hs/college,
Lmao faggot.
You going to turn into one of those wife guys, little homo?

>>82834531 (OP)
it happens naturally to people who have normal brains
not so easy if you are mentally fucked due to circumstances outside of your control

>>82835365
Her behavior for the last 1.5 years after I could her a bitch? Sure. Her behavior prior to her ghosting me during those three months? I couldn't possibly have. But I looked into her posts online after that and she was hiding from me a very toxic personality whereas she seemed so adorable when I met her. I already moved on long ago, this is about why I did not date in college. Other chicks came along at the time, some which really wanted to get with me, but I couldn't date them as I was still recovering from what that chick did.

>>82835461
>could
called*

>>82834531 (OP)
I am sorry but when I was 11 those girls bullied me, they weren't interested in me.

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
Never tried cause never cared.
>it LITERALLY happens naturally.
Not in my experience, it never happened to me nor to a lot of the other kids
News of people dating spread like the plague cause of how rare it was
>just being there and existing and participating in activities brought you close to a girl and things moved naturally
Again not in my experience
>how did you manage to fumble so hard?
I didn't bother to learn the subjects so I mostly got mediocre grades with some decent ones and now I'm stuck wage slaving and drinking my worries away
>your best and only opportunity was wasted, why aren't you panicking?
I don't care.

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
autism, shyness, dropping out at gr 11 after failing everything

>why aren't you panicking?
because its over for me
t. 30+ wizard

>>82834531 (OP)
Low self esteem introvert.
What are you? Chad?

>>82834531 (OP)
When I'm around girls they get nervous and creeped out.

You know I actually got a gf in high school. I always forget because it didn't mean anything to me.

High school was so miserable. I only remember being constantly degraded and hurt by my worthless cruel family that hated me. I tried so hard to please them but none of them cared. They turned me against my teachers when my teachers actually did care about me and wanted what's best for me. Don't buy into the nuclear family shit, guys. It's all bullshit. Unless you're an Italian or something.

>>82834531 (OP)
I had a gf but she was Christian and wanted to wait till marriage for sex. Long story short we didn't get married and now I'm 29 and still a virgin. Had many chances to fuck whores but I wanted to lose my virginity to another virgin and now I regret it and wish I'd just fucked the whores

>>82835762
You are evil. Wanting to create a bunch of bastards.

>>82835952
Who said anything about having kids. I just wish I hadn't been a prude and had fucked some girls for fun instead of cucking myself into being a 29 year old virgin

No field of science speaks at all about the meaning of life. It's purely philosophical. That meme is just scientism.
Trying to get le epic sex is simply hedonism and is the sorry excuse most NPCs' have at a life purpose.

>>82834531 (OP)
I was not obsessed with girls is the reason why. I was depressed.

>>82835338
based meth addict, didnt know it was possible to associate with tweakers and not fuck though

>>82834531 (OP)
> Why aren't you panicking?
It doesn't matter to me

>>82834531 (OP)
I was too depressed and focused on the problems in my life that I passively distanced myself from people and failed to recognize positive acknowledgement because I didn't see it in myself. I was fat and a reclusive introvert, but I still ended up speaking to people without absolute conflict, and it's not like all the girls avoided me either. I don't remember her face or name well, but I remember on day on the stairs in the school when one of the girls mentioned that I had pretty eyes. That thought still comes up sometimes.

I'm no longer fat, and most would consider me attractive now, but I neglected to indulge in many youth experiences. Now I'll be 30 in a few years, without experience or a social network. That becomes increasingly crippling as an autistic adult.

>>82834531 (OP)
>why aren't you panicking?
What's the point in panicking? In caring at all anymore? Girls would have preferred a celibate life as a nun to being my gf. Fine, let them.

>>82835356
Tell us about the two exceptions

>>82834531 (OP)
I did but my mom was crazy and decided the solution to me horny-messaging my gf was to move out of state and get me a therapist.

