>>83059546 (OP)
Yeah, I hate it when they disassociate.
Just paying for it makes it impossible for me to get a hard-on. I can't cum with PIV either. I'm lucky that I can keep a semi in the rubber.
Turns out that I need to be desired to be aroused; and as an incel, this will never happen to me.
TFW can't get a satisfying paid experience, or can even make myself cum. Even sex fantasies are just too unrealistic to be believable to me.