Thread 83068567

I've decided im gonna kms after my cat Benny dies. Picrel. Hes about 7 years old.

I don't really have any intrest in watching the world burn because it would just be boring and I wouldn't die with a smile on my face. There is almost nothing I can see with my eyes or touch with my hands that can convince me to live any longer then 10 years any further than that I will literally have to watch the human spirit be ripped from the general population. I'll probably hand off my IP to my friend since I'll feel bad if I don't leave him something to work with.

>>83068567 (OP)
Save his dna so he can be cloned

>>83068567 (OP)
What if Benny is immortal? How are you going to kill yourself then?

>>83068567 (OP)
Aw anon there's lots of animals that need love in the world

>>83068567 (OP)
you won't do it. planning to kill yourself in any time > one month is a cope and you'll find another excuse by then

>>83068757

How with blood or hair? I could vacuum seal his body and ship it to antartcia to those seed timcapsule thingies

>>83068567 (OP)
let him impregnate another cat and raise his child you idiot he Loves you and wants you to live continue his blood line
there is nothing more honorable than raising his offspring

>>83068807
this youll get over it in 2 years
my only and best 2 friends (my brothers)died
i watched them die painfully from illness
there is hope anon it gets better
0ntx4

>>83068874
>here is hope anon it gets better
bullshit

>>83068874

IDK man, its not really a personal problem im dealing with. Its like if you were a Jap kid watching the nuke drop. But more slowly. I don't want to witness a world like that.

If you are really interested in why I feel this way it's because of ai being weaponized as propaganda to kill human spirit. And the normalization and defense of greed just for the sake of it. Not a world impact want to live in. A happy ending is something that can only exist in fiction

10 years, tops

>>83068907
nah nigga its been 1 year and im getting better recently made it out if homelessness im striving
>>83068919
who cares nigga just live your life isolated like i do
>im gonna kms because of le ai overlord
???

>>83068907

(nta)

congrats on your situation getting better, but i dont have to post that plane w bullet holes diagram to explain why you dont really hear the opposite experience, do i?

'things will get better' is such a stupid ass platitude i hate hearing. maybe to people who've just gotten suicidal suddenly, recently. but for someone who's felt that way for years, you really think they haven't thought long and hard about it? heard every platitude a dozen times over? i'd genuinely rather hear someone wish me luck with killing myself

had to rant when i saw your post bc platitudes make my blood boil

>>83068919
and do you think this pov/attitude is helping or slowing down the developments you describe? it sounds like youve given up which lets these things happen faster. everything affects everything else. why not spend your time working on the node that is yourself instead? that is the most important thing you can do as i dont believe its definitely over for humanity yet. get out into nature. stop reading as much news and coming on here if it brings you down

>>83068567 (OP)
Benny is a good boy