Thread 82947545

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you kids taking drogs?

on vyvanse right now and it helps my mental anxiety a lot but i get heart palpatations

>>82947568
Obviously no, we make these just to larp, drugs are bad and they erode your soul.

Getting some heroin and meth today

>>82948359
Do you plan on speedballing?

>>82948431
Never tried it but maybe. I Know opioids make my dick soft and masturbating unenjoyable so the combination never made sense to me since to me meth is really just used for stimpfapping

>>82948434
Hmm I see, I was planning on trying meth for that exact same reason but ultimately decided not to, anyways be cautious anon and that kind of stuff.

>>82947569
Just throw in some beta blocker as well, or stop drinking coffee if you do. Both norepinephrine and caffeine ultimately increase intracellular calcium, which in turn causes myocytes to depolarise more rapidly and you get premature ventricular contractions (also known as palpitations). But if you don't have any other heart problems you shouldn't worry too much about it.

I remember the disappointment I felt after cooming on ketamine and feeling none of it.

>>82947545 (OP)
My daily drugs are weight lifting, walking and food

The subtle natural drugs are better than numing your fragile brain balance with pharmaceuticals

I hope you all recover one day

>>82949925
If you're able to cum while on ket you didn't take enough ket

Finally got some real heroin boys.. lets see what this stuff is like

>>82949954
Yeah, I do low doses since higher doses make me feel uneasy and queasy.

>>82947545 (OP)
This is my 3rd or 4th time binging 7oh (don't do this) and man the effects start getting really weird and intense after about a week/week and a half. One of the strangest ones is the dreams. 7oh dreams. You start having really intense dreams. Like I can not emphasize strongly enough just how intense and scary some of the dreams are. I just woke up from one where I felt myself reach a breaking point and then broke down sobbing, like completely losing it. I stumbled into a public bathroom because I was getting a lot of stares and closed and locked the door. Then I just looked at myself in the mirror. My head was shaved and I looked dead inside, I made eye contact with myself and just stared at myself looking back in the mirror before it got so intense I practically jumped out of my sleep in a cold sweat.

Whenever I binge 7oh these sorts of dreams become really commonplace. Almost every night I'll have a dream like this.

>>82951453
You also had a dream where you looked at your reflection and you had a dead stare, which caused you to wake up?!

>>82950633
you sure its not fent?
>>82951453
7oh is shit

>>82951504
Yeah I tested this one. Last one I got tested positive for fent so trashed it. This one is clear + positive for diacetylmorphine/morphine. Just took a small bump, feel kinda nice. Way better than trams but lacks the stimulation, very clean feeling too

>>82951477
Yes
>>82951504
>7oh is shit
It's actually pretty nice. Reminds me of m30s back before the fent crisis.

>Workingdisability got renewed for additional 2 years
>Can even apply to a tardpass now that lets me travel train for free etc.
>Can hypotentially get myself a fake marriage partner on /soc/ so she can pretend to stay at home to care for her retarded husbad and get permanent welfare for free, bigger apartment, double oour monthly cash etc.
This calls for a celebration. Orderered myself some 3MMC for the first time.
Whats the dosis? Im just going with 150g/line for the start?
Kinda excited, ngl.

Tried to vaporize kief again using the "flower sandwich" method.
Utterly fucked up my lungs and didn't even get that high due to so much coughing.

I think next time I have enough kief to do anything with, I will just compress it into psudo hash and use a full quartz TED to watch the whole process during vaporization to be very careful with temperature and air flow.

Also tried dabing for the first time a 2 nights ago. First one my technique was off but the second one was a great session.
Itty bitty dot of wax got me exactly where I wanted to go.
Definitely reserving it as a occasional treat, otherwise it would ruin my tolerance.

Overall had a fun few days off, but even now my lungs hurt a bit. So taking a break from everything until they feel better.

