Thread 83066217

Suicidal since 11, only reason I'm not dead is cause I ain't got a gun. This world ain't fair, why'd I even have to be born into this malfunctioning brain of mine.

youre just weakwilled, the average person couldnt acquire a gun for thousands of years and they still offed themselves all the time

>>83066230
Fair enough, most of my life I've been held back by the idea that my mother would grief over my passing. Not anymore, I've just become numb to life, I'm too much of a coward to do it without instant death. I want to die yet I feel like if I die now I'd have survived for these 20 years for nothing, but I don't think I got a future either. Wish I had a gun, it'd make this much easier.

>>83066217 (OP)
well I guess you shouldnt move to america Iris

>>83066257
Iris would love America, she can whore around and get plowed by every cornerstore nigger in a fifty mile radius.

>>83066250
same but i do got one method lined up, im goingvto freeze myself in the snow , im getting out of this nightmare this winter.

>>83066277
shes too skinny for the average black guy

>>83066281
nah
I tried that once and ended up in the hospital and committed

>>83066292
Skinny? She's literally obese, needs to cut back.

>>83066281
I've though the same, I laid down once in the winter without my shirt. At first my skin felt like being poked with a thousand needles, then eventually it became numb, my hands couldn't close. It still kind of hurt while numb, but in a weird way. I put on my jacket and went home, I should have laid there and froze.

>>83066298
Because you did in a public place, go deep into the forest.

>>83066313
or just dont do it