>>82867392
It would've been pretty hard to meld within society around me, I always wanted to be more fluid, not even transition itself, i like the idea of a cosmopolitan man.
I remember at one point i wore nail polish on the index of my left hand, in tint with a shirt i used, and case wanted, i went to met my grandparents, when my gramps noticed he almost had a heart artack, and my father said it's just a phase (which i think is way more embarassing being a poser/phaser than do what you like, but i was obviously unable and not willing into engage and elaborate)