Thread 83038311

im an ugly volcel (sadly) retarded loser
i have no wants or drive in life to continue going
the only reason i haven't killed myself is because im scared of dying and pain
how do i get a reason to live when i know ill fail at everything

i know my life is shit because even the people here cant stand to talk with me

>>83038311 (OP)
I don't believe you're really sad but I will paste a quick copypasta I made for another anon at some point in time cuz fuck it why not, perhaps it will cheer you up, just give me a minute son.

>>83038837
why dont you believe me what did i do wrong

>>83038311 (OP)
If you're male, there really is no hope or future. We are at the end.

If you are female you can be my gf.

>>83038997
im a twink so 70/30

>>83038876
Your images and your "cheap desire for attention doesn't feel genuine but here you go:

Maybe you will fail at everything or not as, the world is an entropy mush that doesn't care about human feelings, you might be feeling uncertain but that's good cuz in the end, life is all about feelings and those feelings aren't always goodm but it's part of the experience. To feel, to feel lonely, to feel hopeless but also to feel jolly at the silly things that made existence, to feel interested in what could be the most vanal of intetests, life is all about feeling and I got tired, if you ask me I can show you a picture of the original thing I wrote but for now just have a song, btw I'm a fag just like you in case you wanna indulge in vice with me or something yknow.

the thing is that life is about feeling in general

>>83039176
i know that suffering is a part of life but usually there's a reason to live through the suffering
a passion, a drive, a person. anything to prevent death
i dontt have that, just a fear

also are you a cute fag like me

>>83039244
Life is also about feeling the hopelessness and the fear, feeling the dread, it's important to feel it.

>Are you a cute fag
yes indeed mister. I am a handsome androgynous looking man sadly, also a drug addict so you'll see me dressing like shit and with dirty clothes plus the constant bags under my eyes and the general disgust that comes with being around me.

>>83039346
but whats the point of living if its only dread
I even gave up alcohol because i couldnt find a point in me not being miserable for a short time

>>androgynous , eye bags
need this in my life actual perfect human form

>>83039346
no reply for an hour it's so over

>>83038311 (OP)
I am attracted to ugly boy failures it is a shame you are a volcel

>>83039629
Realest reaction ever

>>83039653
are you a girl or pretty boy because i can change

>>83039661
why does everyone leave me i want to kill them

Fuck you OP
You're a dumb, clumsy TWINK

>>83039684
is that bad please dont hate me

>>83039684
I have a degradation kink

>>83039693
i did not say this, this is impersonation

>>83039671
>Not pretty
>masculine according to most people
>black
>six feet and three inches tall
>jewed
>gymwhore
>dreadhead
>horny pervert

>>83039712
no thanks im only gay for pretty boys

>>83039717
That is to bad

>>83039825
sorry twin i wish you good luck

>>83038311 (OP)
Relatable, i fear everything in life it always goes wrong everything is too dangerous, cant even die because i am a coward. Silence and the dark is all there is left now for me and even that is scary and fearful.

>>83039691
It's bad if you're ugly
hot if you're cute

>>83039957
this is exactly how i feel and i hate it. why do i even live if i cant do anything cuz of fear

>>83040094
no clue dont ask me anon i am in the same boat as you currently.

>>83039995
most people say im cute.
especially my body

>>83040102
i hope life gets better for you fren

>>83040106
nope, not cute
you won't ever be cute unless you wanna prove me wrong?

>>83040139
are you a pretty boy or pretty girl

>>83040175
ugly bastard muahahaha

>>83040186
please read my post above!!!

>>83038311 (OP)
I'm a beautiful sexually active girl
I have so many wants and drives to live
I have never wanted to kill myself

we are not the same.

>>83040265
fucktoy for chad ha

>>83040305
>fucktoy for chad
you'd be one too if chad were a pretty boy

>>83040316
no id be a fucktoy for a twink or a tall girl

>>83040366
im so retarded this is what you just said. this is why i need someone to take care of me

>>83040366
>>83040376
damn brat... needs cuddles and affirmations

>>83040711
only from someone pretty because im shallow asf when it comes to looks

>>83040366
Kill yourself prison gay binigger

>>83040761
actually im white so i wont be going to prison any time soon

>>83040765
Your soul is black coded for failing at being a man lol

>>83040818
someone's jealous because he's an ugly faggot <3