My libido is so abnormally high that for the majority of my life I thought it was normal to fuck people you weren't attracted to at all just to satisfy the horny. Like I thought it was normal and very common for straight guys to fuck gay guys despite not being attracted to them purely out of desperation for any form of intimacy at all if they struggle with girls enough. I cannot go 72 hours without having sex with someone before I start to feel suicidal and have had sex with many men even though I didn't really want to just because they're easy and I wanted to avoid feeling that way again. I might have a problem.