being emotionally vulnerable with anyone is atrocious. repulsive. putrid. disgusting. i hate feeling weak. if i tell someone too much, i can never face them ever again. even when they accept me with open arms, disgust and shame constricts me.
the only lace where i will ever talk about my feelings are online image board with no consequences where you don't know me, i don't know you, and we'll forget about this by tomorrow.
Anonymous
10/21/2025, 3:29:02 AM
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You're human and you do stupid things, and people have to accept that, as much as you accept the stupid crap other people do.
Once you stop being neurotic about it, it's enjoyable and human to give people stuff that they have to deal with concerning you -- you yourself become a liability and that's funny.
Anonymous
10/21/2025, 3:29:12 AM
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i wish i could edit my typos on 4chan
Anonymous
10/21/2025, 3:30:41 AM
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>>82867035 (OP)
yeah me too
i dont want to love anyone or be emotoinally vulnerable with anyone, especially with anyone who has power over me and has lots of other options and doesnt need me
fuck that
Anonymous
10/21/2025, 3:33:23 AM
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>>82867035 (OP)
I can solve my problems by going to therapy or talking to a psychiatrist and yet i dont. I choose to rot and give up because the consequences of opening up to someone and them realizing im a pathetic piece of shit are terrifying.
Anonymous
10/21/2025, 3:42:40 AM
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>>82867035 (OP)
Without vulnerability there can be no intimacy
Anonymous
10/21/2025, 4:10:04 AM
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>>82867035 (OP)
You have way more self awareness than the average r9k incel who thinks crying to women is attractive. The second you show weakness to a woman she will stop finding you attractive.
Anonymous
10/21/2025, 4:13:52 AM
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>>82867035 (OP)
Why are you so afraid to share your mind with others? It's one of the great things about being a social creature.