Therapist was like "the fuck am I supposed to do" and we'd play backgammon

Im 34 years old. I have never seen a vagina, kissed a girl or had a gf.
I have not talked to girls since I was 13 about anything else than school and nowadays about work.

Stay mad.

Their looks of contempt and disgust still haunt me

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
i was stacy only but my school had only ugly femcels. Sry but i know my worth. Either 10/10 stacy with pristine innie pussy or nothing

>>82834611
>I was homeschooled
pure delusion, homeschooled chad fucks his neighbors and his tinder matches. You are incel because of your face.

>>82837254
long time not seen you incelchad pussyfreebro.

>>82834531 (OP)
i have no desire for a gf and im short

>>82835673
based apathymaxxer

>>82837490
>homeschooled chad
No such thing. Every other homeschooled person I've met ties their psychological trauma to it. Chad goes to private school.

I have the opposite problem, I could get laid as a kid but not an adult? I am 22 and haven't had any luck since finishing school.I can get girls but it doesnt work out any more.

>>82836175
True but the underlying point still makes sense. People follow man made ideals instead of listening what their body wants which is ultimately sexo.

failed normie reporting in.
Be fat and have zero self worth or esteem will do it. Have your parents select a school not near where you live is also a good one.

Cherry on the top is back then around 1898-2002 gaming was getting good

>>82834531 (OP)
OP are you a sadist? Why do you want men that already failed to panic?

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
homeschooled in high school and prior. Then American girls don't want to date a guy who's 18 and never touched or talked to a girl before.
That easy when you have bad parents.

I went to a boys school, spent 18 months out of education, then at college the foids didn't give me the time of day.
Best I ever got throughout my incel life were stares; but they never speak to me, so I can't do shit with that.
I keep hearing how foids make it easy for men they like to get with them. I have never experienced this, and likely never will.
TFW too unapproachable and non-Chad.

>>82837578
I posted in the thread after you not realizing someone else was homeschooled. Sorry anon, it fucking blows.
No one who didn't go through has any idea how bad this shit fucks you up.
Doesn't help that most parents who force their kids into this shit are some extremist nut jobs who want you to be cut off from society so you stay part of whatever cult or insane worldview they are a part of.

>>82834531 (OP)
what opportunity? I had a small crush on one girl who had a bf from the moment I knew her until I graduated and never saw her again. You're saying like I missed some chance, but there never was one in the first place. There was nothing to do.
If I went back in time and could do it all over again, what would I change? I couldn't change a thing.

If you are the class "that kid" your dating options are basically online gf or a girl from another school. Even if you are decent looking being marked for years by some shit you did in 8th grade will ruin your reputation. Nobody wants your rep to rub off on them, it's like having leprosy

>>82837490
Nice wojak bro.
Crispy and based.

>>82837578
i went to private school and never got hug nor a blowjob nor a passionate tongue kiss nor anything and now 20 years later i m posting here and complaining about no pussy

>>82834531 (OP)
what do you look like?
ugly boys/men are disgusting to girls/women

>>82834531 (OP)
The meaning of life is to know what Hannahowo's insides feel like with our bare uncovered dick.

The sensation of Hannah's pussy > Space Travel

nice try op, we all know for a fact you were homeschooled, all those 8 women were your mother

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
Because i had bad looks, bad clothes, was poor and zero self respect and self confidence in a place that was flooding with Chad's.
It was a great mistake to go to top university. Parents insisted "your are so smart boy you need to go to top". They probably imagined I would make gtreet career and become rich and make them rich too, years after I am still poorer than them.
I've should went to the second tier college for engineering degree (I got admission there too). At least I would be smart guy in the room. Been in the university demolished my self confidence I felt like human trash. Men around me were no longer stupid and they were athletes and driving cars parents granted them.

>>82837987
I mean don't get me wrong, I have no doubt that most public schools are grooming factories but I firmly believe that 99% of people who homeschool their kids are absolute fucking wackos who will do more damage than any public school could.

