Thread 83062333

Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support

I'm sick :<

hey
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

hiii
Here's a bunch of helpful links

> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

>a first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

Evening /cat/, praying for a speedy recovery.

>>83062333 (OP)
>How are you doing today?
Pretty good. 6AM leg day. When I was walking out my house it snowed for the first time, so that was a nice change of scenery. Winter's the best season.
>Any plans for today?
Working on homework and playing vidya. I was gonna practice driving for my license but the slightly inclement weather ruined it.
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
November of last year.
>Why did you hurt yourself?
Frustration with my lack of direction.
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
I crashed like 3 minutes ago but I'm alright.

>>83062638
hello
thank you!
>it snowed
woa
hope you don't get sick
>homework and playing vidya.
have fun gamin
and best of luck on your license
how do you feel about getting it?
>crashed like 3 minutes ago but I'm alright.
it better stay that way
what were you angry about if it's okay to ask?

I fell off the wagon today. I got overcome by guilt and sent her an email to apologise for everything I'd sent and said I'd try my best not to send any more. Hopefully that'll be it for me.
Otherwise I'm doing alright.

>>83062676
>hope you don't get sick
Yeah but I'll come back stronger if I do so it's chill.
>how do you feel about getting it?
About time honestly. My country has this arbitrary restriction where you gotta wait a year between being able to do the written and road tests. I'll probably use it to grocery shop mostly.
>what were you angry about if it's okay to ask?
Less angry and more just sad and tired. I only got 5ish hours of sleep but I didn't wanna break routine again so I went to the gym anyway. A while after I got home I crashed into a chair and spiraled for about 30 minutes half asleep till I woke up. Was bothered about not having any desire to live beyond fulfilling my obligations. Still unresolved but I can do what I'm supposed to now at least.

>>83062786
She might eventually message back something negative out of annoyance, and that'll sour your memory of what you had before. Better off not contacting her to avoid that.

>>83062786
hey hey
>fell off the wagon today.
but you are better now?
>said I'd try my best not to send any more
I guess if you had to send something, this might be the best thing to send
though hopefully you better not send emails like that every week
>I'm doing alright.
that's good
what did y do today? watcha doing now?

>>83062960
>Better off not contacting her to avoid that.
You're right. I need to keep to myself after this.

>>83062990
>but you are better now?
A little.
>though hopefully you better not send emails like that every week
This time it's definitely out of my system. I hope.
>what did y do today? watcha doing now?
I got a small amount of work done. Now I'm just killing time.

>>83062333 (OP)
hey cat, sorry. Hope you feel better soon. No need to force yourself to chat if you aren't feeling well
Take care!

>>83062638
hi again anon!
Reminds me, I started reading chainsaw man part 2 the other day. I finished part 1 couple months back and kinda sat around a bit before starting. Enjoy it so far but heard there's mixed opinion on it
>leg day
Going to do mine in a few minutes. Gotta keep up like I
> it snowed for the first time
nice. I like till I have to scrape the sidewalks at least

>>83062786
hey discanon
>sent her an email to
i don't think you had to, but at this point just leave it at that. Maybe things change maybe they don't, but think this is a good stopping point
>Otherwise I'm doing alright.
doing anything else today?

>>83062960
>but I'll come back stronger if I do
well, still
stay safe
>where you gotta wait a year between
what! that sounds pretty dumb
I wonder what caused it to be that way
>I'll probably use it to grocery shop mostly.
same
that's what I do, mostly because I don't like driving
>5ish hours of sleep but I didn't wanna break routine
It's my opinion, but I feel not enough sleep will hurt yourself more than breaking your routine once or twice
>not having any desire to live beyond fulfilling my obligations
yeah...
>but I can do what I'm supposed to now at least.
at least that

>>83063217
>A little
at least a little
but do you think there's something that could make y feel even better?
or maybe you don't mind it that much and you're just chilling?
>definitely out of my system. I hope.
well it's good to hear you say that
>small amount of work done
good job \o/
>Now I'm just killing time.
anything fun?

>>83063607
hey officeanon
>Hope you feel better soon.
thank you!
it's not that bad fortunately
just some bone pain and stiff joints bit I don't have a massive headache or a sore throat
>No need to force yourself to chat if you aren't feeling well
np ^^
thnak u for caring but I'll try to reply every so often

>>83063607
>i don't think you had to, but at this point just leave it at that.
I made the mistake of rereading one and realising I came across as some kind of lunatic. But yes, if there is a stopping point it's now.
>doing anything else today?
Not really, I'm just trying to keep my brain relatively calm.

