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Anonymous No.82909366 [Report] >>82909515 >>82910180 >>82910811 >>82912717 >>82917169 >>82917991 >>82919046
/drugfeel/
Tank edition!
Again! Since the gif didn't last long enough the last time of using it.
Anonymous No.82909402 [Report]
rip ame
Anonymous No.82909515 [Report] >>82909872
>>82909366 (OP)
I used to wanna get high and goon, but now I just wanna fix my life
Anonymous No.82909872 [Report]
>>82909515
not a gooner, but me too. i need to get a job but can't get hired for shit. i hate this and DESERVE my neetbux back
Anonymous No.82909941 [Report]
drugs are the only thing that make my life worthwhile in any way.
I wanted your regular normie shit like a wife with kids and all that generic garbage, but it's out of reach, so I settled for nothing.
In my experience, anything I gain will get taken away from me in one way or another, so even if "nothing" makes me miserable, it's less misery than losing.
Anonymous No.82910180 [Report] >>82910274
>>82909366 (OP)
i used methylphenidate to help me with studying and writing my thesis for about a week. i liked it although it was a bit underwhelming, it only made me feel more "locked in" and made it easier to maintain focus on one thing at a time for like 4-6 hours. but now i've ran out and idk how to get more, i don't know if i even should.
Anonymous No.82910274 [Report]
>>82910180
>now i've ran out and idk how to get more
How did you get them the first time? Don't you hace a script? Go to a doctor and complain, that works more often than not. Other alternatives are DNMs, or street Amphetamine (i.e., speed), which is more or less the same thing, regarding its effects and duration.
>i don't know if i even should
That depends.
What's your dosage?
How frequent is your use?
Do you tend to redose?
Anonymous No.82910591 [Report] >>82910604 >>82910675
>>82908389
the same shit happened to me tonight, I blacked the fuck out for a minute and seems like I nod the out for some hours, and then I woke up and i'm still seeing double, man soma is the bomb. addictive as shit albeit hehehehh.
Anonymous No.82910604 [Report] >>82910675
>>82910591
And I also should add that my teeth hurt alot, maybe I was biting while asleep or whatever.
Anonymous No.82910675 [Report]
>>82910591
>>82910604
take it easy with experimenting on yourself
Anonymous No.82910767 [Report]
I've been using Meth relatively responsibly, once every week or two with no withdrawals or cravings and bad side-effects only manifesting as some constipation for a day or so after use, but after some research I've come to the conclusion that you simply cannot take Meth *safely* in any way. It is such a horrible drug that the health risks greatly outweigh the benefits gaind from a high.
It causes irreversible cell-death in the heart, which will inevitably lead to disease later-on or an immidiate danger of sudden heart attack/failure, and while orally dosing (the safer ROA) it can cause gastro-intestianal issues that range from mild to life-threatening. It is way worse than the relatively-safer Amphetamine, but I won't switch. This won't stop me from using Meth the way I have been so far, it'll take a real slap to the face to stop me from using as I'm as careless as a 20yo boy (which I'm certainly not).
SoI will continue using, but with full aweareness that complications may show theirselves further down the line, and I'm honestly scared.
That said, I've never experienced noticeabley higher heart-rate or heart-aches on Meth, as I often would on Amphetamine or higher doses of Ritalin. So this is odd, and might be hopeful that my heart is strong/workes differently with Meth maybe?

Anyway, another successful Meth session today. Had lots of fun. Got 220mg remaining in the end, which means I use way less Meth per session lately and also means that it only takes me 250-300mg to have a good time; which is really nice to know, and is a wallet-saver. Now for benzo bliss.
Anonymous No.82910811 [Report] >>82910849
>>82909366 (OP)
Tonight is crack. Cheers men.
Anonymous No.82910849 [Report]
>>82910811
>Tonight is crack. Cheers men
Should be hardcore stuff, afaik. Cannot find anyone who sells it locally, unlike normal Coke, which is plentyful, I suppose there's no demand for it cus of the reputation its got.
Have fun, anon.
Cheers!
Anonymous No.82911020 [Report] >>82911138 >>82911154 >>82911323
How to get Rx drugs without a Rx?? I love pain killers like tramadol, but I have no interest in doing heroin or other street opioids.
Anonymous No.82911021 [Report]
Weed arived in the mail.
Was a little nervous as it's the first time I mail ordered such a thing, but the company who packed it were super professional.
No crazy smell and the first thing in the package when opening it was a legal letter explaining that the contents were all lab tested and federally approved for transport through the mail, and according to the farm bill it would actually be illegal to seize it, which is a really nice touch that added to my peace of mind. Even if I know deep down it probably wouldn't stop a particularly pissed off DEA or LEO asshole.
