Thread 83046788

friday is the loneliest day. i envy what others take for granted. i think i could make a lot of people happy, but i am not given the chance.

>>83046788 (OP)
Stop.

Do better.

How will it feel to lose me?

ah, those things you've always wanted. they're there, they're out there, but you're not enough to obtain them. ah, you try too hard. ah, you don't try enough. ah, you complain too much. ah, you don't advocate enough. ah, just compromise more, subhuman.

human communication is a maze, every step is a landmine. isolation makes me crazy, i'm isolated because i'm crazy. what a maze. i never "get it" because i'm trying too much to make people happy.

i wish i could read minds

>>83046836
I am good at ascertaining or predicting people's intentions, why do you want to read minds? I don't think what's inside is what you think it is, what does it even mean to you to "read" a mind? How can you read something that doesn't speak in words? What does hunger and alienation look like?

You think I don't?

Fine.

Be empty and lost.

Hurt every day

Lose all that matters

Goodbye

no matter how much or whoever else i shovel into the void that remains, i always feel empty inside the moment i am left alone with my thoughts again.

>>83046880
if i knew what people were thinking, then i'd be able to adjust and react better to what they want, what they feel, what they need. two people bad at communication just leads to hurt feelings. if i was able to read minds, then i could've avoided so many bad outcomes. maybe then my own actions wouldn't be misinterpreted either. i like to dote on people and make people happy, but even that comes across as malicious and insincere to those skeptical. how do you even earn trust if you're always making mistakes?

ah, the irony is that i can read minds if i'm not in the picture. so losing my superpower as soon as it comes to interpersonal interactions makes me feel even more retarded.

>>83046921
You have to directly communicate retard. None of. What you said applies unless you talk directly to me and make an effort.

i'm tired of the days passing by alone. humans aren't meant to live like this. blah.