Thread 82955547

>finally lose my virginity at 28 with a cute girl
>wake up the next day
>im still a skinnyfat manlet
>im poor
>still have chronic back pain
>still ugly

Wow, nothing changed.

>>82955547 (OP)
>>finally lose my virginity at 28 with a cute girl
How did you do it, anon? From your description, you don't sound like the type to attract cute girls. Was it an escort?

fuck off chad this is an incel board

>>82955578
probably an escort or larp. because the surge of dopamine he'd get from meeting a cute girl who wanted his dick enough to allow him to fuck her would get him to get off his ass and work out, improve his life, etc

>>82955547 (OP)
It was always a total lie. I'm 28 as well, been here for 20 years, raped when I was 8 as well, nothing ever gets better or changes unless you fundamentally change yourself, which is difficult if not impossible to do.
For example, suicidal ideations haven't gone away since my teen years. Plenty of reasons not to do it, but living isn't one of them, and it gets harder every day.
Go try and make those changes anyways, you've gotten this far, do you really have anything to lose?

>>82955578
l raped

>>82955578
It was a long time childhood friend. Our moms are best friends, apparently she liked me.