>>83068096
wellllllllllllllllllll, long story short i was a depressed semi-suicidal (didn't try to kill myself, but it was a constant thought) teenager that didn't know how to love, despite her being so nice and loving to me. i basically ignored her for long periods of time (like three months or so), mainly because i had these periods of time where i didn't want to talk to anyone, isolating myself from the world, and sadly that included her. eventually she grew tired of me and broke up with me once, then she regretted it, then i repeated the same behaviour, and finally i decided to stop being suck a dick and broke up with her, so that she could have a better life without a scumbag like me by her side. also, everytime we had sex i felt nothing, which made me feel even worse.
nowadays i'm better (i think) and recently tried to make ammends with her, but she didn't even respond to my messages, so that's that :/
>>83068108
from time to time i kinda did those things with her, but i looooooooooooooooooooved to be the one getting treated :>
>>83068227
i had a shitty long haircut, mediocre hygiene, shit behaviour and big ass eyebags, among other things, back then and still got a beautiful gf. there's hope anon
