Uncertainty and anxiety as an ethnicel. I come from a Muslim background, not really believing in the religion, born and raised in the West. But watching the West go further and further into the two sides of White ethno-nationalism, and ineffective, incoherent, far-left politics, is demoralizing and frightening. I care about my Muslim father and my parents' families but it feels like Muslims have nothing to look forward to, no political leaders that can save them from what to come, and their god will do nothing to save them from persecution, and the religion will just cause them to face more humiliation. And I have no interest in "going back to where I came from" as I cannot learn the language despite my efforts, and I have less in common with them than I do with the people here. It all feels so hopeless, there is no political project, no spiritual future, no goal, no future, to aspire to. And this paralyzes me, I cannot even focus on my own life because of these anxieties. Do any nonwhite, or non-Christian robots know these feels?
I don't go outside so why would I give a fuck about any of the shit you're whining about.
