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sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83066002 [Report] >>83066016 >>83066062 >>83066094 >>83066272 >>83066830 >>83066926 >>83066941 >>83066967 >>83066997 >>83067288 >>83067348 >>83067477 >>83067547 >>83067910 >>83068402 >>83069644 >>83069650 >>83069709 >>83069742 >>83070029
Whats your favorite thing about being BPD?
Anonymous No.83066016 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
i'm not big pepe dick though?
Anonymous No.83066062 [Report] >>83066116 >>83067325
>>83066002 (OP)
that isn't bpd, nigger
Anonymous No.83066077 [Report]
you kinda look like dogisaga which is bad because xhes a tranny
Anonymous No.83066094 [Report] >>83066126
>>83066002 (OP)
Hey sems did you see this dog that looks like you on the other thread? i thought you needed to see it
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83066116 [Report] >>83066158
>>83066062
how do you not understand a clear joke based on the symptoms
.t diagnosed bpdemon
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83066126 [Report] >>83066148
>>83066094
LMAO. thats a very funny image. im not sure how it looks like me though....
its a lot cuter !
Anonymous No.83066148 [Report]
>>83066126
dude, there is a photo of you where you're smiling to the camera literally identical to the dog, it's totally semsdog
Anonymous No.83066158 [Report] >>83066263
>>83066116
Because half of those things are 'tism, lard tard. Also, bitch, you are not BPD, you're just autistic and retarded
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83066263 [Report] >>83066327
>>83066158
I mean its possible i am also autistic but my delusions and paranoia that lead to extreme outbursts and fits of rage or incredible depression (or both) and unhealthy delusional attachment style suggest bpd because of the extreme reactivity. did you know that i am able to argue on an entirely false reality ive deluded into myself for over 5+ hours sometimes leading to the next day with the passion of 1000 suns? i had convinced myself that my mother hated me and was neglecting me despite her visiting and outlining when she would visit, and i argued for a very long time with her about her not giving a single shit about me, and how i should run away or kill myself because nothing matters at all etc etc you get the deal, and then at a random moment (one time it even happened in the middle of one of these cloudy headed rage fits) i will snap out of it. i will argue completely false points seriously believing it with all of my heart until i realize that none of it was real and that i just spent hours or even days ridiculing and berating someone i cared for because i felt bad about some random bullshit that i enforce in my own

though if you ask me, my opinion is that BPD isnt real and i have 0 mental illness. i only purport Certified Opinions from Certified HealthNigger PillJockeys
Anonymous No.83066272 [Report] >>83066787
>>83066002 (OP)
>Whats your favorite thing about being BPD?
Absolutely nothing. I'm completely isolated and feel like I'm on the brink of a psychotic episode every fucking day.
Therapy didn't help, getting close to others made it worse.
I just want to bash my head against a brick wall in hopes of stopping my brain from sabotage my perception, but I'm too much of a pussy who fears brain damage to do that.
Anonymous No.83066327 [Report]
>>83066263
I do some of that but not all. Maybe you do have the big penis disorder afterall.
>though if you ask me, my opinion is that BPD isnt real and i have 0 mental illness.
So what would you actually say it is? I'm pretty much the same.
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83066787 [Report] >>83066888 >>83068438
>>83066272
sometimes i hit my head until i get dizzy when im upset but it never works to reset my brain
Anonymous No.83066830 [Report] >>83066899
>>83066002 (OP)
>more enthusiastic and creative than you
in making other people suffer
>experiences stronger emotions than you
like going fucking apeshit over nothing
>engages in solving other people's problems
*creating
>intuitive, unlike you
in how to make everything worse
>feels hurt and in pain easily, unlike you
self inflicted
>feels upset when watching negative news stories
feels elated when watching negative emotions in others
>more empathic than you, reads the emotions of others, unlike you
to more effectively harm others. also straight up reads emotions that aren't fucking there

