Thread 83014041

Some of my coworkers invited me to play DND but I regret saying yes to it. Not because I think I'm too cool for it. It's the opposite: I'm too boring to truly enjoy it. They still want me to come for some reason but thinking about going back tonight just to sit there doing mostly nothing for 3 hours (they like playing for a long ass time for someone reason and are super into it) feels like torture. How am I supposed to politely tell them I do wanna play anymore without coming off as stuck up? Going to they thing made my realize ik fundamentally unable to make friends because I'm too emotionless and don't even have enough of a soul to enjoy DND.

They clearly like you for one reason or another and want your company. You should go even if you are bad at it.
Worst case scenario is that you are as interesting as you are at work, which was clearly enough in the first place

>>83014139
>You should go even if you are bad at it.
Even if I don't enjoy the game like at all? The DM is funny and creative which is the only reason it was somewhat enjoyable. My personality is life if dry flavorless crackers were personified so if anything the ground would be better off if they stopped trying so hard to make me feel seen and included

this is why I sort of didn't go to my works DnD thing, dungeon master is a super cool dude and pretty much is pretty much THE dungeon master but I'm just not into it and im boring af, I'm like the uncool autist. Theres like 2 dudes that sometimes talk to me at work about work and everyone else is sociable and sort of avoids me and I just dont click with people, im le sigma but really just a dry autist with the personality equivalent of watching paint dry. I like me but I see why most people do not and it takes a very long time for my personality to defrost but im not actually that interesting if someone got to know me anyway lmao.

>>83014041 (OP)
You have to push through the discomfort and keep going to it. Eventually, you will feel more comfortable with them and vice versa. And then you will notice your personality start to come out. This is common for severe autists. Absolutely DO NOT stop going. This is very important, anon.

>>83014041 (OP)
Just say you don't like DnD. It's very understandable, because DnD is just extremely fucking boring, even with close friends.

>>83014550
Basically me
-OP

>>83014568
See >>83014660
>>83014550

Some of us don't have souls

People play dnd with coworkers? Sounds awkward as hell.

>>83014672
I have hobbies and interests, just not what 99% of people fine palatable, dont think it means I have no soul, I just dont fw normies.

>>83014771
Doesn't that make it hard to find a partner? (Something I really want but have never had)

>>83014041 (OP)
Just get tipsy enough that you get into a giggly mood and it will go swell.