Will certainly order from them again, even if it will take me ages to finish off all that I ordered.

On a related note, is there some sort of special trick to vaping keif so that I don't feel like I am going to cough out my eyeballs?
So far when I get a little of it at the bottom of my grinder I sprinkle a bit of it on to my weekend bowls, which gets me fabulously high, but without fail trigger a harsh coughing fit even at relatively low temps.
Am I doing something wrong, or is that just how it is and I am being a pussy about it?
Anonymous No.82911138 [Report] >>82911154
>>82911020
>How to get Rx drugs without a Rx??
I've heard that is some cases you can chew them to make them IR, considering they come in pill form. I guess that with capsules, again in some cases (as there are various ways to achieve XR, from using motabolism rate as a bottleneck, to sponges that soak stomach fluid and expand to release the drug), you can pour the powder out into a glass of water and drink it as is.
Anonymous No.82911154 [Report] >>82911169 >>82911323
>>82911020
That's like asking 'how do I get illegal drugs without going to a dealer'

>>82911138
He's asking how to get a prescription drug without a prescription (Rx means script)
Anonymous No.82911169 [Report] >>82911225
>>82911154
I am fine with going to a dealer as long as they sell pain pills lol. I just have never met a dealer who does
Anonymous No.82911225 [Report] >>82911272
>>82911169
just ask them for percs? Tramadol is pretty trash in comparison, you wont find be able to find them or at least real tramadol, otherwise try lean. If you like the serotonin effects from tramadol, tapendatol/tianpetine can sometimes be bought online depending on your country which are pretty similar to tramadol
Anonymous No.82911272 [Report] >>82911420
>>82911225
>Tianeptine
Looks like I might be able to get this one in burgerland. I have no idea what the dosage and effects are like, though.

Thanks, anon!
Anonymous No.82911293 [Report] >>82911398
I want to mix oxys with weed and feel like my brain is hemorrhaging again cus I'm too much of a pussy to shoot myself even though I can
Anonymous No.82911323 [Report]
>>82911154
>Rx means script
Oh, I thought it was another way of saying XR since it's what it says on my XR pillboxs usually. I learned something new today.
>>82911020
In that case, visit a DNM, as they got all the painkillers, prescription or orherwise. It's very hard to impossible to find a street dealer selling painkillers, especially pharma ones. I didn't find one dealer in all of Telegram selling any kind of Opiates. So a DNM is your only viable option. Or get involved with a really bad crowd, and find a street dealer that sells street Heroin face-to-face, but that's a bad idea for a few reasons.
Anonymous No.82911384 [Report]
I hate that every time I take pregabalin or gabapentin (300 or 600 mg), I take a nap for two hours, and then the effect is gone.
Anonymous No.82911398 [Report] >>82911630 >>82911763
>>82911293
>I want to mix oxys with weed and feel like my brain is hemorrhaging again cus I'm too much of a pussy to shoot myself even though I can
I hope things will look-up for you, anon, I really do.
Stay safe and stay strong, I'm rooting for you!
It really does get better, fwiw.
Wish I had some oxys T_T
Anonymous No.82911420 [Report] >>82911824
>>82911272
I've done it a few times, one thing to be aware of is if you're getting the sulfate version it takes a very long time to kick in so make sure you dose it properly and don't redose for at least 2-3 hours
Anonymous No.82911630 [Report] >>82912074
>>82911398
>It really does get better, fwiw.
I know it will but somehow that's not enough. Thank you for the kind words though, they go a long way. I hope you're well too
Anonymous No.82911688 [Report] >>82911812
alr guys I have a little question, I'm tryna see if I can roll some tonight. so, how bad the comedown of an X pill can be? because tomorrow I'm planning on watching a movie with my grandma and I don't want to be all slumbed.
Anonymous No.82911763 [Report] >>82912011
>>82911398
>Wish I had some oxys T_T
Fucking accurate.
The unemployment office actually found me a job (didn't know that was possible) so I'm really going through it right now, thankfully they haven't noticed that I tend to be high on the clock just yet, or they have and don't care.
Lyrica does it's job perfectly and is subtle if I dose it correctly, But I do not want to withdraw from that so weed's second best.
Anonymous No.82911812 [Report] >>82911988
>>82911688
>how bad the comedown of an X pill can be?
Xtc pills are unreliable, and vary in dosage you can't really know or messure in any way. I whouldn't trust it and will assume the worst, so I'll say that the comedown will be harsh and punishing. Then again, neither i nor anyone else can really know, so you might get lucky.
