Thread 83019164

>wake up through my alarm
>tfw unfortunately still alive
>get out of bed for a cig
>give our cat n kittens their breakfast
>make my bed
>get a coffee n cig
>dad wakes up
>his plans for today make me lose it a bit
>I have to go out to work with my younger brother
>who I despise so work would be worse than it is already
>chain smoke a few cigs
>I dont want to continue anymore
>can I at least stay in bed until I die
>can't wait to get back home
>just to continue being miserable there
>please kill me already

>arrive at the work side
>close the little street we work on
>welp at least im not stuck at a gross factory
>we hab to dig a long hole to put a electric cable into it
>im still melty inside
>praying for a sudden n quick death
>can we please hit a gas pipe that blows up into my face
>I hate being alive SO much

>welp this is better than working for that factory
>I still hate being alive atm
>I wanna be back in my room
>its better t0 be miserable at home than outside
>our client has a team behind us that sets up street lamps
>still have most of my October paycheck on my broker app
>do I double down with my japan stocks
>0r do I wait til I have something better
>I need a lot moar cash or a quick death
>why was I even born
>just to suffer
>killmeeeee

STOP expressing suicidal ideation in every post. If you're at all serious then please get some help, anon.
<3

Are you the Japan trip poster? Looks similar and every other line is smoking a cig as well

>we should be on our way back home in around 2h
>this is actually better than being at that gross factory
>but dad wont let go of that client
>im most likely gonna be used as labour for that place again tomorrow
>>83019977
Im too pussy for it and worrie too much what would happen to my figure collection
I can just h0pe for something to happen that is out of my hands
Or get a loot cash somehow
Cash can fix eberything
>>83020031
Yesh
I still hab da post japan depresso
>was in Switzerland with parents last week
>I teased mom by being like
>this is pretty
>but rural japan with mountains was EVEN better!
I miss hakone & akihabara;___,

>get a red bull zero
>roll another cig
>I hoped to avoid a shower today
>but I got dirty enough for one methinks
>still wont go back to the gym
>cause my fucking left arm is still injured
>still hoping for it to get better without having to see a doctor
>im insured
>but visiting docs is sooo fucking annoying over here
>I better stfu
>my efforts are more needed now
>afterwards we clean up & go back home
>so I can continue to hate being alive in my room
>FUCK
>I should clean my room
>usually I keep it clean nowdays
>but its getting bad since last week
>still wont bother with it methinks
>but a clean room is much more comfy desu

>arrive back home
>time2shower
>then fucking what
>wait until the next day & repeat
>pls let me slip & break my neck under the shower

>>83020177
>I miss hakone & akihabara;___,
I remember lurking some of your japan trip threads
It made me wanna go too, but I'm afraid I'm too jaded and depressed to enjoy it, despite wanting to visit Japan since childhood.
Oh well, at least I don't have to deal with post japan depression, I guess...
Any plans to go there again in the foreseeable future?

>0h there are new hazbin hotel episodes
>>83022117
u should giv it a try at least and travel over there urself
>Any plans to go there again in the foreseeable future?
I wish
theoretically I could do it again next year
but then I would be broke again and stuck working for my dad
so idk
fuck

Mom made apple pie with apples from granny's apple. It's no Japan Dubai Swiss like you're used to, but it's mine, especially for these dark, chilly days.

>>83023490
g0 eat ur apple pie
hab fun
bye

>>83023545
It's gonna be a'ight, kiddo.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UNo2-viKfW8

The type of beat we used to rock to back in my day. Might be a better influence on you than that Arab hustle and bustle pop pop bang bang tunes you listen to.

Damn, I def gonna be the ''Why don't my kids talk to me'' type.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BjDniWsa_Uw

>parents went out
>they ended up at our favourite resturant
>they bring back steaks for me n lil bro
>eat it while rewatching the new hazbin hotel episodes
>I should just get ready2sleep now
>>83023775
n0
>>83024185
>>83024242
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnqwNrA9opo
watch hazbin hotel
>only the audio of the best song from the new episodes on youtube

>>83024311
I'd rather watch Ghetto Smosh.

Good thing I was born 1/3rd dead and stayed that way it seems.

>>83024343
>>83024411
watch hazbin hotel

>>83024559
I'm piecing together The Sopranos short by short. Man, this Adriana chick was done BRUTAL.

>>83024651
Watch hazbin hotel shorts
Dont talk to me until you watched hazbin hotel

>>83024737
Okej, here I go. It's one of those cartoons of you folx, I guess.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsL1OgmjLN8

>>83024737
>hazbin hotel
It's like MLP but for zoomers, same low IQ no-impulse control fan base. But somehiw worse then MLP and less popular.

>>83024759
actually
dont talk to me until u watched hazbin hotel, helluva boss
and amazing digital circus
>>83024838
this should be funny2aiste if (s)he remember something I wrote them on discord

>>83024838
MLP is actually good though.
>>83024882
I was gonna say ''read Shahmaneh'', but my schizo is so advanced by now, I see it as the YHWIST revisionist cope that it is.

>>83024910
I dont read
I never r3ad
Now shut up and go watch it

>>83024931
I wouldn't be any nicer even if I watched it.

>>83024983
Ur very retarded sometimes
Go watch it

All those characters are probs hypersexual loudmouths. You just want me to sympathize with you.

>"ooh noo if I watch that cartoon I will realise im gay"
>Aiste Augustus Aisu

>>83025019
>ctrl+f
>kanae
>0 results
BPD moment indeed.

>ready2sleep
>please never EVER let me wake up again
>I dont want to continue anymoar >>83025055
I still miss them???
What are u jealous?????
Shut up now
Watch hazbin hotel while im asleep
Fuck you

Should go study so they don't revoke my citizenship instead of talking to BPDnigras.
>>83025089
Read Winnie the Pooh.

if you have experience cant you get a job with another company? then you would at least be able to get away from your family while at work.

>>83019164 (OP)
>>make my bed
why the fuck does anyone do that

A juicy crispy apple from my favorite childhood tree hits different. A feel that would be wasted on spoiled Burj Khalifa brats.