Thread 83048316

"has more conversations in his imagination than in reality" award. fully delulu.

for every word i say in reality there's 100 unsaid in my head

>>83048316 (OP)
i say 1 word for every thousand in my head. its more pleasant to talk to myself

>>83048316 (OP)
i am literally the same way
>>83048348
yah

Maladaptive Fantasizing Personality Disorder

everyone is so nice in my head

>>83048316 (OP)
I get into full-blown arguments with the voices in my head and I win about 80% of the time. If they start to get the upper hand I say random bible verses and they fuck off. I'm thoroughly convinced that they're not my thoughts at all because they talk on their own and they're unpredictable as fuck.
>inb4 meds
No. I can make it a 100% win rate. This is training me for something, I think.

>>83048487
Wish i had this flavor of schizophrenia, it would be a nice way to cope with loneliness

>>83048316 (OP)
I do this as "practice" for talking with actual people, like how some people rehearse before therapy sessions. But I'm also schizoid and will imagine full blown fantasy scenarios, like living out a slice of a role playing game/anime, as well as the normal stuff like "what would you show someone from the 1800s that showed up in modern day?"

Honestly I find people who don't daydream to be way weirder, I can't imagine being so internally blank that you're 100% grounded

>>83048348
i hate talking to myself. i prefer non-normies way more. it's so, so nice to talk to people that differ from what i imagine in my head.

>>83048360
hi literally me

>>83048447
is this real?

>>83048465
in my head, everyone is happi...

>>83048487
if you have to quote the bible then that's a huge L on your part

>>83048543
this is what started it all. i would rehearse conversations with anyone, everyone. whoops. i ended up breaking my brain catastrophically in the process because i ended up being so isolated that i practiced too much. it's really good for my job!! i do really really well at my job. um, with people i want to get close to? it's a disaster...

>>83048316 (OP)
hello maladaptive daydreaming

>>83048610
but y'know 1/100 isn't even bad yet. normie tier actually. gtfo OP

>>83048605
>is this real?
of course! however, you seem to be the first confirmed diagnosis

>>83048620
ah yes, apologies. i didn't pull out a big enough number from my hat to meed your requirements in this oppression olympics. i will endeavour to do better next time, anon.

>>83048610
floorpill me on this.

>>83048316 (OP)
>have questions in my head
>think hard on it
>look it up on google, read all about, have full blown convos with myself, and if i'm still not satisfied i ask ChatGPT
I think somewhere along the way I went into psychosis

>>83048316 (OP)
Same. I'm growing more content with it. I loathe talking to people IRL.

>>83048747
i hate it!!!!! i want to talk in person!!! i want to listen in person!! listening is really nice i like it, i love it!!! i can't stand being in my own fricking head any longer!!!

>>83048734
i got here without the added steps of AI.

>>83048716
what's next doc

>>83048757
Oh, I get what you mean
I feel like it was just a matter of time before I went full-schizo but AI sped it up per se

How bout you guys though? Knowing all you know, has your inhibitions permanently lowered?

For some reason I always imagine myself in one of those talk-show podcasts or as a streamer. I'll arguments with the host or whoever over whatever I'm thinking about, and I talk to the chat of my opinions or narrate my current situation as if it was a past thing.

>"I dwelled too long inside my mind, and found myself stuck there"

Less socializing and more 4chan posting, that always worked for me! (results may vary)

>>83048873
>"I dwelled too long inside my mind, and found myself stuck there"
What are you so afraid of, anon?
It's kinda nice outside

>>83048880
>what is irony
Anyway, Thank you, Reia!

>>83048316 (OP)
"But do you know what: I am convinced that we underground folk ought to be kept on a curb. Though we may sit forty years underground without speaking, when we do come out into the light of day and break out we talk and talk and talk...."

>>83048316 (OP)
Just 100? I don't even say more than 10 words in one day but I have constant conversations in my head for hours.