My advice is putting rolling on the back-burner and reaproach it in a later date with less responsibilities the following day to allow you to recover in peace.
And ffs, always buy MDMA as crystals; they're measurable so you can dose right and you know what's in them as opposed to pressed pills mixed with who-knows-what added to an arbitrary, if existent, dose of actual MDMA that might be too much or too little for your expectation.
Anonymous No.82911824 [Report] >>82911927
>>82911420
Is dosage similar to tramadol?? Like 150-300mg for rec use?
Anonymous No.82911905 [Report] >>82912229
I don't find men attractive maybe a handful in my life but if the times right and I'm do meth I love sucking.a big dick making it cum or top or bottom but only other strait guys exspslly the the dl guys with tats and that wanna b attitude nothing like fucking them and seeing the hard ass act disappear as there toes curl why ur fucking them and stroking there big ass cock because my experience for some reason they always hung anyways stroking while ur fucking and her them tense up moan loudly I'm bout to cum then fill it traveling up that big dick where I squeeze tight so it can't shoot out untill I slam it deep a couple more times then let go and watch rope after rope launch out of is so fucking hot even hotter when my girl is sucking there dick while I fuck them.
Anonymous No.82911927 [Report] >>82912841
>>82911824
Its more potent around 80-100mg but depends on the form
Anonymous No.82911988 [Report] >>82912152
>>82911812
Oh alr, thanks for mentioning, I know they're unreliable but I've never rolled before and I didn't knew, it will be next midnight then cuz my grandma is more important or whatever. I will buy crystals next time which I guess it will be for christmas or whatever.
Anonymous No.82912011 [Report] >>82912039
>>82911763
>The unemployment office actually found me a job (didn't know that was possible) so I'm really going through it right now
Congratz! Must be stressful at the start, being in a new place. Hope you get acclimated soon and be able to keep the job. I can never see myself working, as I officially am 100% unable to work and get disability.
>thankfully they haven't noticed that I tend to be high on the clock just yet, or they have and don't care
If it works for you, it's great. I tend to keep drugs and real-life seperate as a rule. Just feels too much like a teenager trying to hide a Weed high from his perants, it gets on my nerves. But I heard Lyrica is functional enough of a drug, so be sure to have fun and not get caught.
>Lyrica does it's job perfectly
Heard a lot of praise regarding this drug. People seem to like GABApentinoids a lot around here, and doing them on the clock, in any case. Also the memes about it are positive. I may never get to try it or any GABApentinoid as they're not commonly prescribed around here where I live. My psychiatrist will definitely not prescribe me with any as I don't qualify for it medically with my current condition and have a treatment plan.
>weed's second best
Weed has caused me severe psychosis. Heavy dissociation from reality, intrusive thoughts, delusions, and hearing voices (of several young prepubescent boys, a young girl, and sometimes a crying baby) that criticize my thoughts and actions are what I get from Weed. It's the only psych that aggrivated my schizophrania to an unmanegeable degree. I can trip 250ug LSD and eat 500mg of Meth no problem, but put a joint in my mouth and I start geeking the fuck out. I quit Weed 6-8 months ago (memory betrays me at the moment) and never looked back. It was one of my better decisions, after 1.5-2 years of heavy daily use, and I'm very happy without it. Though I sure miss the times I could just smoke a ton and feel good about it.
Enjoy Weed as much as you can, anon.
Anonymous No.82912039 [Report] >>82912365
>>82912011
Weed does seem like a drug that's on a timer in terms of enjoyability, not sure what drug I'll graduate to daily use once that's over.
Anonymous No.82912044 [Report] >>82912423
I wish I could do sulthiame but no person in the fucking world sells it.
Anonymous No.82912074 [Report]
>>82911630
>somehow that's not enough
Then make the effort to turn it into enough. Life will always get better as long as you act to make them better, I always say.
>they go a long way
I'm very glad! I mean it too~
>I hope you're well too
Thank you.
Tbh, I've had better, and I've had worse. The voices in my head are semi-active, which is mildly annoying. Besides that, everything is fine. I'm currently riding-out the end of my Meth high with some benzos so all's well in the world.
Anonymous No.82912152 [Report]
>>82911988
>I've never rolled before and I didn't knew
Is it your first time with that brand of pill, or your first time ever? If it's your first, it's kinda special, make an event out of it. Do you have any experience with xtc pills in general?
>it will be next midnight then cuz my grandma is more important
Good choice, I'm sure grandma will be happy.