>>82834531 (OP)
smart 11yo

>>82834531 (OP)
In high school my parents wanted to "protect me from distractions" so they sent me to an all male school

I did fuck a couple of girls in college but that's because it's impossible not to. After college the supply dried up and I never had sex again because I never learned to talk to women

>>82834531 (OP)
>it LITERALLY happens naturally
You're tall, aren't you? The world is not the same for you as it is for the rest of us.

retard, my class was a sausig fest and I didnt want to approach random women.

I'm going to have to geomaxx to asia for a wife

>>82834531 (OP)
Some people have different instincts, hormone imbalances, their brains are wired differently. Temperament and intelligence are the result of nature and nurture.
If we were all the same human, a new disease could arrive out of nowhere and wipe us all out. The downside is there are chuds too. The guys who instinctively avoid/fear fights, sex, and every other natural human experience. The losers die without reproducing and the reproducers continue to exist here.

you have to be a bit naive to think people would be interested in you specifically.

>>82834531 (OP)
It only happens naturally if you are attractive.
If you are unattractive like me, girls aren't interested in you unless maybe you make a lot of money. But I don't since I am a full time student and mentally ill.

>>82834531 (OP)
>it LITERALLY happens naturally
Evidently not.
>why aren't you panicking?
What would it accomplish at this point?

>>82841999
Women make the most deranged comics lol
This is truly how they think chud behaves. Majority of chuds are just shy and impotent, which triggers a females shittest, shun, destroy protocol. Having empathy for men is an undesirable evolutionary trait for them, because they'd make emotional connections with unfit men otherwise. Emotional connection leads to feelings, to reproduction.

That's why a man is not a human being to them, we are another abstraction in their dream-like reality. A thing that can or can't do X. A faulty machine slave or a nice shiny new one.

>>82834531 (OP)
>participating in activities
bold to assume that I had the energy to do that, when my home life was hell

>>82842155
>Women make the most deranged comics lol
The best part of it is that the incel character in this is depicted as balding and ugly because the artist wanted to shit on her constructed strawman anyway possible. But it still reinforces the blackpill, proving the guy right anyways.

there was one girl in like 9th grade who really wanted a hug from me for some reason
i always assumed she lost a bet or she and her friends were trying to play some sort of prank on me
i was an aspie loner with risperdal tits so i got bullied a lot, i couldn't see why any girl would be genuinely interested in me

>>82834531 (OP)
>and participating in activities
and that is what most people posting here didn't do.
To normies trying to understand a loser's (like me) mindset, just think of that small moment of hesitation you have before trying out something new, talking to a stranger or going to a party, and imagine that you just always listened to it until you didn't have any opportunity anymore.

>>82834531 (OP)
Girls pretended to be into me online and then waited for me in front of class with their friends to laugh at me and say "you actually thought you had a chance with me!". That's what I get for being a manlet I guess.
I actively avoided girls during that entire school period and always tried to be as unnoticed as possible so the guys wouldn't bully me either.

>>82842290
you'd say the opposite if he had a full head of hair.

>>82834599
thats the problem, dont ask them out, its creepy,
i just sort of stand around and be cool, let them come to you,

>>82835071
>emo girls
doesnt exist anymore, sorry anon, closes thing they have now is the gothic fatty who reads romance novels.

>>82843863
>dont ask them out, its creepy,
You people can't be real

>>82836664
nta but also a casual crystal consumer, but the whole "access to drugs = implication (both as a necessity prerequisite to the aforementioned resource availability, and also as a potential result of it in a positive [by which I mean self-promoting, not necessarily "good"] feedback loop) of having a wide range of social connections providing excess opportunities for casual sex at a lower than normal barrier of entry in terms of appearance or emotional investment) all kind of went out the window once buying drugs through the mail became an accessible possibility thanks to the US Navy's advancements in private digital communication protocols rather than needing to "know someone" in real life who could fix you up.
In 2025 you can be a long-term habitual user of multiple hard drugs without having ever in your life seen a vagina in-person.

