Thread 83077388

I had a dream about my oneitis today. We were just sitting in my car talking and I grabbed her and kissed her, and she kissed me back, then I woke up. It made me realize something, the exciting thing about the beginning of a relationship is that leap you take when you decide to make a move, even in my dream I could fully feel it, the adrenaline, and nervousness, and then the excitement and happiness when she kissed me back. I've never bothered thinking about that aspect of relationships, the chasing part, it was an exciting dream but also a really depressing one because I actually had a chance with my oneitis years ago. In that dream I was just going through an old memory of mine when we were both in my car talking, except I never took that leap of faith because I was a coward.

I don't even have a oneitis. None if this ever happend

>>83077388 (OP)
>except I never took that leap of faith because I was a coward.
did you know at the time (not just in hindsight) what you were supposed to do in that moment? My problem was that I didn't realize what was going on until long after it was over.

>>83077404
No, at the time I was just nervous, self conscious, and insecure, even during the times where she'd held my hands, and hug me randomly. I just never thought someone could like me like that, so my brain never processed those gestures like that.