>I will buy crystals next time
Thank god. They're way way better than pills for sure. Also invest in a good scale to messure-out doses (a decent 0.001 scale is available on Amazon for 20$, here: https://a.co/d/d8fhLvc).
Anonymous No.82912210 [Report] >>82912235
drugs are gay and will turn you gay
drugs are gay and will turn you gay
drugs are gay and will turn you gay
Anonymous No.82912229 [Report]
>>82911905
>I don't find men attractive
Fake and gay off the get-go.
>if the times right and I'm do meth I love sucking.a big dick
I've been warned of people like you not too long ago, but I never thought that they really exist.
Besides, Meth takes all the wind off my sex sails. Zero libido for 3 days after using and while under-influence. I've heard that's odd and uncommon, but that's the way my body handles Meth. I caved once out of loneliness and hooked-up with someone off of Grinder, and sucked his dick; I could take it or leave it desu, it wasn't such a thrill at all. Didn't care much for the experience overall.
You sound like you have an exciting and varied sex-life, hope you make the best of it.
Be safe and have fun!
Anonymous No.82912235 [Report] >>82912439
>>82912210
I was already gay beforehand, what happens then?
will they just make me double-gay or do 2 negatives make a positive?
Anonymous No.82912365 [Report]
>>82912039
>not sure what drug I'll graduate to daily use once that's over
Hopefully none, as daily use of any kind is detrimental, even Weed.
But perhaps I'm being too anal.
Anonymous No.82912423 [Report]
>>82912044
>I wish I could do sulthiame but no person in the fucking world sells it
Why though? As far as I read, of course no-one will sell it, as Sulthiame has no recreational value whatsoever.
Does it though?
Anonymous No.82912439 [Report] >>82912530
>>82912235
>will they just make me double-gay or do 2 negatives make a positive?
I think they'll make you twice as gay, like fighting fire with fire.
Anonymous No.82912530 [Report] >>82912698 >>82914534 >>82915192
>>82912439
Welp, it checks out on lyrica, and I don't think I need to try meth to find out.
even if meth made me straight, I already tried straight dating and it's fucking awful, couldn't bear to force myself any further after the first gf.
Anonymous No.82912698 [Report] >>82912914
>>82912530
>I don't think I need to try meth to find out
I never knew until today that Meth and homosexsuality have such a stigmatized connection in society. I do Meth and am not gay while on it btw, quite the opposite actually, I loose all libido while under-influence and for 3 days after use.
I might have gay tendencies/fantasies watching sissy hypno while being very horny, but I cum in 2 minutes or less and loose all desire to suck cock instantly. So it never affects my life at all.
>couldn't bear to force myself any further after the first gf
Well, of course not, you're gay. Duh.
But for sure, straight dating is a mess compared to gay dating ime.
Anonymous No.82912717 [Report] >>82913273
>>82909366 (OP)
3rd day in a row on Xanax (allegedly, it's probably fake). Feeling comfy although I did get a bit out of hand last night
Anonymous No.82912841 [Report] >>82918795
>>82911927
Just bought a bunch of 50 mg pills of the sulfate form (only one I could find) will stick to 100mg dose then, thank you for the info!!!
Anonymous No.82912914 [Report] >>82913106
>>82912698
I don't really judge, I went on plenty of oxy benders where I quite literally couldn't stop, and having it out of sight didn't help.
As for the connection, I just read a lot of stories about guys being really fucking gay on meth here, not sure what the rest of [society] thinks.
Anonymous No.82913106 [Report] >>82913169
>>82912914
>I just read a lot of stories about guys being really fucking gay on meth here
That's what I mean, on here. I've not encountered any stories like that at all in all my stay at
/drugfeel/, but an anon pointed out to me today that gays apparently go really hard on the Meth for some reason (and GHB, too. By what he said).
Anonymous No.82913118 [Report] >>82913501
i just bought lsd from a facebook ad
what a world
Anonymous No.82913169 [Report] >>82913396
>>82913106
>gays apparently go really hard on the Meth for some reason
Chemsex would be my guess if you asked me.
Anonymous No.82913262 [Report] >>82914635 >>82915162
What's smoking crack like compared to snorting coke? All I hear are negative things about crack but coke is basically worshipped in my town.
Anonymous No.82913273 [Report]
>>82912717
>3rd day in a row on Xanax
Be careful, anon. Taking the same drug for too many days in a row is the classic way of getting addicted to said drug. Limit your exposure to the drug to avoid physical dependence and the following withdrawals. Which aren't nice concerning benzos' reputation of hellish withdrawals.
>it's probably fake
It's most likely (and hopefully) Bromazolam. It should be about the same potency so no worries. Then again, it can really be anything compressed into pill form so idk...