>>82844228
Absolutely brutal, but I believe it. Seems to me like tweakers gravitate towards each other and form enclaves but I suppose I don't see the tasteful, casual meth enjoyers who just go on 72 hour long weekend goons in the privacy of their home so my perspective is skewed towards the ones who are causing a ruckus at the convenience store in the wee hours of the morning.

>>82834531 (OP)
>why aren't you panicking?
i'm volcel blackpill

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
Most weren't my type to be honest. Got reasonably close with my only real crush and then chickened out.

>>82837490
>homeschooled chad
no such thing

>>82834531 (OP)
>it LITERALLY happens naturally
You're a normie, i doesn't happen like that for us, even for those of us who are good looking and tall

>>82834531 (OP)
I did not participate in any activites or do anything. University in particular, I literally spent 5 years talking exclusively to professors during exams, cashiers, delivery men and my mom. That's it. I didn't utter a single word to anyone else.

>>82834531 (OP)
Sex obsessed species tend to go extinct really fast while more noble or thoughtful species tend to remain longer.

My parental figure constantly argued and complained about everything, gave me self esteem issues and a complex where I assume no one can like me and that everything I do is always going to be wrong. So I have a deeply ingrained psychological need for someone to tell me what they want from me before I do it, and a fear of disappointing people.
Even if someone becomes a friend (extremely rare for me), I basically will never start a conversation with them. I have to wait until they do it.
I'm pretty sure women have flirted with me quite a few times in the past, but even if there's a 1% change that I'm wrong, I'm unable to take initiative. And now I'm old. I just don't have the right personality type because I didn't get the experience when I was young. I wouldn't even know what to say if I tried. And people my age are already married.
And I never participated in anything at school for the same reasons I didn't flirt with women. I was too afraid of getting things wrong.

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
during high school, i had good hygiene, solid looks, and was tall. i was just awkward and everyone thought i was a pedo because i wasn't watching/reading shonenshit like everyone else and instead watched a lot of sol animes
what i did wrong was thinking that i could be myself, but you can't do that unless you have normalfag interests. nowadays, i make shit up about myself during small talk
im safe and happy with my tulpas so having no friends or gf doesn't hurt so much

>>82834531 (OP)
>dated 8 girls in total from hs to college
We definitely all believe that Op

Also thank me for actually replying to your bait

>>82843863
They only approach if you are attractive

>>82846036
>Sex obsessed species tend to go extinct really fast while more noble or thoughtful species tend to remain longer.
absolute garbage

why should I be panicking?

>>82841999
>thing that has never happened to me #241928471

>>82846201
Very deep and relatable

>>82843863
Worked for me.
>>82846874
Blue eyed girls dont exist anymore.

>>82847701
You dirty Chad nigger

>>82838063
One of the biggest lies you are ever told is "Duuude, nobody remembers what you did at middle school duuude!"
Yes they fucking do, or they make shit up, most people are fucking losers and thrive on old stories, made up or not, to ruin the reputation of others.
I'm 32 and this shit still continues, therefore I stopped interacting with anyone from my past life because they are, unironically, out to get me to push themselves in a higher hierarchy.
Do not make the mistake highschool ever stops, humans are irrational and evil, unironically, Incels are Incels because they have the only morally good people with a backbone and dignity.

>>82834599
Don't ask then

>>82838063
One of the biggest lies you are ever told is "Duuude, nobody remembers what you did at middle school duuude!"
Yes they fucking do, or they make shit up, most people are fucking losers and thrive on old stories, made up or not, to ruin the reputation of others.
I'm 32 and this shit still continues, therefore I stopped interacting with anyone from my past life because they are, unironically, out to get me to push themselves in a higher hierarchy.
Do not make the mistake thinking highschool ever stops, humans are irrational and evil, unironically, Incels are Incels because they are the only morally good people with a backbone and dignity.

