Thread 82959890

I woke up about 44 minutes ago facing my window I was not looking out of it though I was staring into nothing while disassociating
>I miss you
I blurted to myself then finally sat up then proceeded to sit on the ledge of my bed disassociating again for some more time not doing anything just staring into nothing thinking of
>past notions
>what could had been
>what isnt
>the future
>the past
>relationships now
>relationships from the past
>how my dog is getting older meaning her time to death is getting closer
>money
>bills
>how much I need a dentist but can not afford one in America so I just need to wait for my teeth to rot and fallout no matter how much I brush and floss now
Twenty sucks I just want to be put back in the womb this life shit is so lame what the fuck was my mother and father thinking when they decided to have children at the age of 18 this shit is genuinely so irritating and she Talm bout
>I love you and I do not regret having you
And then my dad talm bout
>You are the best thing to ever happen to me
You literally sabotaged me and set me up for failure you had no business having a child and dad can I add that you have children (that I have never met despite being related to them) with other women go fuckin raise them kids with your sorry ass. You two are so selfish you had me so you could force yourselves to mature into better people not because you wanted to start a happy family.

>>82959890 (OP)
I would also like to add that people suck I have been in a lot of friend groups
>normies
>outcast
>girl group
>retards
>gamers
>gays
>gym rats
>guy groups
>popular people (this is the was the worst one )
I am starting to hate people because everytime I let some get close to me it fuck explodes in my face and I am so tired of it but everytime I go solo I turn into my own enemy and I get lonely

>>82959890 (OP)
And what the fuck is up with the dating scene does nobody want a relationship anymore? It seems like everyone just wants a sneaky link or some kind of situation ship I hate those type of people I hope you get aids and die

>>82959890 (OP)
>I just want to be put back in the womb
I would like it if that happened to you as well

I would like to take a boxcutter

And put it right to your throat

It opens up the veins

And makes the blood pour out

With the lack of blood

Comes the lack of oxygen

m, things were better when it was just us and none of this extra garbage.

>>82960080
Based barny schizo coming to ruin this faggy thread

And the death to come because of it

You will not be able to sustain life

When your organs are torn apart

The machete is that sharp

It can slice through you so easily

Turns out you are not that strong

Less than you thought you were

This discrepancy bites at you

When you go down quick

With less resistance than other humans

Because of how fucking weak you are

You would get shredded away

With your flesh eternally bleeding

The damage is that fatal