>>83063639
>or maybe you don't mind it that much and you're just chilling?
I wish I was doing more stuff but I just don't have the energy for it.
>anything fun?
Mostly just watching YouTube videos. I can't even slack off right...

>>83063882
>wish I was doing more stuff but I just don't have the energy for it.
can't blame ya, what do you wish you were doing?
>YouTube videos. I can't even slack off right...
hey that's fine
that's what I did too, though I know that just because we both do it it doesn't make it good
but anyway, have you found anything interesting?
if ya haven't it can reccomend some videos that I think are fun to listen too or watch ^^

>>83062333 (OP)
>I'm sick :<
oh noes... :< but you know what's also sick? your trips! :D

>>83062638
hello, anon!

>Pretty good. 6AM leg day
how did it go?

>it snowed for the first time, so that was a nice change of scenery. Winter's the best season.
that's awesome and i wholeheartedly agree. sadly it doesn't snow very often where i live.

>>83062786
hi discanon!

>sent her an email to apologise for everything I'd sent and said I'd try my best not to send any more. Hopefully that'll be it for me.
it's a rough time for you two, that's for sure, but you'll get over it all eventually. give it time.

>>83063607
hi, officeanon! how are you today?

>>83062333 (OP)
Attention whore cringe general #649

>>83063639
>just some bone pain and stiff joints bit
hmm well glad you're not feeling too bad, but those aren't great symptoms to have. I always associate with having the flu. Just don't overdo it and get some rest if you need to

>>83063882
>came across as some kind of lunatic
i'm sure it's worse in your head than it actually sounds. take it easy
>keep my brain relatively calm.
hmm is there anything else you can do to focus on something else? I saw you mention youtube videos. Just anything you want to watch or some hobby that takes your mind of things. Just best to avoid trouble is stay busy

>>83063993
hey Yuanon!
>what's also sick? your trips!
underrated comment. I completely missed the trips
>how are you today?
I'm okay. A bit sleepy since had a rough night but all right. How are you? Having a good weekend?

>>83063607
>hi again anon!
Hallo officeanon
>Enjoy it so far but heard there's mixed opinion on it
I liked part 1 more but part 2 is also alright. Part 2 is of mixed opinion probably because of the pacing, part 1 was paced very well while part 2 can feel a little all over the place. As well it denji seems to have some character regression later in the part which people disliked (but you could argue that's part of his character too). It's much more of a study on asa and/or denji specifically with less spotlight on the rest of the cast. Who are your favorites? I really liked Angel and Power in Part 1, Yuko and Asa for part 2. Hard to pick desu fujimoto kills it with character design.
>Going to do mine
Have fun.
>till I have to scrape the sidewalks
Blizzards bring 30 minutes worth of shoveling to my driveway is when it gets annoying to me.

>>83063639
>not enough sleep will hurt yourself more
Probably would, but missing routine bothers me a lot more than missing 2 hours of sleep would. I'll ease off on hurting my sleep for the sake of scheduling in a week or two. You are right though.
>wonder what caused it to be that way
The idea is you spend a year driving with a licensed person in the passenger seat so by the time you do the test you'll be 100% ready (since that's basically what the driving test is). Nobody needs a year for this, should be 3 months tops.
>yeah...
wdym

>>83063993
Hallo yuanon
>how did it go?
Pretty great, missed one machine that was out of service but hit all my PRs from last week.
>that's awesome and i wholeheartedly agree. sadly it doesn't snow very often where i live.
Damn straight, best part of winter? You get to wear big ass jackets all the time, comfy and cool. Too bad you don't get it much, but not shoveling is nice at least.

>>83063975
>what do you wish you were doing?
Watching more Eva, so I just watched another episode and came to the upsetting realisation that I'm the worst aspects of Shinji and Misato at this point of my life.
>but anyway, have you found anything interesting?
The only YouTube channel that I can recommend in good conscience is The Infinite Review. His videos are some of the best on the site and it's criminal that he gets barely any views for them. Not sure what to recommend specifically but maybe these to get you started.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XLMTuLdSxaI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OiznN5wClg4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twrL1MPXBA0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KgRLLPOHq8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLrKZcY2ScI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ikaxgs-T9as

>>83063993
>but you'll get over it all eventually. give it time.
Hopefully. The initial shock has warn off, at least.

