Thread 12454645

i wish you stayed
i have thoughts about what our future could have been if you stayed in the end
its scary seeing a real time butterfly effect i can imagine all the things we would have done this summer and all the yummy food we would have ate and the new shows that came out i could have sat in your lap while we watched them i see things everyday that i wish i could tell you about or do with you i miss having fun, i miss having fun with you but i feel so lost i wish i could talk to you about my new hobbies and interests
do you miss me?
do things remind you of me?
do you ever smell my scent out of nowhere and tear up a bit?
its sad thinking you can have that connection again with anyone, would you call her what you called me?
why did you give me up so easily?
i cry most nights
i don’t know what im doing
i think i hate you and every time i see you i cry i still think you’re beautiful i miss looking at you i miss everything about you i miss sniffing you sometimes i get nervous and i remember you telling me how brave i am
i imagine you showing up at my house and im just sobbing into your chest i know that will never happen
we used to cry whenever we left each how did we go from that to this
i hate having dreams about u
i wish you missed me and reached out
you didnt ruin my life but definitely gave me trauma and fugged me up in the long run i dont know how i can recover and be nice
will anyone ever treat me like the princess i am again?
i miss how soft and gentle you were

before you i used to have an ideal image of my boyfriend in my head and it was you, you fit everything i ever wanted
were you just a lesson to me? i never tried or wanted to change you
why am i being punished what did i do so wrong to deserve this karma

this is top sad ._.

>>12454668
ai generated sad

this is why homura is best girl

You sound pretty annoying. He probably is better off.

sometimes anonymous is worse than a namefag

Your fortune: Average Luck

Is it a troon

>>12454746
Do you even need to ask lmfao

I wish mine stayed too love is such a nice feeling
But I don’t think I’ll ever fall In love again

they prob both look like reddit mods

>>12454752
the reward u get out of hatred is the sweetest feeling but a cherry for a few
love is normalfag tier

Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again

>>12454759
Hatred sucks ass it's such a female emotion. But hating namefigs makes logical sense because they're all boring and unfunny

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

you sound sweet I’m sure he’s not completely better off without you but he has to live with it genuine love is hard you never know what you had until it’s gone

>>12454764
Nah women dont get to feel hatred. They feel resentment but not hate

>>12454775
Hate is a normal emotion for feeling done wronged just depends on how you use that hate

I’m rooting for you anon

>>12454764
kids (male) have violence fantasies about killing people and kids (female) have fantasies about being le cuteso and trips on the beach. its male stuff

Your fortune: Bad Luck

>>12454799
Forgive and forget then
Neither hating nor forgiving does anything for the person in the long run if anything dwelling on such things is bad and forgiveness is for fags
What to do hmm?

>>12454814
my point was that the reward u get from doing stuff to the person u hate is better than whau t get from love especially if u hold power and can extend the torment... dwelling is bad but i wasnt talking about dwelling...

this is sad anon
i hope you get treated how you wish…

>>12454814
I'd like to say that I'm actually still in the end, but it's hard to know

>>12454645 (OP)
In all honesty anon this is like looking into my past i had a few attempts I’ve been there im still here painfully dating sucks meeting new people is hell I have dated 2 people since my guy and none compare to what i had with him I feel like a 70 yr old man reminiscing about his first love I cried for months I begged nothing helped or worked I lost everything besides our pet I think about him every so often and I just want to scream
Why wasnt I good enough? I miss him dearly and I wish we could be together again but in the end life is pain

>>12455215
i hope so, i never thought i'd feel like this again

Both of you are possibly not mentally well.
It could mean he gave you up so he can focus on himself.
Its loving oneself before others so they don't dwell far.
So you should fix yourself too after this passing sadness.

I understood the best friend I thought I had was nonexistent, simply because I was blind and too attached. Nowadays, I take care of myself before others. I'm lonely then so be it, everyone is a stranger to my eyes, so I can enjoy talking and be who I trully am to others. That is what it feels like growing up mentally.

>>12454799
cuteso and trips on the dubs