Thread 82917736

Does anyone else feel like spirituality makes more sense? Like the same patterns repeat in my life over and over like it's destiny or fate or something. Like somehow the world is trying to lead me in a specific direction that's invisible to me, by putting all these signs in my life that point in a specific direction. I can ignore the signs if I want, but there would be no point because it's my destiny

>>82917736 (OP)
Im spiritual, I want to find God but man its so hard because its so much easier to sin than be stoic. I got off drugs but masturbation is next to impossible to give up.

>>82917736 (OP)
>Like the same patterns repeat in my life over and over like it's destiny or fate or something.
You probably just never learn

>>82917750
you're probably right
I think a lot of people who are stuck in the same looping pattern in life might just be ignoring their destiny

>>82917749
Never give up
"Was all of this in vain? Who let it get this late?
The feeling that you hate is said to hold a saint"

>>82917736 (OP)
Yes but I don't get a feeling like anything is directing me. The way I see it there is no meaning to my life and destiny is just your biological role given to you by genetics.

Nothing makes sense to me except for matter. There is only the material world. The mundane. The world we live in. Everything else is opium for hags who fear death.

>>82917779
Ive tried but it feels near impossible, I can give up drugs and sexual immorality because of the anxiety it gives me but masturbating just feels good and has little to no negative effects so its near impossible to give it up

>>82917786
You're a dumbass if you really think this all came from nothing with all of its complexity. Theres definitely a God, who knows what it is but theres definitely a being that set all this in motion, whether thats for his own amusement or something else.

>>82917798
To you. It's really not that hard to not touch yourself for a few months or years.

>>82917749
Masturbation is easy if you pick up fasting. Food has always been my demon, but if I'm able to drop below 140 pounds, I become fully impotent. Simultaneous physical and visual stimulation can't get a reaction out of me.

>>82917798
You really just need to find a strategy or an outlet to handle the urge. I've lost countless times, but for me, I lose when I pull out my phone and google anything stimulating, now I control myself and put my phone away if I can't control myself, find your weakness and take it out the picture

>>82917810
I've heard that one before, retard. Doesn't impress me.

By the way... I've seen the face of God. She's black.

>>82917860
dumb obnoxious faggot

>>82917928
Whatever you say, nonny.
*chu~*

>>82917815
>months
Okay sure. If you have a busy schedule and are always focused on other things in your life.
>years
Fuck off

>>82917957
I was a neet when I was on my 2 year streak and spent most of my time in my room on the computer and on my phone.

>>82917993
Congrats on not having testosterone I guess.

>>82918019
Congrats on having no willpower

>>82917949
Please be better than this meatie.

>>82917736 (OP)
Show me a more faithless man and I will learn from him. Where is the Ubermensch? Nietzsche died 125 years ago, how long do we have to wait? Why am I born in the most pathetic, unimaginably homosexual timeline? Where are the Ubermensch?

>>82917736 (OP)
Yes, anon. There probably is a soul that exists beyond the body's death, which suggests an afterlife, which suggests a supreme being.
Taking all the religious texts literally never seems to go well for any religion or society. Is there a fate or destiny? Perhaps. Not always.
I try to be a good person, and not to kms because I hate living so much.
My family are dead. Too autist to work. Incel forever. I just want this life to end already.