>>82841999
Exactly, idk why normies think like pic happens to anyone while irl it never happens ever
>>82843863
>just have women talk to you out of nowhere
Never happens. Doesnt exist. At least not in my country. You have to do everything, from approaching, to making interesting convo, taking her on dates etc etc
>>82843921
It is though, if youre ugly

>>82847868
I will ask any female anyone anything

I ask random women to let me give them foot rubs and I have gotten 2 women agreeing

Fuck off

>>82834531 (OP)
Best I got was a girl in highschool sitting next to me stroking my thigh. I didn't think she was making a move on me just being nice.

>>82834531 (OP)
i recently found out a girl liked me in high school but didn't make a move because someone told her I liked another girl (which was lie), I literally got cucked out of teen love by some faggots making shit up about me

>>82834531 (OP)
I'm a STEMcel in university and also go to a commuter school, so anything like that is off the table. I did talk to some, but that fizzled out. In high school I just was unable to get the girls who I liked and the girls who liked me I thought were dumb bimbos. I think it might be over for me at this point.

>>82834624
I went through the same thing except she farted on me in a sexual way and convinced everyone else it was me who did

>>82834682
I went through a similar thing except it was a girl who farted on me and it instantly made me unattracted to her

>>82835316
I got ghosted because a girl farted on me and it was really awkward

>>82843728
I keep trying to not date girls who fart on me but then they do and its not good

>>82842315
I thought I got pranked once because a girl farted on me and she played it off by telling me she pranked me

>>82834531 (OP)
>participating in activities

The states of r9k. A true robot understands not to do that as it's chad only. We sit in front of our screens playing vidya since we are not welcome.

I hate normies so much it's unreal.

>>82837195
Worked in the food industry and browbeated 2 girls into daring me
First somehow it spread around i was a manwhore and i only lost my virginity to 1 girl and nothing else but i slept on that to my boon and lied my way out of something i never did
2nd i was the chef she was the gm and it exploded
Haven't dated since

>>82834531 (OP)
they get the ick if you're too unattractive or cringe.
combine that with being introverted or anxious, and it's fking over.
i actually had sex with some girl when i was 14 even though im 4/10 because i was relentless and driven, but it's not hard to understand/brainstorm why others wouldn't have gotten pussy.

>>82834531 (OP)
you forget that in many parts of the world, such as England and Wales, single sex schools are very common. I went to an all boys school and never went to any outside of school clubs or whatever, and hung out with other guys from my school after school, thus never spoke to girls from the ages of 11-14. And when I was 14, twice I met the girl friends of a friends girlfriend, on two separate days, and both times a girl was into me and wanted to be my gf. Both times I ghosted her cus I was too scared. Also when I was 12 a girl invited me to her place for sex, again I ghosted cus I was scared. A similar thing happened when I was 16, again I ghosted. Only when I was 20 did I meet girls irl in Uni and after a month had a fwb. And in the 3 years since then my body count is up to 5.
I wonder if I went to a boy-girl school if I would have had sex and relationships earlier (most likely), but seeing how I responded to the few girls I did interact with, maybe I wouldnt have who knows.
Still, it pisses me off because I begged my mum not to send me to an all boys school, but she refused to listen, thus wasted the best years of my life and instead I had to dodge (sometimes successfully sometimes not) being molested by older faggots who were probably just as prison gay as I was.

>>82849922
Wtf are you ranting about while saying girls wanted to fuck/date you when you were 12+ and you had fwb's. You're not a robot, just a normalnigger.