every bad thing that happens to a bpdemon is well deserved
Anonymous No.83066888 [Report] >>83066899
>>83066787
I really relate to your drawing sems
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83066899 [Report] >>83066943
>>83066830
trvke..
>>83066888
that is a Bad Thing....
Anonymous No.83066926 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
the meme reminds me of my ex
she was a sweet angel
but also had this evil core it wasn't her fault but it was sharp and cut deeply just to accidentally touch it, and i was always afraid i'd cut myself or worse..cut her with it by accident, or worse...on purpose... because i'm not perfect either. But my favorite thing about BPD was the traits in the meme that are in my memories now that she's a ghost. So that's my favorite thing about BPD thank you
Anonymous No.83066941 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
my favorite person of course!
𖤐 No.83066943 [Report]
>>83066899
>that is a Bad Thing....
And?
Anonymous No.83066967 [Report] >>83066982
>>83066002 (OP)
Kill yourselves already. "People" with BPD deserve nothing other than padded cells and lobotomies. You should not be in society. You should not even be alive to burden society.
Anonymous No.83066982 [Report]
>>83066967
>T. BPDemon origigig
Anonymous No.83066997 [Report] >>83067535
>>83066002 (OP)
being able to look at other people and knowing deep within myself that i have felt whatever mix of emotions they're feeling at some point in my life. there is no super saiyan sadness. we all feel the same things. i am the best person to have around if you want to feel deeply understood.
Anonymous No.83067288 [Report] >>83067361
>>83066002 (OP)
I love BPDemons cause they are the only creatures who have and would ever give me attention and love me?? they make my stone cold autistic heart flutter and feel alive!!
Anonymous No.83067325 [Report] >>83069806
>>83066062
That's literally BPD. It's a high grade trauma response, they sense everything too much to the point everything is a false positive on their expected outcome. BPD people blow up relationships because they interpret everything as being a confirmation of one of their fears, even really really small things.
Anonymous No.83067348 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
self-harm :)
Anonymous No.83067361 [Report]
>>83067288
until they crush your little stone autistic heart like a squishy little bug
Anonymous No.83067391 [Report]
pretty much nothing
Anonymous No.83067477 [Report] >>83067588
>>83066002 (OP)
Nothing? Stop romanticizing our struggles, there's nothing to brag about BPD or any other disability
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83067535 [Report] >>83069398
>>83066997
OMG ur gonna make me spurg uwaaa~!
Having the same emotions as any other does not make you an equal to them in any manner
Anyone could feel as deep despair as you or deeper, or as euphoric. the main difference between You, and Them is how you act on it.
EX:
You spill milk
They spill milk

You respond by becoming angry, bitter, revolted, unlucky, because you made a gross mess and feel the bad luck associated with haven had a sugary liquid on the floor will come back to bite you because it tends to seep into things. You tell your friend and they aren't interested, tell you that you can't do anything about it further, and then they leave to do something.
You seethe about it, ponder your relationship with your friend because they expressed a lack of care about your feelings, you start to believe that theyre talking to someone more interesting than you so you stalk their digital footprint and that they're probably lying about what they were doing anyways, and despite the fact that you dont believe them regardless you will ask prodding questions


You respond by becoming angry, bitter, revolted, unlucky, because you made a gross mess and feel the bad luck associated with haven had a sugary liquid on the floor will come back to bite you because it tends to seep into things. You tell your friend and they aren't interested, tell you that you can't do anything about it further, and then they leave to do something.
You decide that you'll probably just see if it makes a mess in the first place after a while and then continue to do your own thing and wait for your friend to come back

if you react like A, you may feel the same emotions as B, but rather than being overall fleeting you let it consume you and are incapable of emotion regulation and burn bridges over molehills turned to mountains...
NOT EQUAL AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!
Anonymous No.83067547 [Report] >>83067588
>>83066002 (OP)
you are all whores, i can only hope u meet a real lunatic one day
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83067588 [Report]
>>83067477
>Nothing? Stop romanticizing our struggles
HoLy ReTaRd hasnt heard of BANTER lmaooooo
>>83067547
what kind of lunatic? if you mean niggers, i have seen them, if you mean methheads theyre everywhere, if you mean like a severely pedophile british guy who would eat his own shit and cut to the deep fat and scrape bacteria off of under a toilet spoon who went to a mental hospital and eat it ive chatted with one of those online, if you mean like a physically violent mentally disabled person ive met some when i was younger, if you mean like general schizophrenics and schizoid adjacent people ive chatted with some. what does this mean? or is it just a threat

tldr: wat lol?
Anonymous No.83067910 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
All those things are normal people things
Anonymous No.83068402 [Report] >>83068428 >>83068439 >>83069430
>>83066002 (OP)
i like to dismember narcissists
i ALWAYS see the shame in their eyes and it makes me giggle at how pathetic. insecure and fragile they are