>>83064077
>i'm sure it's worse in your head than it actually sounds
I come across as very upset in them, but hopefully you're right.
>Just anything you want to watch or some hobby that takes your mind of things
I've got some model kits to make at some point. Soon, hopefully.

>>83064077
>underrated comment.
thank you. bit proud i thought of it. :>

>A bit sleepy since had a rough night but all right.
oh. what kept you up?

>How are you? Having a good weekend?
i think it was. didn't get everything done i wanted to, but i worked out, hung out with friends and even worked on my hobby-stuff a bit, though not as much as i wanted to. in the end, the workouts wore me down too much. also didn't sleep well, so my plan to get up earlier failed pretty miserably. ^^' now i'm just watching random youtube stuff. how was yours?

>>83064102
>Pretty great, missed one machine that was out of service but hit all my PRs from last week.
dang, but what can you do. good job on those prs, though. that's quite impressive.

>You get to wear big ass jackets all the time, comfy and cool
true. i think i own more different jackets than any other kind of clothes. i do have my favorite, though.

>Too bad you don't get it much, but not shoveling is nice at least.
word. i don't think i'd like snow as much as i do if i had to deal with that on the regular. for some reason i really enjoy driving when it's heavily snowing. it rarely happens that i'm out and driving when it starts, but it's kinda comfy. also nice that i can get the winter-yua's out again. ^^

>>83064276
>The initial shock has warn off, at least.
glad you're somewhat back on your feet. and thanks for those links. i'll give that channel a try.

>>83063993
>oh noes... :<
noeses even :c
> but you know what's also sick? your trips! :D
so sick it's terminal brah
I guess I'm all good now B3
How are you today?

>>83064077

>but those aren't great symptoms to
yep but I can handle it, sore throat qnd headache I haate
>rest if you need to
ooh I'm restin
just spent most of today in my bed

>>83064102
>ease off on hurting my sleep for the sake of scheduling in a week or two.
hope you don't lose too much sleep before that
>>83064102
>Nobody needs a year for this, should be 3 months tops.
i guess for some though I needed a little more
>wdym
well ya know, life's not too great

>>83064276
>watched another episode
have fun
>upsetting realisation
we all do some of the things those characters do, that's why they're so popular to an extend they're relatable
>YouTube channel that I can recommend in good conscience is
thank you ^^

>>83064102
> liked part 1 more but part 2 is also alright.
some pretty big changes right off the bat that I wasn't sure of when I first started, but have enjoyed what I read so far (though am admittedly not very far)
>could argue that's part of his character too
not there quite yet since only seen him a little where I'm at, but way I see people irl regress all the time. If it doesn't hurt the narrative, don't think it's a big deal even if it is annoying(which also might be the point sometimes)
>Who are your favorites?
>Hard to pick
yeah tell me about it. i'd probably go Makima and Aki if I had to pick. Not really anyone I disliked at a character, though certain characters like Kobeni I'm always surprised hear say she was there favorite. Not far enough into part 2 yet, but do like the Asa/Yoru dynamic and agree Yuko was very good and genuinely disappointed she was around for such a short time
>Have fun.
thanks. Decent enough workout
>gets annoying to me.
It's not fun. Easily my least favorite part of winter. The part that gets me is the ice getting stuck to the sidewalk. Try my best to scrape it off, but it's hard. I'd treat it with salt ahead of time, but have a dog now and don't want to risk him trying to lick it up

>>83064276
>I come across as very upset in them,
i think that's understandable though. You're not a lunatic for being sad when you should be. But again, leave it at that
>I've got some model kits to make at some point.
what kind of models are they? some of those seem very time consuming, but honestly probably does seem like something you can just pour time into

>>83064514
>what kept you up?
didn't get to bed late since had too much house work to do. Was a bit stressed trying to finish up some work on top of it. And just a bit high strung when I finally did get into bed. Hoping things are better tonight
>i worked out
how'd that go? Guessing well enough if it tired you out for the weekend!
>my plan to get up earlier failed pretty miserably.
probably for the best than actually managing and being miserable and tired whole time
>how was yours?
was all right. Not too eventful. I did some christmas shopping, played games at the mall a bit more, and that was about it.