>>82834531 (OP)
your image is factually incorrect, because putting a finger into the mouth of the mid OF whore with a tone of makeup on the facade is indeed NOT the meaning of life. The meaning of life is very simple: there is no. You make bullshit up for yourself being a normie imbecile just like you did.
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
I was a shy kid in elementary and middle school, who had a huge medical stuttering problem, that got better in higher grades, but thanks to my parents, I moved countries after the 11th grade.
Also, my school was an "elite" experimental, fuck childhood and make children slave gymnasium, that wanted to indoctrinate me into the bullshit ideologies, etc, 6 days a week (saturday's included) and made an experiment on children by separating males and females into different places. So the first 9 grades I went to a male exclusive class of 30 boys. You happy now?
>how did you manage to fumble so hard?
volcel. I'm a misanthrope. I don't hate females that much per se, I hate males even more, I just prefer to have no contact with any human beings, if I can. Home office 24/7 is a dream job.
>your best and only opportunity was wasted
yes, but I don't think that I'm intelligent enough to become a scientists and push science so far to have human immortality in my lifetime. I don't really care much for anything else, but immortality would have been nice indeed. General engineering/robotics/AI fields are packed with people smarter and more intelligent than I am anyway and I thank them for it and stuff they're creating. Very nice.
Trying to transform humanity and make species more rational and intelligent is a waste of time, so I don't give a shit about 90%+ of the global population.
>why aren't you panicking
Because I get to die. Nothing I do or won't do matters, because I did not in fact become a scientist and so this life is wasted anyway. Why waste it on
>panicking
? That's stupid.

>>82849973
Im not an incel but Im far too autistic and strange to fit in with normies

>>82834531 (OP)
What an absolute normalfag post. You need to understand that normalfags are different species from us.
>just being there and existing
Existing as a normalfag that is.
>participating
That's not "nothing". You can't participate as an autist, you can't keep up with them, you simply won't know what to say or what expression to make, I know this is hard for you to grasp because you're so agressively normal that you can't imagine it any other way. And it doesn't matter how hot you are, if you're incpable of taking action nothing will happen. Girls I liked had crushes on me, one of them even told me to my face and I ignored her because I didn't know how to react.

>>82834531 (OP)
>it LITERALLY happens naturally. i
just be huwite, brah

>>82834531 (OP)
really? where do you think you are? this is 4cuck obviously almost everyone here is a complete incel
>why didn't you have gf in highschool it comes naturally
fuck off I'm a volcel I never cared for them

>>82834531 (OP)
I have a small penis, Im quite literally destined to lose

>>82834531 (OP)
I went to a tiny private school ran by an actual cult that only had three girls in it that were always taken

>>82834531 (OP)
Nobody thinks its fucked up to be dsting the same women am i just more mature than my old classmates or are they staight up retarded? Im thinking theyre retarded so i have opted to move to cali or europe and i feel like california people are also not so smart but hey.

>>82834531 (OP)
I feel gay trying to be cool, like some sort of idiot or moron even. How are the cool kids the ones with concussions who like shitty music that the pothead older kids hang out with everything about that is stupid.

>>82850903
This actually looks like one of the women whod be dating several dudes all year looking at me like im the retard. Then say some shit standing behind doofy who didnt realize concussions exist before getting hit in the head for a living didnt work out.

>>82834531 (OP)
There's something very gay about this image. Can't tell exactly why but it's extremely faggoty

>>82851808
the issue is youre the guy on the left, the emotion you're experiencing is called 'seething'

>>82834531 (OP)
>why aren't you panicking?
This is literally just (you) farming. Perhaps a fetishistic masochist.

>>82834531 (OP)
I did, it was a 4chan browsing troon though, just happened to live literally 1 minute next to each other. I hate Normie's so much that I chose to date them instad of having any interaction with normie women

>>82852652
How does a 4chan browsing troon compare to the typical troon?

>>82853112
that they were as autistic as me

>>82835111
School should be four hours, reading, writing, and arithmetic.

>>82834531 (OP) > this > >>82834611

but also my mother has such a negative view on sex I wouldn't dare even hold a girls hands. had a girl from church ask me to prom but I declined out of fear of my mother. now Im 25 and she complains about not having grandchildren lmao

>>82853511
Literally me minus the girl asking me to prom.

