>>83017579 (OP)
I am a non-virgin, I will never have sex again, it's been 13 years since I've felt the warmth of a woman in any capacity that isn't a familial hug, I think about ending it every single day.
What about you, OP? https://youtu.be/QcJj9lBqjuY
>>83017579 (OP)
The only time I had good sex was when I was hallucinating and the voices inside my head were sucking my dick. 10/10 I hope it happens again, but I'm not going to kill myself because of it. Real foids have only given me shitty sex in comparison.
>>83017579 (OP)
No. I last had sex 6 years ago when I stopped pursuing women at age 26.
I sometimes feel a bit pathetic because I have no easy access to pussy unlike most people around me, but putting on this whole dance for women to like me doesn't seem worth it anymore.
I don't women not to cheat on me eventually, so any effort put into building a relationship seems like a waste.
I can be content doing my own thing, and in a way that's very freeing.
>>83017579 (OP)
I've been living like that for 11 years
It's not the sex you miss
But believing someone loves you and getting to love that person and hold them
So it turns out to not be real for most of us though
I had lesbian sex at 17 and it has been 6 years since then so far with no sex. I am currently going insane and have lost hope but I would not kill myself about it.
>>83017579 (OP)
Actual sex itself is like fun but its not even that much better then jerking off lol. Whats great is the physical intimacy with a woman, the flooding of love chemicals and feeling wanted.
To answer your question no I wouldnt there is more to life than sex but if I had some fault that made me unappealing to women I would do my best to fix it