>Feeling comfy although I did get a bit out of hand last night
Glad you feel comfy, anon. It's important, smart, and productive to learn about where our limits lie from past mistakes and steer clear of them.
Be careful with the consecutive use, and have fun!
Anonymous No.82913396 [Report] >>82914477
>>82913169
>Chemsex would be my guess if you asked me
Yeah, but straight people have chemsex too. It just doesn't make sense in my brain why it'd attract predominantly gay men? I mean, Poppers I understand, as it supposedly makes penetration easier in addition to enhancing the sex; but Meth? What's the connection? Gay people being Meth fiends is common? I do quite a lot of Meth, and feel like it's encroaching on my identity as a straight man. Maybe I'm just being a sensitive pussy.
Anonymous No.82913501 [Report] >>82913617
>>82913118
>i just bought lsd from a facebook ad
what a world
Is... is it safe? How do you know you're not getting punked? Is a facebook drug-market a real thing?
I don't have any social-media so I wouldn't know. Isn't it a risk, being so public? Can't it trace back to you? Is sounds like the guy is asking for a raid on his house and an arrest in charge of dealing drugs.
Anonymous No.82913617 [Report] >>82915990
>>82913501
i bought mushrooms from a facebook ad before without issue
it could probably be traced but i dont think cops are really out to get discrete low level drug users these days
Anonymous No.82913812 [Report] >>82916077
Do benzos and z-drugs have cross tolerance with each other? I've heard people say both yes and no.
Anonymous No.82913933 [Report] >>82915011 >>82917134
meanwhile some of us allegedly (not speaking for myself, I'm not into this) go to great length to order the drugs securely online, including, but not limited to installing obscure ultra secure operating systems, ordering through tor markets, and conducting all communication with the seller via manually encrypted messages.
Anonymous No.82914428 [Report] >>82917170
Just got high on that cannabis. But a decision is yet to be made on if I should take benzodiazepines too?
Anonymous No.82914477 [Report] >>82914895
>>82913396
>and feel like it's encroaching on my identity as a straight man.
I wouldn't worry too much about that, if you break it down into:
>Gay sex is really accessible
and
>Gay people are more likely to be addicts
then the drug that makes fucking more enjoyable (and isn't super expensive) will be popular by default.
Besides, I very well could've only remembered the gay meth stories and forgotten about the straight ones.
Anonymous No.82914534 [Report]
>>82912530
>says he's gay but he had a gf
So you're not a real pure gay then
Anonymous No.82914590 [Report]
I think we're getting a bit sidetracked here.
Anonymous No.82914635 [Report] >>82914978
>>82913262
>What's smoking crack like compared to snorting coke?
It's like drinking vodka compared to drinking beer, respectively. Crack is a way more potent stimulant, a rapid euphoria-inducer, and more addictive being smoked. Crack's basically a more concentrated form of Coke so it's stronger in general, not considering that commonly one is smoked and other snorted.
>All I hear are negative things about crack
Justly so. Crack's a very addictive hard drug.
Crack use is generally a quick way to fuck up your life: overspending on binges, compulsive redosing, malnutrition, severe immediate and long-term health risks (such as Crack-lung which develops in only 48 hours of use and damages lung tissue), overdose risk, and ruined relationships all around as your life falls apart right before your very eyes.
>coke is basically worshipped in my town
That's the status of the drug showing.
Coke's not as addictive as Crack, since snorting is more restrictive than smoking.
The high's short-lived, which leads to compulsive redosing and binges, but without the intencity of Crack to chase after.
Health risks depend on frequency of use, length of use, and dose. But the usual "Coke enjoyer" does a 100$ bag a night max and takes long breakes. Unlike a binging Crackhead who uses too much for too long.
Coke is essentially Crack-lite.
Whatever Crack does, Coke also does but to a lesser more manegeable extent.
Thus Coke remains a functional drug in social setting unlike Crack, which is not built for social setting, and will usually tweak you way out-of-your-mind to be functional or social at all.
This is why Coke is more loved than Crack.
That said, Coke is also a shit-tier drug and not worth the price.
Anonymous No.82914652 [Report] >>82917263
Ketamine's the type of drug I don't go out of my way to do, but if I DO have it, I thoroughly enjoy it.
Anonymous No.82914700 [Report]
It's a well known effect

reddit com/r/meth/comments/1ocatfh/as_a_gay_man_i_find_it_interesting_some_men_are/

"Unfortunately, I was really fucking high one weekend and by Saturday I had convinced several guys online to come to my apt and at one point I had upwards of 8 naked guys surrounding me while I was on all fours on my bed and I let every single one of the guys use me until they absolutely satisfied "
Anonymous No.82914895 [Report] >>82915079
>>82914477
>Gay sex is really accessible
True. Grinder is easy sex with zero effort.