>>82951453
When I started taking gabapentin I used to have some strange dreams too, they were really scary cuz they were super vivid but now I remember them with some kind of nostalgia cuz those were cool ass dreams. Maybe your subconsciousness is trying to tell you something with those dreams about being in rock bottom or whatever, mine were about being coerced into doing shit like this one dream where me and somebody pull out in the middle of a shit neighborhood and we stabbed a homeless dude to death, I woke up really disturbed cuz in the dream I felt like super disgusted but eh, since then I never got any sort of dream potentiation from gabapentinoids in general.

>>82952180
fuckk, should've done that
when I ran out I tried to vaporize loose kief and it didn't provide satisfying results.

I tried the 4mmc they had in stock recently tts not bad but it makes me nod off a little like md

4mmc is way better than normal stimulants imo it feels like I could fall asleep on command

How good is sertraline? I've been on esitalopram which I didn't like because it made me oversleep like crazy, and then fluoxetine which made me actual auschwitz mode (15bmi). Tempted to ask my gp for a scrip.
>inb4 sugar pills
dont care, already on clonazepam and i really just want things to get better.

>>82947545 (OP)
galaxy gas after a blast of meth is insane

>>82952517
I'm on something like that right now and it's kinda ok? I don't affirm that my death will be celebrated on a daily basis anymore.

>>82951935
I've never measured the lines, just crush it up and snort some, then do some more and then start wanking and ten hours later you probably won't have any left. Make sure you stay hydrated.

fuck man I wish I had an oxy, I'm not withdrawing but it would make this so much better.
filling the void with over the counter codeine doesn't work.

>>82952540
yeah my main issue is just constant suicidal ideation, might just try it for the hell of it. been able to cold turkey ssris before.

drugs are gay and will turn you gay, be aware

6-7oh

>>82952553
>and ten hours later you probably won't have any left
already read that the urge to snort more is massively stronger than with mdma.
you might be right
>>82949950
Anon getting high in life

I'm gonna munch on some magic mushroom chocolates
I'm on SSRI's so this can't go wrong at all.

>>82953720
OH FUCK YES I FEEL IT DESPITE THE MEDS
THIS SHITS GONNA BE EPIC

I just want to feel a different feeling than my numb and dull self as usual for fucks sake. Indifferent to everything is what I feel most of the time. Being sober for 5 years has been a drag and I know I can't turn back. At first sign of drug use I will get my ass thrown into rehab again just because drugs are bad mmmkay the worst part I'm completely unemployable and worthless to capitalism.

I'd love to say I do s
were the keyboard keys always squares wtffffffffffffffffff

>>82947569
if stimulants are helping your anxiety, then it's not anxiety, you have a confidence issue

>>82948359
hahahaha nice
>>82948434
oh wait nvm you're a faggot pussy loser who enjoys porn more than nodding off that's embarrassing

>>82953022
what i'm on rn

I always break down crying about how much I hate myself and how far gone I am but I love it somehow, like this is my favorite part about being high on psycs
does this make sense or does it maek no sense?
im still alive by the way :3

>>82954765
I did not mean to post that as gurt lmfao

>>82954765
>I love it somehow
I think that is cartharcis. Very relatable (although personally for other topics).
>favorite part about [...] psychs
I think if I did that with psychs I'd be a wreck. How do you handle yourself on them? It makes sense that you can use psychs to push your feeling of carthartic release, but personally I only do it when sober. Do the psychs just make it easier/more relieving?

Just took 150mg of tianeptine, wish me luck

Being alive is very chill actually :):):)

What's the safe dosage interval for 2cb? It's nowhere near as euphoric as md but I'd like to not totally fry my brain.

>>82954942
I'm a hot fucking mess on psychs.
you described it perfectly as cathartic,

>>82954774
he is our saviour, so maybe it's prophetic that you posted him

I can't feel ketamine anymore no matter how much I do fuck, taking months long breaks makes no sense what's the fucking point otherwise, I thought I found my perfect drug but noooo can't have shit in this life

>>82954765
same, cry like a bitch most of the times not because I hate myself but thinking about how lonely this whole life is and I can't do much to change it other than do more drugs

was gonna take a 20mg edible but instead i took 10 on a whim and hooooly shit was i lucky baked as fuck right now if i took 20 id probably be having a panic attack