>>83064640
>sore throat qnd headache I haate
agreed. I don't like coughing. I get really sick back to back. One time was a bad cough and difficulty breathing. That was horrible and made it hard to even sleep. But I got covid after and that wasn't bad. Being feverish and hazy is all right with me. Kind of comfy just sitting in bed napping all day
>just spent most of today in my bed
as you probably should. Kinda wish I had an excuse to do that

not much has changed. i still think about killing myself on the daily. today is a particularly bad day. i really don't know what to do anymore

>>83064514
>and thanks for those links. i'll give that channel a try.
I hope you enjoy it!

>>83064640
>we all do some of the things those characters do, that's why they're so popular to an extend they're relatable
That's true. I find I relate to them more than more than anyone else in fiction. I've already done my equivalent of cranking one out to a comatose Asuka. Please euthanise me.

>>83064690
>You're not a lunatic for being sad when you should be.
You're right. I'm not usually that impulsive though so I figured it reflected pretty badly on me, I guess.
>But again, leave it at that
I'll try my best. There's not really anything else to tell her at this point.
>what kind of models are they?
Anime girls.
>some of those seem very time consuming
Yes, they usually take up a whole day for me. Which is probably a good thing when I'm like this.

>>83064760
What's got you down?

>>83064514
>good job on those prs
Thanks.
>Own more different jackets than any other kind of clothes
Nice, what's your favorite? I've only ever had 1 at a time, 2 I you count track jackets. Could be nice to have more, you into fashion?
>driving when it's heavily snowing
Strange cuz Ive only ever heard people hate it, but you probably get pretty light snow. Walking anywhere after a good snowfall will leave you wet past your ankles here.

>>83064640
>i guess for some though I needed a little more
Makes sense makes sense.
>life's not too great
Life itself couldn't be better, it's just my internals are all wrong. It'll sort itself with age probably.

>>83064690
>but way I see people irl regress all the time. If it doesn't hurt the narrative, don't think it's a big deal
Yeah exactly, people forget Denji is still just a high schooler and expect him not repeat mistakes. You can make a good character thats hateable imo.
>Makima
Evil ass hell, but she's a good catalyst for everyone elses development. 2nd best horseman next to war.
>Aki
Based. His arc of losing his revenge fantasy in favor of protecting his new family of power/denji was great.

>>83064640
>so sick it's terminal brah I guess I'm all good now B3
glad to hear it. (^-^) still, get comfy and take it easy.

>How are you today?
i'm good. just tired and worn out from my workouts. can't really concentrate on anything right now, so i'm just watching some random vids on youtube. how are you spending the evening?

>>83064752
>too much house work to do. Was a bit stressed trying to finish up some work on top of it.
gotta have everything ready for winter on top of your usual chores and work, i suppose. :< how did it go?

>And just a bit high strung when I finally did get into bed. Hoping things are better tonight
makes sense. still got any plans for today?

>Guessing well enough if it tired you out for the weekend!
pretty much. :> starting to get adjusted to the increased weight. it's a rough, but, as a friend likes to say, pain is weakness leaving the body.

>probably for the best than actually managing and being miserable and tired whole time
yeah, i'm not arguing with my body on that anymore. still might be better if i get used to getting up at least an hour earlier. carpe diem and all that nonsense.

>was all right. Not too eventful. I did some christmas shopping, played games at the mall a bit more, and that was about it.
good. you deserve some quality time for yourself. and what did you get? i need to think about some gifts, too. maybe you can give me some inspiration.

>>83064760
hey lav! it's great to see you again! :D

>not much has changed. i still think about killing myself on the daily.
sorry, dude.

>today is a particularly bad day.
why? did anything happen?

>i really don't know what to do anymore
i've been there before. still kinda am, honestly. all i can say is that we're here for you if you need to talk or just to vent.

>>83065063
>what's your favorite?
hm, can't find the exact type anymore, since it's been replaces since i bought it, but this one come close. just no cords at the bottom and the zipper goes all the way down.

https://mufflon.com/en/products/men/w300/mu-patrick-en

>Could be nice to have more
can't really recommend. one will be your favorite you wear all the time and the rest just lies or hangs in a closet somewhere.

