Thread 82862216

I hate people in relationships. Whenever good things happen to them I get angry and whenever bad things happen to them I delight in their suffering. If you are in a relationship FUCK YOU!

>>82862216 (OP)
i would say i relate to this but i just got into a relationship. so now i would say sucks to be you

>>82862216 (OP)
based

>>82862236

imagine bragging about having it easy. i hope she cheats on you

>>82862251
fyi it's a he

>>82862260

ok then i hope he cheats on you and beats you up you chad chasing whore

>>82862274
he's not nearly strong enough to beat me up and he's like four inches shorter than me

>>82862216 (OP)
yh bro, 10x

>>82862236
Hope he kills your pets and cooks them in a stew and feeds it to you.

>>82862283
what the fuck

how do people like that get a gf

i guess im just absolute bottom of the barrel ugly or just too autistic

>>82862291
im chinese at heart you cant hurt me with that

>>82862294
i am not a girl i am a man pretending to be one so i don't kill myself

im actually kinda sorry now for responding the way i did sorry everyone in the thread i just wanted attention

>>82862311
its ok i was also joking

so you're trans and in a relationship with a man? or what

>>82862327
yes that is indeed the case

>>82862216 (OP)
so fucking based
if i'm not happy then you shouldn't be happy

>>82862216 (OP)
But you were not always this way.
It is sad that things turned out exactly as predicted, isn't it?
This was preventable but not in any of our hands.
I still won't rape though.

>>82863031
>I still won't rape though
Honestly this is the worst part. Aside from the consequences, I simply have no desire to hurt or kill them. I am too cowardly to act upon my hatred in any meaningful way, even one that isn't illegal like being rude to the few women I interact with. Instead, I hold the door open, I help them lift their cart over the curb, I tip generously even though all they did in the kitchen was put my premade food in a microwave. I do these things as well as the other minutiae expected of me, including the most humiliating part which is to stretch my mouth into a smile (which in elementary school many boys and girls had told me was scary and looked "like an ugly dog") and act like I'm delighted to serve women who stare through me as if I don't even exist. Maybe if I'm lucky I'll get a thank you back, but most of the time they observe my body language, my hair, my ill-fitting clothes, and my lisp and instantly make the judgement that I am beneath them. Not once has any woman ever looked at me with even a hint of adoration. I HATE THEM.

>>82862216 (OP)
Why do you feel like that dude?

>>82863637

Damn bro I feel for you.

It's really ironic actually. Because chads, who get handed everything in life and treated like royalty for existing, are rude as fuck to them, beat them etc.

And then those of us who don't have an easy life, who are abused and lonely, and have a real reason to hate society, and be rude to them, we actually can't get ourselves to do it because our self esteem is so low.

Can I ask, what do you work as, and what is your situation in terms of friends, relationship with family, housing etc? Because if that's not going well that must be affecting your self esteem too.

One night I got high, went to a crowded club, and groped like 15 women. As in felt their asses up for a few seconds, grabbed them hard etc. It was awesome. Some of them froze up and didn't even turn around. Fuck them. I used to think "I shouldn't have done that, I probably gave them anxiety, maybe they even cried afterwards, it was a mistake.", but now, considering what women are like to ugly men vs chads, I am glad I did and didn't face any repercussions, fuck them, I HOPE they were traumatized, and I HOPE they have nightmares about it and the memory of my ugly face and me groping them haunts them in their sleep.

>>82864324
>Can I ask, what do you work as, and what is your situation in terms of friends, relationship with family, housing etc?
I work as a software engineer. I have friends, but I haven't made any since I was 15 or so and I'm now in my early 20s. They've all moved to different parts of the country after uni, so we rarely see each other. We'll still talk though. My relationship with my family is fine. I never fought or argued with my parents or siblings, but I also never related to or enjoyed their presence. I love them because they are family, but if we weren't related I wouldn't associate with them. Financially, I am doing fine since I work.

>>82864550

Ok that's great bro. At least you're not a NEET. It probably feels like your baseline, but you have a good social status, don't even have to be a wagie in cagie if you have remote work, that should be enough to make you feel above the average normie or at least boost your self esteem a bit.

Those friends sounds like they're not really friends. I think if you have to say something like "I have friends, we rarely see each other, but we'll talk though", it's better to just embrace that you have no friends. That's my opinion and what I do. I talk to my "friends", but don't expect much and if the friendship fades away I don't care because, when I feel like someone wouldn't be there for me if I have some kind of depression breakdown at 2am and need to call them to talk for example, they're not my friend. Right now I don't have any friends, and I am embracing that.

Personally I used to not even talk to my sister and now we're talking more and playing videogames together. I didn't even like videogames, threw away my xbox bc I didn't use it, but I enjoy it with her. Maybe you could try something like that with your siblings, depending on what they're into.

Any chances of looksmaxxing? Personally I grew out my beard and the difference in how normies react to me is like night and day. They're kind of pathetic ngl. Not even only women, men too, men were worse, because while women looked through me, men gave me this absolutely enraging condescending look, like "look at that little shit". And like you I was too shy to ever act on it, but the urge to get violent was unreal.

>>82864816
>Any chances of looksmaxxing? Personally I grew out my beard and the difference in how normies react to me is like night and day. They're kind of pathetic ngl. Not even only women, men too, men were worse, because while women looked through me, men gave me this absolutely enraging condescending look, like "look at that little shit". And like you I was too shy to ever act on it, but the urge to get violent was unreal.
this is because my chin is incredibly recessed btw and no longer visible

>>82864816
>Those friends sounds like they're not really friends
I consider them old friends rather than friends. We make the effort to see each other whenever we can, which is several times a year, but other than that everything is online.
>Any chances of looksmaxxing?
I've thought of getting surgery in the past but I honestly have given up on the prospect. All the women my age have already been in relationships. Even if I were to make myself more attractive it wouldn't matter. I will never be a girls first love, just her backup plan.

>>82864916
Ok that's not that bad ngl, maybe they really are your friends, that's good, still, if you ever feel like the relationship is fading away or something, that's also ok, who cares.

You're still very young, if I were you I would seriously consider the surgery, if you can really looksmaxx, I'd say it's worth it. Even if it's just for the self esteem and not having to go through what you are every day. And then it's up to you to get a gf or not. You can't be their first love but it could still be a good relationship, but you could also looksmax and then not get a gf anyway.

>>82865049
>You can't be their first love
Then I might as well just see a prostitute. What's the point?

>>82862216 (OP)
same but to leftists

>>82862236
If you're gay I don't care