Thread 82838433

why am i like this? i always push people away by behaving this way

just don't ask them that fag

>>82838433 (OP)
ive stopped myself from doing this.
but now i dont really talk to anyone so im lonely

>>82838433 (OP)
ew nigga is that jewcord

>>82838433 (OP)
you have no self worth haha, no way I would behave like a bitch to keep people from "leaving" anon go to a ball growth training or smt

>>82838433 (OP)
>why am i like this?
Deep insecurity from years of likely inceldom and social isolation.
You recognise that you self-sabotage. Don't do that. It's a self-fulfilling prophecy.
Likewise, I ruined multiple chances to get laid because of my 'tism and years of inceldom insecurity.
I'm also sexually dysfunctional with delayed ejac problems, so feel the need to truth-dump too soon.

>>82838483
never forget who was there for you when you most needed it
nobody
isolation is the right way to go, trying to find proper social groups is all a big gamble. you're not bound to fail if you just don't talk to anyone, it may feel bad sometimes but when you go out of your shell and get reminded of how they are you will wish for nothing else but being in your cozy cave, alone

>>82838512
i crave the attention of one femanon to be my wife and only social interation, i'm 34 and sleep imagining i have a little spoon.

>>82838433 (OP)
at least you can recognize the behavior and that you're pushing people away. you're projecting your own feelings about yourself onto others and need to stop doing that. just because you feel bad doesn't mean the other person feels the same way about you. if it's affirmations that you're needing, you need to reframe it in a more positive way, even if that feels weird and foreign to you. im not a therapist though so my advice would come from googling 'how to ask friends for positive affirmation' which is something you can do yourself and find what works best for you. you ultimately need to work on your insecurities, as that's what causes this kind of behavior in the first place. that's a big undertaking, but it would go a long way to improve just about every facet of your life. you can try a therapist or do independent work if you're driven enough to stick with it solo. there are a lot of free resources online that can walk you through rewiring your brain to not be as fucked

>>82838433 (OP)
Omg how very sad u are x3