Every now and then I remember I was a goyim leftist cattle from 2020 to around july 2021.
Today I'm totally different from what I was and I disagree with all the evil madness I saw during that time, but I feel like that by having been in favor of many of the beyond tyrranical actions taken during that time and by following the orders of the demons I commited an almost unforgivable sin and am now forever cursed by my actions and by my blood to be some kind of lower wicked being, can anything pay for such guilt?
I was a dumb 12-13 year old at the time, isolated from anything that wasn't leftist propaganda and I only discovered about the very existence of dissidents from this bullshit later than I should; maybe I shouldn't judge myself that much, or maybe I really deserve some extreme metaphysical punishment for what I did.
I don't even know why I'm writing this, it's late here and I can't sleep.
I haven't felt any major sign of illness, maybe I just took a saline shot or something, but I'll finally buy nattokinase and the other supplements tomorrow, I've seen they are good to the body, but they won't do anything for my soul, is any action capable of washing away this kind of sin?
Today I'm totally different from what I was and I disagree with all the evil madness I saw during that time, but I feel like that by having been in favor of many of the beyond tyrranical actions taken during that time and by following the orders of the demons I commited an almost unforgivable sin and am now forever cursed by my actions and by my blood to be some kind of lower wicked being, can anything pay for such guilt?
I was a dumb 12-13 year old at the time, isolated from anything that wasn't leftist propaganda and I only discovered about the very existence of dissidents from this bullshit later than I should; maybe I shouldn't judge myself that much, or maybe I really deserve some extreme metaphysical punishment for what I did.
I don't even know why I'm writing this, it's late here and I can't sleep.
I haven't felt any major sign of illness, maybe I just took a saline shot or something, but I'll finally buy nattokinase and the other supplements tomorrow, I've seen they are good to the body, but they won't do anything for my soul, is any action capable of washing away this kind of sin?
