Thread 83000036

>have a horrible night
>don't sleep well combined with shitty dreams
>wake up for coffee n cigs
>work is also horrible today
>the son of a work fren from dad had a heart attack
>he is a few years younger than me
>im actually jealous
>please let me have a heart attack too
>I dont want to continue anymore
>time to head back home
>I need a shower & moar coffee
>wouldn't mind if we had a car crash thats fatal for me while we drive back home

Get it together and roll with the punches

>arrive back home
>grandma neighbor who I help out with the trash cans is outside
>she is like the young man with green hair
>be like they used to be blue!
>ask her how she is doing
>go smoke a cig
>time2shower
>please let me slip & break my neck
>cousin from dubai sent me a pic
>their kids holding the souvenirs I got them during my japan vacay
>cant bother to reply
>>83000051
Get what together
Roll what
I dont get this
>still have some hash from Switzerland to roll
>want to smoke some ASAP
>but its rather complicated with parents around

>eat together with parents after the shower
>take care of paperwork for work
>get a coffee & cig
>I guess I can continue to (re)watch steins gate again

>>83001384
Honestly, that ho Kurisu, was out of sight out of mind the whole time I was watching. Did not care for her at all.

>>83001775
what are you talking about??
she IS the best
maybe u could see it too if you watch it while wearing your glasses
baka

>>83002373
She's just a McGuffin to be chased around and does liturally nothing. Makes sense you like her. BPDnigras always chasing what they know nothing about.

>>83002396
go away
u stink

>>83002396
you are just saying that to ragebait me

>>83003692
Yes, but it's probs true.

You should watch cute Gosick instead of your gay science fiction.
You might enjoy that the brown guy gets the white gf in the end.

>>83000326
Do something new. I mean physical activity, not just something that's a file on a computer. Being stuck in a loop is not worth it. When the alternative is death, there is nothing that isn't worth it. Might die? What's the alternative? Rotting away or suicide. Go out there and find yourself.
You also have to clear up your mind. Distractions do nothing, but distract. They fog your consciousness and leave you with your unease, but no way out.

>finish steins gate once more
>welp fuck what now
>its getting late
>I better get ready2sleep asap
>>83004736
maybe if you rewatch steins gate, change ur opnion
and apoligise
>>83005014
there is n0thing interesting in my area
rip

>ready2sleep
>please let me have a heart attack too
>but while im asleep pls
>come on im double vaxxed and one of them is from j&j
>the company who had fucking asbestos in their baby powder
>I dont want to continue anymore
>this is against my will
>I better stfu now
>its kinda late
>goodnights desu

Was gonna sleep, but pp awoke.

>>83005157
>my area
By "out there" I meant more than 1 kilometers from your house. Another country, continent, mind space.

>>83005440
This guy travels more in a year than us poor schmucks can hope to in a decade.

>>83005471
You can grab a flight with 100 euros if you are looking ahead.

>>83005637
And then what? Go be poor in a different place?

White people really with that brokie mindset ''At least my mind is peaceful 100 kilometers away in this random town/filed, away from my dysfunctional nuclear atomized family that I will soon have to return to anyway'', instead of brainstorming business ideas with their second cousin that their uncle from the old country will finance.