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When I was growing up I made the mistake of falling for the lies of academia. I was always a smart kid, and as a kid I would fantasize about going to some nice College near the East Coast and reading a book under a tree as the leaves of fall danced down around me and I wore my nice uniform. Gay fantasy stuff like that. I believed that being intelligent would naturally pair me with an intelligent woman, a librarian type, a scientist, a nice cute brainy girl who would be my wife.
None of that happened. As the years went by I learned time and time again that women do not care about intelligence in any way. That I had essentially wasted my entire life pursuing a life style that nobody cares about.
I have never in my life encountered a woman that has been impressed by my Masters Degree (Its Electrical Engineering), I have never encountered an intelligent woman that was not already taken either.
That is another thing, the intelligent woman. Growing up I believed that men and women were truely equal.
I believed that a nice smart woman would be my wife someday. The reality I've learned now is that there is no such thing as the truly logical and smart woman. No matter how different they seem initially, on the inside they are ALWAYS still just a woman.
A slave to emotion, irrationality, outbursts. Things can be going smoothly for months and then one day BOOM, the time bomb finally detonates and her womanly insticts will take over.
What I've been thinking about recently is the idea that love does not really exist at all. That love itself is merely a lie that we've been told in these "modern" ages.
My only question then is, why? If love is unnatural to humans, why create the lie in the first place?
If human males were meant to simply take the women of the tribe and impregnate them and keep the species going... If for so much of human history arranged marriages were the norm, why now are we peddling this lie that love exists?