>Gay people are more likely to be addicts
Where did you get this from? How so?
>then the drug that makes fucking more enjoyable (and isn't super expensive) will be popular by default
I guess that's true, but it'll also be true with stright people. And if so, then why not MDMA? or other Amphetamines like dex? Why must it be Meth? My only joy left in the world, and now I find-out it's gay. Not that I've anything against gay people or gay things, but it feels far too close to home for convenience.
>Besides, I very well could've only remembered the gay meth stories and forgotten about the straight ones
That makes sense. I've seen a couple stright Meth stories here and there. No gay stories as of yet, though, personally.
Anonymous No.82914978 [Report] >>82917234
>>82914635
>Crack's basically a more concentrated form of Coke
Maybe in effect but it isn't litterally more concentrated.
Chemically speaking it's far more diluted that even the worst street coke.

It's just that it's in a freebase form that allows for it to directly bypass the blood brain barrier in a rush when smoked. So there is significantly less coke but it gets you significantly higher, though the duration is much shorter.
Anonymous No.82915011 [Report]
>>82913933
id be more worried about heat from the secrecy than just from trading on the open market
Anonymous No.82915079 [Report] >>82915224 >>82915777 >>82917193
>>82914895
>Where did you get this from?
Not him but every statistically study of the subject finds that homosexuals in general and homosexual men in particular are FAR more likely to have substance abuse issues of every kind compared to the normal population.
Anonymous No.82915162 [Report]
>>82913262
interesting considering it's literally the same molecule entering the brain
Anonymous No.82915192 [Report] >>82915532 >>82917740
>>82912530
Now that you mention that, yeah pregabalin does indeed turns me into an amplified faggot. very silly now that I think about it, I wonder what meth would do, I will buy some crystal one day and crush it, and put it into empty pills. to see what's all about...
Anonymous No.82915224 [Report]
>>82915079
Didn't know gays were BASED
Anonymous No.82915398 [Report]
Currently on both cannabis and valium. Not feeling nearly as comfy as I feel I should.
Anonymous No.82915532 [Report]
>>82915192
Do let the gen know, I am very curious to the effects.
Anonymous No.82915777 [Report] >>82915897
>>82915079
Ok link 2 studies
Anonymous No.82915897 [Report] >>82916451
>>82915777
Frustrating.
The bot keeps flagging most links as spam.

https://www.thetrevorproject.org/research-briefs/substance-use-disparities-by-sexual-identity/

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC3288601/

https://americanaddictioncenters.org/lgbtqiapk-addiction/why-substance-abuse-is-higher-within-the-lgbtq-community
Anonymous No.82915990 [Report]
>>82913617
>i bought mushrooms from a facebook ad before without issue
You're kidding. Well, I suppose Shrooms are easy to excuse. Even here in prohibition nightmare-land Shrooms kinda fall within a gray area of the law, where you can cultivate and possess Shrooms as long as it's for scientific purposes only, which is hard to prove otherwise, so you can always claim you're a hobbiest scientist and are growing/in possession of Shrooms for research reasons and it'll prolly won't even get to court. It'll likely end in a primary interrogation after establishing reasonable innocence through the loophole in the law; and *maybe* confiscation of the drugs. Still not a comfy way to spend a day.
>i dont think cops are really out to get discrete low level drug users these days
I worry less about you and more about the sellers. While private users are negligible, drug-dealers are fair-game for LE.
Anyone can see that ad listing of illegal drugs on Facebook. LE can just arrange a simple sting-op, and capture them red-handed.
Arresting them on the spot with carges of dealing or even trafficking with bullet-proof evidence.
They'll probably spend some time in prison, and in my country dealing/trafficking can land you up to 20 years, not to mention the heafty fines.
Catching petty Facebook drug-dealers isn't very lucrative or sophisticated work, but is a nice catch to fill-out some paperwork over, and justify your department's funding and your position in the force, with minimum effort or risk.
It's all about money and power in the end.
At least tell me they're selling from independent profiles made especially for the purpose of selling drugs and not their personal ones.
Anonymous No.82916077 [Report]
>>82913812
>Do benzos and z-drugs have cross tolerance with each other?
"Yes, Z-drugs do have cross-tolerance with benzodiazepines.
This is because they share a very similar mechanism of action, even though they are chemically distinct"
-Google AI
So yes, they do have cross-tolerance with each other.
