/r9k/ - I have become hateful

>I hate my bosses for lying to me.
>I hate their disrespect.
>I hate being told to lie to safety inspectors for them.
>I hate the co workers that talked shit behind my back.
>I hate the co workers before them who treated me like I wasn't even human.
>I hate my old crew mates for blaming me for crimes I didn't commit.
>I hate being held accountable regardless of whether or not the crime even happened.
>I hate that the people responsible for all these things just happen to be women.
>I further hate women just for making a society that would rather have me spend a night in jail than allow me to talk to a woman.
>I hate that I literally can't do anything right no matter how hard I try.
>I hate that the above point is due to my own stupidity.
>I hate that it's also due to the fact that even if I do everything right, it will still be wrong for the simple reason that I was the one doing it.
>I hate that I ever trusted a single human being on this earth.
>I hate that I live in a world where trust is the single dumbest thing I have ever done.
>I hate that I can still be tricked about it after all these years.
>I hate that I can't be myself.
>I hate that I am myself.
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>>83037805 (OP)
>I hate that I want people to like me.
>I hate the desire to be touched by a human.
>I hate that I desire to be treated as human.
>I hate that being human isn't even the problem. Being a human in our society is.
>I hate that kindness is a weakness.
>I hate that good isn't real.
>I hate that evil is rewarded.
>I hate that health insurance doesn't pay for anything, yet you're still required to pay it if you want to better your life.
>I hate that politicians talk all day about how "we don't have enough convictions to match our reports." as if they just want a pile of bodies to burn.
>I hate that everyone who claims to have a code is a hypocrite who breaks their rule when the going gets tough.
>I hate quitting to keep my conscience clear.
>I hate that the above point is partially a lie. My boss threatened to illegally hold my overtime every week until I had enough.
>I hate that labor violation reports are so much work for such little return.
>I hate that I'm also a hypocrite because I also haven't stuck to a single code. I don't even think I believe in moral truth anymore.
>I hate that I can't bring myself to have faith in a divine creator just to ease the chaos of existence.
>I hate that choosing to not fuck people over led to me living in a car and hoping from job to job for five years.
>I hate that I ever cared for people.
>I hate that I still care.

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