I can't anymore, I don't want any of this shit anymore. I need a gf one I can touch and see in flesh, one I can spend time with in the real world. No more edating, no more trying to find a gf online who does not live nearby fuck all of that shit it can't work. I am very close to ending everything, this feeling of being alone and having nobody is just destryoing me. I went outside today into a book store and wanted to talk with a girl there but I could not, I am a huge coward and love shy. Later she waved me with her hand at the bus stop -at least I think so- but I did not had enough time to act since her bus already came. So maybe it was not meant for me. The point is that I need help, how do I get over my fear of talking with random girls I don't know.
For context this is how I look, so maybe I am just too ugly for that: https://unsee cc/album#JYAZ2nTRSV6a
The only good thing about me is that I am tall but every single woman I have talked with online said this is not important.
For context this is how I look, so maybe I am just too ugly for that: https://unsee cc/album#JYAZ2nTRSV6a
The only good thing about me is that I am tall but every single woman I have talked with online said this is not important.