Anonymous No.82916451 [Report]
>>82915897
Damn he wasnt lying
Sorry I doubted you anon sama
Anonymous No.82917134 [Report]
>>82913933
>go to great length to order the drugs securely online, including, but not limited to installing obscure ultra secure operating systems, ordering through tor markets, and conducting all communication with the seller via manually encrypted messages
I cannot do this myself, having no domestic vendors available and customs being as strict as they are with severe charges and punishments for importing any amount of drugs.
But yes, people do this. It's said that once you've figured it out it's smooth and works wonderfully.
Looking at the prices and having tested the quality in a few opportunities, it seems to be worth it. The absolute best LSD I ever had came from a DNM.
And it's so cheap compared to local market prices (as much as +600% cheaper).
I wish I lived in the EU, where inspection of mail sent from member countries is low to non-existent, I would buy so much cheap Meth, LSD, benzos, and some Opiates too! Sadly, it's just a pipe-dream for me as I'm stuck with ~200$ a gram of Meth as opposed to ~14.50 euro a gram sent from the Netherlands on DNMs. The quality is top-notch and deliveries are relatively fast seeing from a friend who ordered LSD and DMT from DNMs seccessfully until he ordered Weed. His house was raided, he got caught, and imprisoned for ~6-8 months in low-sec military prison, aka baby's first prison. Drug laws are simply-cut and liberal in military-law, so all he really got was a slap on the wrist. In civilian courts he would've faced up to 20 years in real prison for all charges of trafficking, smuggling, and "importing a dangerous drug internationally" not to mention the fines he'd have to pay.
The lesson of the story is, don't order Weed from a DNM, and also, sometimes it's not worth the lower prices and high quality for the risk of being caught. At least in this country. So I'll keep buying mid quality drugs at high prices from the local dealer. But someday, I hope I get out of here and into a country you can use DNMs in without worry.
Anonymous No.82917169 [Report]
>>82909366 (OP)
Anyone with ADHD do coke and feel kinda underwhelmed? This isn't the first time but I've done a few lines throughout the day today, it's definitely more euphoric then Adderall IRs but like with my meds I feel focused and rather calm. Did some work on my ATV then chatted with a friend during his lunch break and we got into a conversation about this.
Anonymous No.82917170 [Report]
>>82914428
>But a decision is yet to be made on if I should take benzodiazepines too?
I say yes. If you go, go hard.
Anonymous No.82917193 [Report]
>>82915079
>every statistically study of the subject finds that homosexuals in general and homosexual men in particular are FAR more likely to have substance abuse issues of every kind compared to the normal population
Interesting, I did not know that. Wonder why that is.
Anonymous No.82917234 [Report]
>>82914978
>It's just that it's in a freebase form that allows for it to directly bypass the blood brain barrier in a rush when smoked. So there is significantly less coke but it gets you significantly higher
It's what I was shooting for. Are you sure it has less Coke? What about if it's high quality and pure with no filler mixed in?
Anonymous No.82917263 [Report]
>>82914652
>Ketamine's the type of drug I don't go out of my way to do, but if I DO have it, I thoroughly enjoy it
Sounds like a healthy relationship with the drug to me. Have fun, anon. I've heard a lot of praise regarding Ketamine and I'd like to try it sometime (but can't stomach snorting anything, and boofing is right out). Is it true it has a psycedelic side to it with CEV and a trippy headspace?
Anonymous No.82917640 [Report] >>82917861
Been up for a few days, still got a bit left but just zoning out sipping my coffee trying to gather my thoughts. Need something to watch.
Anonymous No.82917661 [Report] >>82917673 >>82917883 >>82918165
>popped 4mg kpins
>eating war wonton soup
this is the first time i have ever felt benzo euphoria
maybe its because i've got a bad cold and its just the pure relief from the soup, extreme lack of sleep, and general anxiolytic effects
either way this is fucking awesome
Anonymous No.82917673 [Report]
>>82917661
picrel is how it feels right now, also got an insane amount of relief from jerking off
Anonymous No.82917740 [Report]
>>82915192
>I will buy some crystal one day and crush it, and put it into empty pills. to see what's all about...
You won't regret it, it's fucking awesome when it hits right. Not sure about the whole faggot thing, though, but if you're predesposed to faggoty behavior from Pregabalin maybe Meth will make you more of a faggot? First I heard of drugs causing faggot behavior was today.
Though it seems to be common enough, at least from where I'm standing at the moment; though, I don't understand it one bit. For me Meth kinda makes sex and sexual feelings/thoughts simply uninteresting. But evidently it makes other people into horny dogs in heat, so idk... maybe it's my Anti-Psychotics that cause that reaction. I know I've been getting less euphoria since my APs block Dopamine release and directly counter-act the Meth at that juncture.