bpd guy btw :3
Anonymous No.83068428 [Report]
>>83068402
y are bpd boys so effeminate..
Anonymous No.83068438 [Report] >>83068473
>>83066787
Okay but this is literally true i've had friends cut me off and try to ruin my life over the smallest things and when it all ends they live their life like we were nothing to each other. generally normies are evil and cruel people and its just logical to put up barriers when dealing with them beforehand
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83068439 [Report]
>>83068402
i feel as if the incredible detachment from others associated with bpd and the insecure attachments formed, are narcissistic within itself. i feel like insecure narcissism is just as damaging . . .
sems !kltjFCOGEI No.83068473 [Report]
>>83068438
>and try to ruin my life over the smallest things
who da fawk are you talking to that is attempting to ruin you? @_@ i feel like ive ended on meh terms with quite a lot of people but nobodies ever tracked me down and tried to ruin me. i think its because im ugly and dull, thats most likely it....
Anonymous No.83069398 [Report] >>83069431
>>83067535
you are being too extreme. there are days where small things can set you off because you don't utilize whatever mechanisms and techniques you have. but there are normal days where you do use them or you're just not as reactive that day for whatever reason. you experience both. understand?
Anonymous No.83069427 [Report] >>83069438
When will my BPD queen come back?
She broke up with me because her life got too stressful. I know she's keeping an eye on me. I know she still cares.
Anonymous No.83069430 [Report] >>83069439
>>83068402
>i ALWAYS see the shame in their eyes and it makes me giggle at how pathetic. insecure and fragile they are
you guys are so dramatic and this is sinful
Anonymous No.83069431 [Report] >>83069582
>>83069398
naively deranged neurotic technique masturbation creates its own mental illness complex. especially when it's helpful only for minor cases

anyhow NTA I didn't follow the passive aggressive mess of his post
Anonymous No.83069438 [Report]
>>83069427
no, she won't, start moving on, you'll be one of their million exes
Anonymous No.83069439 [Report] >>83069471
>>83069430
drama is based, ask Jesus
Anonymous No.83069471 [Report] >>83069479
>>83069439
no it's not you should pray for those who hated you instead of behaving like an Indian
Anonymous No.83069479 [Report] >>83069508
>>83069471
there are Indian Christians, dumb moralizing prideful larper retard
Anonymous No.83069508 [Report]
>>83069479
they're still indian and you are too
Anonymous No.83069582 [Report] >>83069651 >>83069694
>>83069431
i agree to an extent. there are people who obsess over it and make it their personality in a negative or performative way. and some are beyond the pale. but i think most people use them correctly. you don't have to do the grounding techniques that feel childish. simple shit like taking deep breaths, lowering your shoulders, feeling your feet against the ground, etc. it really does help
>passive aggressive mess of his post
i liked it. he is right that they are not the same, i'm just saying we have perspective for / on both while the average person doesn't.
Anonymous No.83069644 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
my LEAST favorite thing about being BPD is not passing job interviews because i can't hide how pissed off i am and i lowkey kind of make it a point to make seething eye contact so i self sabotage myself
Anonymous No.83069650 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
Finding out I'm a woman instead of a man everytime I have an episode because for the first 16 years of my life I was raised as a boy
Anonymous No.83069651 [Report] >>83069724
>>83069582
I'm only more agitated lolzies
Anonymous No.83069694 [Report] >>83069724
>>83069582
shit I'm really more agitated for the worse. why did I fall for this again
Anonymous No.83069709 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
i wouldnt know i dont have BPD
Anonymous No.83069724 [Report] >>83069735
>>83069651
>>83069694
why are you mad? or agitated
Anonymous No.83069735 [Report]
>>83069724
not enough euthanasia in my body desu
Anonymous No.83069742 [Report] >>83069761
>>83066002 (OP)
I am not BPD, I am NPD, but I have been hurt by a BPDemon. Genuinely one of the worst possible relationship combinations, one is always trying to do something to harm the other, always plotting and scheming. I'd rather date a loving sperg.
Anonymous No.83069761 [Report]
>>83069742
>one is always trying to do something to harm the other, always plotting and scheming
hot as fuck
Anonymous No.83069806 [Report]
>>83067325
sounds like my ex
i still love her because i know it was a trauma response and not her fault
constant suspicion and no trust made me want to kill myself thiugh
Anonymous No.83070029 [Report]
>>83066002 (OP)
Not having it