>>82853638
looking back its not like she could do anything about it but thats not how I felt at the time

I had a good amount of girls, good looking ones too, that were in to me but I was too naive and high inhib to take advantage of it. I also fell for all the memes about romance and everything despite actually having a very high sex drive I didn't think it was right to just let loose so to speak. I probably could have gotten laid at 13, earlier than most Chads even but now I'm a wizard

>>82834531 (OP)
>how the fuck did you NOT get a gf in high school/college?
Didn't get invited to mixers, was afraid of girls (maybe still am a little), was more into sports and videogames.
I did ask one girl out, but she wasn't interested
>your best and only opportunity was wasted, why aren't you panicking?
It wasn't my only opportunity
And being single isn't all that bad, really

not having a gf in school doesnt matter you can still lose your virginity in your 20s or 30s. i know a guy who was a virgin until like 44 then fell in love and is now married.

>>82834531 (OP)
heres how I got a gf in high school
>girl in my class sits next to me
>"Ashley thinks your cuteeee, do you think shes cute?"
>"yeah she's cute"
>immediately start talking with her thanks to her friend hookup

thats all it took
and now ive been single for 10+ years because real life is nothing like that

>>82834531 (OP)
I was a commuter in university. Would leave campus at like 4~5 pm and ride the train home for 1 hr then study/work on assignments

>>82834531 (OP)
dogshit bait. in my school 70% of guys graduated virgin

I've had some experiences involving women flirting with me because I'm tall and have a somewhat good looking face, but I'm autistic and unable to flirt so it never went anywhere. I'm like 99% sure I could've banged my hot therapist when I was in HS if I wasn't a dumbass.

>>82834531 (OP)
I am an ugly man with poor social skills.

I was obese, cognitively impaired, mentally ill, and I had several diseases. I also hated and avoided women my whole life. I'm a 29 year old kissless, hugless, handholdless virgin with no friends or income

>>82839981
>"protect me from distractions"
I hate this boomer shit the most. People whose parents did this should be able to sue for it.

>>82842315
>risperdal
You too? My parents forced me to take this demonic shit pill and it turned me into a fatass. I used to be thin before that. We should be able to sue for this too.

>>82834531 (OP)
because i was brutally bullied and neither my parents nor the teachers would help, causing the bullies to destroy me as a human being and leave behind a husk that somewhat mimics what once was a functional human being

There even was a girl that was visibly into me in highschool, and i just couldnt talk to her, too afraid, nothing came to mind in terms of what to say to her. And how about touching her? How am i supposed to know when its okay to ask a girl out, or touch her. Meanwhile my classmate that just transfered just randomly slaps a girls ass and she is like haha thats so funny... if i did that you would have me locked up as a rapist

Yeah it does not happen naturally nigga

>>82834531 (OP)
the meaning of life is to brutally torture people

I did for a little while in college but she ended up cheating on me and i've been afraid to talk to women ever since. It's been almost 3 years now.

In high school I had the ability I was just too retarded to capitalize on it, also see >>82853511

>>82834531 (OP)
It is incredibly easy to fall behind and harder to catch up, if you have the experience of a 13 year old at age 15, you are simply outclassed, by your other 15 year old competitors and it can just get worse from there

>>82846807
>what i did wrong was thinking that i could be myself, but you can't do that unless you have normalfag interests
You did nothing wrong, and you were perfectly normal. Just like the agent smiths in the matrix, the normies will always try to assimilate you into their hivemind by subjecting you to very subtle forms of psychological abuse in order to break you down and mold you to the normie hivemind's liking. Most people don't realize that they've been conditioned to accept a false image of themselves, making them feel guilt and shame for being their true self. You can find more about this subject on Marina Karlova's youtube channel:

https://www.youtube.com/@marina-karlova

>>82834531 (OP)
i was homeschooled. it never even began for me.

>>82858154
B is by far the worst, he's approaching death at incredible speeds with nothing to show for it, not even enough wage to maintain a good booze or even weed habit to get by. A has too much range, you could be 5'10 and just lie to women, or be born rich or whatever and be okay. C is likely to turn into B but being a community college student is fine, you can cope with being "a student" and you don't really have to work that hard or anything so while the prospects are bleak the present reality is not that bad