Thread 83069536

being an autistic kid/teen is pure, naive bliss.

and then you become an adult, and you realized that you're fucked for the rest of your life, and become perma depressed

fuck the up shut

I really don't care

I need to be told when I am going to be paid and left alone

Best of luck

>>83069536 (OP)
>being an autistic kid/teen is pure, naive bliss.
kid, maybe. teenager, no. those high schoolers are ruthless.

>>83069536 (OP)
I got blackpilled on my race and my autism when i was 14. I've been a depressed shutin ever since though at least I have a good job. It's more than can be said for many other autists who can't find work that isn't grunt work

>>83069536 (OP)
In what fucking world did you have a blissful childhood as an autist?

>>83069544
highschool kids where i live were always nice to me, but i think it was more out of pity for the hopeless weirdo i am. but for a while, that tricked me into thinking i could actually be liked.

>>83069547
my childhood as a kid autist was absolutely blissful. my whole life was simply my own imaginary world of cartoons, vidya, and internet nerd shit. it was the only time i was happy, and it went all downhill from here.

plus, i thought i would become a scientist because i did well in elementary.

>>83069554
honestly it was pity, or them making fun of you. people in highschool would act overly nice to me but in a demeaning way. like those people who will befriend/ask out autistic people just so you'll believe them and humiliate yourself by thinking there's actually a bond when the whole time, they were just making fun of you

>>83069593
same, except it would also be a way for them to copy my homework.

>>83069536 (OP)
>>83069588
same, i never even imagined feeling bad when i was a kid
i thought i could just be a child forever

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