i wish i was born with the type of autism that lets me get really into anime and jp culture and learn japanese, instead im basically the same as a normalfag with no hobbies, my life is a complete waste of time
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sometimes for a few weeks at most, and anything hard filters me immediately.. it's not like im not capable of doing these things i just have no drive and motivation, i could never put in the 10k+ hours required to learn japanese because nothing is ever "worth it" to me