>you into fashion?
not at all. i just have issues with finding clothes i like, so i try this and that. most of my stuff is for fall and winter, though. no clue what i should buy or wear during spring and summer but a jeans and a t-shirt. can't even find shirts in a quality/material i like.

>you probably get pretty light snow.
yeah, no blizzards or anything like that at all and it's not like i'm getting out of my way. i know it's dangerous, but i try to.be careful.

>Walking anywhere after a good snowfall will leave you wet past your ankles here
it's been years that we got anything even remotely close. where do you live, if you don't mind the question?

im dying
hope you all doing better

>>83065316
hey rem!

>im dying hope you all doing better
why? D:

>>83065221
>where do you live, if you don't mind the question?
Picrel. It's alright I guess, people are friendly enough and the government isn't completely dysfunctional. It's massive so theres a lot of variety in terrain/ecology, but I don't get to experience much of it in my slice of the country. Where are you from?
>this one come close
Looks comfy.
>I just have issues with finding clothes i like
Same, I just wear clothes to wear them most of the time, nothing in my closet worth styling around.

>>83065316
Hey rem

>>83065387
hey anon

>>83065361
not in the mood to talk honestly. im just dying. im so hurt

hey everyone, sorry i'm late again. tried to rest more, feeling a bit less sick atleast.

listen to this : https://youtu.be/m5NyL0tnFOI?si=xaUJeQMqgpkDL4NY

>>83064760
sorry times are tough still lavender. Always welcome here whenever you need to stop in

>>83065044
> not usually that impulsive
we all have our moments. No shame in that
>Anime girls.
nice xD I'd struggle to see the appeal of model making, but if it's anime girls I guess it's worth it in the end at least
> they usually take up a whole day for me
see i struggle to find so much time to invest, so I'd probably get frustrated and feel rushed at some point along the way D:

>>83065063
>what's your favorite?
Jumping in because I saw talk of jackets, but I wear a green(kinda military shade green) bomber jacket that's my default go to.
>expect him not repeat mistakes.
very messed up in the head and stunted.
>Evil ass hell
I've been a situation where an obviously manipulative woman who I'm convinced might be legitimately a psychopath in the true definition has tried to completely ruin my life, yet I was too far gone to leave a situation I should have, so I think the character struck a weird chord with me
>losing his revenge fantasy in favor of protecting his new family
Him saving Angel in the one scene got me. Hit really hard in the movie especially when I went to see that. Definitely the most satisfying character arc for me

>>83065387
>people are friendly enough and the government isn't completely dysfunctional.
what more can you ask for these days?

>It's massive so theres a lot of variety in terrain/ecology, but I don't get to experience much of it in my slice of the country
would be hard in a country that big, but hey, at least you have a lot of travel destinations if you ever feel like it.

>Where are you from?
germany. i want to complain so much i don't even know where to start, but it's it's not like i'd rather live somewhere else, either. one of those places.

>Looks comfy
it's a good one, but this kind of wool jackets aren't very warm on their own, but it's enough to bring me through the colder seasons.

>nothing in my closet worth styling around.
harder for guys anyways. we just don't buy enough, so we don't get much choice.

>>83065703
>not in the mood to talk honestly. im just dying. im so hurt
that's ok. maybe just try to go to bed and call it a day?

>>83065707
hey chev! how's it going?

>feeling a bit less sick atleast.
that's good. hope you'll be completely well soon.

>>83065073
>on top of your usual chores and work
and the dog
> how did it go?
okay enough. Just feel like I have more and more each weeks since never quite get through everything. At least I have clean towels. All I really needed in the end.
>still got any plans for today?
at this point just going to bed, but wouldn't want to do anything else anyway
>adjusted to the increased weight.
nice. Had some weight increases again recently and once again getting the jello arms locking up sensation I love so much
>get used to getting up at least an hour earlier
I mean I get up earlier than anyone and i've been wasting time like crazy so
>deserve some quality time for yourself
i'm getting kind of good at one of the games. Very addicting. Was going for like an hour straight since finally got a hang of how to do well
>and what did you get?
a pair of scarves. We're doing secret santa and i got my sister and her fiancee i do not know anything about(they grouped them together for that reason) which made it even harder so got half off priced scarves.

>>83065316
hey rm, if you need to talk we're all here for you. Know you had things going on today. Even if things aren't great right now, things take time. try to take it easy.