My advice? Do it sooner rather than later and get a more informed opinion on the subject, even if Meth isn't for you; being a GABApentinoid user, I assume you have a taste. Just be sure to not overdo it, and no more than 2 days of use in a row or risk addiction.
Anonymous No.82917861 [Report] >>82917965
>>82917640
>still got a bit left
I assume a stim of some kind?
>Been up for a few days
You need sleep, anon. Don't neglect yourself like that for a high. You shouldn't be drinking coffee, you should be in bed making-up for the lost sleep. Sleep deprivation is seriously detrimental from day 3, that's when you start hallucinating, hear things, and zone-out a lot; if you're anywhere around that number, for the love of god go to sleep. I've been up for 30-40 hours now, due to Meth, and can't wait to rest my head.
Anonymous No.82917883 [Report] >>82917936
>>82917661
>this is the first time i have ever felt benzo euphoria
>this is fucking awesome
I'm glad you're having fun, anon. Sorry to hear about your cold, but maybe it was the cold that potentiated the benzo euphoria in the first place. In my experience every relief felt while sick have been amplified to a degree.
Anyway, enjoy it while it lasts.
Anonymous No.82917936 [Report]
>>82917883
Probably, I've been on kpins for over a year and have even felt remotely this much relaxation. Very comfy, got some soup, playing some vidya, it should be a nice way to sleep
Anonymous No.82917965 [Report]
>>82917861
Im in bed but haven't had any luck, I notice if I can get a good nap I wake up with a good buzz.
Anonymous No.82917991 [Report]
>>82909366 (OP)
>start smoking weed 1 year ago
>take mushrooms 1/2 a year ago
>take lsd 3 months ago
>take lsd yesterday
>boozing the whole time
>mdma 2 weeks ago
>wear all black exclusively during this period, eventually allow camouflage and gray
>whiten face every day
>darken eyes
>eat pomegranates and drink the blood of cows
>gym 5x/week, 3000cal daily
>lift harder than ever
>listen to national socialist black metal
>transform my life towards the service of the fuhrer
>no gf
>about to take a bong rip
And what about you?
Anonymous No.82918165 [Report]
>>82917661
I swear to god, a cold potentiates the effect of certain shit and there has to be a chemical explaining for that somewhere.
Anonymous No.82918319 [Report]
It never got better but atleast I have chemicals that make it seem like it did.
Anonymous No.82918662 [Report] >>82918820
How do I make these stronger and more effective?
Anonymous No.82918795 [Report]
>>82912841
Careful man, tianeptine tolerance goes through the roof extremely quickly and you get dependent on it after a couple days use. The withdrawal is brutal. Be very careful with that shit.
Anonymous No.82918820 [Report] >>82918834
>>82918662
Buy european snus
Anonymous No.82918834 [Report] >>82918922 >>82919111 >>82919154
>>82918820
I have had some and it was awful. Made me sick.
Anonymous No.82918922 [Report]
>>82918834
Then shove them up your ass, really only two other options
Anonymous No.82919046 [Report]
>>82909366 (OP)
I am at work absolutely zooted off 7oh idk how many I took this shift but it's gkttw be like 200+ mg. Shift still not over but I basically have redose compulsively all night, hitting peaks where my eyes could barely stay open. I have still almost 3 hours left and just now was peaking so hard it's insane. It's calmed down a bit again but I'm still high asf hiding in a corner cubicle just keeping my back turned away and pretending I'm looking at my computer and not drifting off into a land of pure euphoria. I was even drooling a bit earlier when I came to. The fucked up part is j really wanna dose even more evem though I'm barely functional as is. If my boss happens to randomly come talk to me like he does sometimes there's 0 chance I can hide how blatantly fucked up on drugs I am.

3 days ago we had a meeting and they asked me to talk and I was high asf that day too. Thank God I was working from home but they made me turn my camera on. For like 30 mins the entire team all eyes were on me. Only saving grace is I was wearing glasses and in a dark room with my computer on max brightness. The glare was making it so no one could see my eyes. Even still I was fading in and out thar entrie time nearly nodding I l just told everyone I'm tired
Anonymous No.82919111 [Report]
>>82918834
Then shove them up your ass, really only two options really.
Anonymous No.82919154 [Report]
>>82918834
What brand? Once I tried Swedish general Snus mint flavor I could never go back to those despicable Zyn pouches. The quality is night and day. Like comparing a medium rare steak from a high end resturant to actual dog food