Thread 82898022

>one chance at life
>born a black female to an abusive family
>also autistic, ugly and became horribly depressed realizing my nightmarish reality since grade school
>all my peers are normal and stable
>don't fit in anywhere and outgrown 4chan with no where else to go
>talk to many anons and most of them are much more stunted than I am or they want me to be their live in slave
I'm blowing my shit smoov off

>>82898022 (OP)
if you do blow your shi clean off, what/where do you wish to be reborn as?

>>82898030
I wish to reborn as a tree in a remote part of New Zealand. That would be pretty peaceful and nice

>>82898022 (OP)
My fellow black sister in an abusive family. We will survive. Don't blow that shit smoov off

>>82898022 (OP)
I'm sorry OP.
>or they want me to be their live in slave
Those guys are cunts. They're either racist or edgy, and they ought to grow up.
Are you away from you family now? If not, I think things might improve a lot once you are. If you're constrained by them, everything you think will be through a filtered lens of abuse and unhappiness.

>>82898074
How do you cope? I tried so hard to be a normie and it crashed and burned horrifically. Do you have any support/friends?
>>82898075
Yeah, they have all been racist. I think they were just fascinated with the idea of a black girl than anything else. I am away from them, but it's hard and I might have to go back with how the economy is going.

>>82898093
I have my siblings. Friends... no. Also I just go to my room or work, my parents pmo. I am glad I am no longer in school, I was burning out trying to be a normalfag. It gets better trust me

>>82898093
> I am away from them, but it's hard and I might have to go back with how the economy is going.
I'm really sorry to hear that. Do you have IRL friends you can go to? Even in another state? (Assuming you're American, province otherwise.)
If they really hurt you so badly, surely even just couchsurfing would be better, right?

>>82898091
Letting an incel hit would make me kill myself sooner actually. You guys have been so awful :(

>>82898022 (OP)
>I'm blowing my shit smoov off
I dont know this shit made me laugh

Kaladin lost his brother, lost his men and branded a slave. He turned those negatives into a positive, you can too. Life before death, Strength before weakness, Journey before destination Cereal before milk

>>82898103
I'm glad you have your siblings. I wish we could be friends ;-;
>>82898105
Not really. Through my depression I lost touch with a lot of people and I'm not in any social media. I'm sure all my old friends forgot about me.

>>82898022 (OP)
Do you have big black booba (BBB)

>>82898030
>>82898074
Black male here, both of you probably deserve to suffer and a lot more

>>82898138
Ok man. What do you want me to do, cry?

>>82898160
Your existence as the most undervalued demographic across all races and genders is punishment enough
Burn in hell forever

>>82898022 (OP)
>they want me to be their live in slave
guys have 4 mode of seeing reproductive women:
- my slave that I'll love and take care of forever
- my big sis gf that'll loves me no matter what
- the crazy/whote that's good to fuck temporarily
- other guy's property

>>82898174
Oh no!! Some statistics says that i am undesirable uhh oh. It Over brozzers. Fuk my chud life

Nigga please

>>82898174
>>82898138
OP here, I have some branches from a tree, can you build a gorilla nest?

>>82898022 (OP)
I wish I were attracted to black women but I can only get it up for the top-tier mixed ones

Hope things look up for you soon OP

>>82898199
I'm a white man and he's right. Nigger women get the scraps