>>83065707
hey chev, glad you're feeling a bit better. Still try not to overdo it too much

>>83066063
>and the dog
have to admit i kinda forgot about him. how's he doing?

>Just feel like I have more and more each weeks since never quite get through everything.
i know that feeling. all you can do is to try to not let get things too out of hand and deal with whatever is bothering you most first. good luck. o7

>At least I have clean towels. All I really needed in the end.
doing laundry... biggest reason for a minimalist wardrobe there is.

>at this point just going to bed, but wouldn't want to do anything else anyway
just have a chill evening, then.

>once again getting the jello arms locking up sensation I love so much
can't say i'm looking forward to feeling like this, but progress is progress. good job to both of us. (*^*)9

>I get up earlier than anyone and i've been wasting time like crazy so
bodies going to get it's rest. nothing we can do about it. not that we should if we could.

>Was going for like an hour straight since finally got a hang of how to do well
must be nice to have a game like that. i'm just trying my best to get through some really tough brotato chars and the one i'm on now is pretty much just rng. kinda annoying.

>which made it even harder so got half off priced scarves.
i think most people i know already have scarves, but it's a good present if you don't know what else you could get.

>>83066024
>call it a day
thanks yuanon, im gonna do that soon
>>83066063
>things take time
thanks mate.


man i wanna destroy and kill myself, i just know i cant do it. the feeling in my chest is killing me i feel like it's burning inside, im so tired
sorry for my random rant without any explanation, i hope everyone's day was better

>>83066303
>im gonna do that soon
i'll be heading to bed, too. good night, fren. talk to you soon.

>sorry for my random rant
it's fine. you don't have to explain anything.

>>83065946
>I wear a green(kinda military shade green) bomber jacket
Swag asf.
>...think the character struck a weird chord with me
Makes sense, I got a similar thing with griffith.
>Him saving Angel in the one scene got me.
I loved seeing it in the manga and all the redraws of it since the movie came out are great too. I wanted to watch it in theaters but none in my area are screening it.
>very messed up in the head and stunted.
True
>Him saving Angel in the one scene got me.
I loved seeing it in the manga, and now with the movie there's tons of fanart of the two.

>>83066024
>germany. i want to complain so much i don't even know where to start, but it's it's not like i'd rather live somewhere else, either.
I'd move there over Canada in a heartbeat lol, but grass is always greener. I got a laundry list of complaints about my country as well but this isn't really the thread. Least you got doner.
>harder for guys anyways
Untrue, not harder more just guys care less about fashion in general so it seems that way.

>>83065707
>listen to this
Hallo che, good track. Not remotely similar, but what do you think of this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHNuXz2sN-w

>>83066063
>Still try not to overdo it too much
yeah i'm being careful dw. how have you been btw

>>83066303
>i wanna destroy and kill myself
whats going on man? wanna talk abt it? worried abt you yk.
>i hope everyone's day was better
mine was okay, me and a girl got together ig. dunno how i feel abt it

>>83066823
>Hallo che
sorry but that sounded rlly funny in my head, like i just turned into che guevara or something
>what do you think of this
not really my style i think, but it's pretty okay

https://youtu.be/mJPxHdhSqWY

was listening to this for a bit

>>83066988
>mine was okay, me and a girl got together ig. dunno how i feel abt it
Why the mixed feelings? If you actually like the girl it shouldn't be too bad.

>>83067616
i do like her, maybe that's why the mixed feelings. I guess i lost the whole cutesy feeling of having a crush, and that kinda stings

Was in a game, proper reply now
>>83066988
>>83066423
>like i just turned into che guevara or something
Funny. What's a chevalier anyway?
>was listening to this for a bit
Good track, I need to listen to more metal. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9FjpIfSbB8Y
>guess i lost the whole cutesy feeling of having a crush
Makes sense, nothing says you can't keep talking to her but you're right.

>>83068097
>What's a chevalier anyway?
french word for knight, was my stage name when i played in my band, guess it just stuck.
>I need to listen to more metal
https://youtu.be/VoneNG3feyo?si=fjwsU5RUW8RyBxBd give this a try
also really dig the song u linked
>nothing says you can't keep talking to her
i'll still talk to her dw, guess she's my girlfriend rn anyways. just kinda weird that it's all different now

sorry for the pic, literally ran out