Thread 12487729

The death of Cobes triggered my existential OCD.
it's been since yesterday I feel super anxious, every time I stand up my legs get all shaky, every time I close my eyes I feel gazed by the soul, I feel weak, impermanent.
The first time it had happened was when my now passed dog was diagnosed with an untreatable tumor, back then it felt much more emotive, an immature feeling yet.
Now every time I look at my cats I feel like I'm trapped in this crystaline prison I cannot escape, I can no longer interact with them in a genuine way, I feel sorry for everything when I get out from my introspection. Why is it like this, he was so weak and lone, he didnt deserve it. Why do we have to endure the proof of the Soul

It's funny an airduster huffing liquor drinking lolcow dies and people act like it was a horrible thing

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>>12487733
You're literally the Cobra of [s4s]

>>12487733
Double douchy dubs you autistic nigger.
Im sorry if something triggers a reaction within me i cannot control, i hope ypur ass warts explode

>>12487740
What do you genuinely miss. A guy you watched as a kid died? lol

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>>12487739
No because cobes was a (parasocial) fren to me, he kept me company with his schizotistic ramblings, i loved the way he faced serious arguments, just for him to go like that. Perhaps life itself isnt as serious as i make it to be

>>12487742
You're acting like you wouldn't be searching up "RIP Catfish" threads on the archive and jizzing over them if you could somehow access it from the afterlife after you drank yourself to death

>>12487745
Fair enough then. I completely forgot the parasocial aspect because I went completely asocial by the time I was 20

At least it was with a gremlin and not a Vtuber

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>>12487753
Im sorry you went asocial, humans are animals based on forming communities, communicate, inherently social, we have the innate need to limk with others, for example you wouldnt be on s4s, even for how twisted it is, you are seeking connection here. Cobes did that via youtube, in a similar fashion (especially in his later days).
I hope you understand that fren, it's never too late

>>12487763
Generally correct but I am not seeking connection. There is no connection to be had here. This board is just that; a place to shitpost.
And I appreciate the seminar on "were social creatures" but not me, I'm asocial at best and a misanthrope at worse. Even when I'm drunk I loathe weepy sentiments like this. We still have to wake up and shit and work like everyone else.

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>>12487767

https://youtu.be/QHfZ8aH2fOY?si=MbDOmT6ergQhg_Gi

this track is for you, me and everybody else in a similar situation

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>>12487767
>weepy sentiments
he was waxed.

>>12487788
dubs confirm

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ignorance apathy and cynicism.
is there anything NIGGERFISH can't do?

>>12487785
Meh I never attempted to romantisize being a schizoid that's like being proud of being a fat tranny. I also hate being lopped in with other losers when I've suffered longer and harder than them
Anyway mi ulcers hurt I shall now walk to the beverage center


https://youtu.be/dAECAnlnriU?si=VxtsSuw_jnq3W4B1

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>>12487767
You're 30+, stop acting like an edgy 13 yo.

You go out with friends, you go to family engagements. Hell, you're more social than most of this board.
Thinking you're asocial or a misanthrope is just the edgy mindset of a kid.

>>12487798
"It came to pass then thereafter that she looked below and saw his light-power in the parts below; and she knew not that it is that of the triple-powered Self-willed, but she thought that it came out of the light which she had seen from the beginning in the height, which came out of the veil of the Treasury of the Light. And she thought to herself: I will go into that region without my pair and take the light and thereout fashion for myself light-æons, so that I may go to the Light of lights, which is in the Height of heights.

She descendeth to the twelve æons and thence into the chaos."This then thinking, she went forth from her own region, the thirteenth æon, and went down to the twelve æons. The rulers of the æons pursued her and were enraged against her, because she had thought of grandeur."

–Pistis Sophia chapter 31

self will is a hell of a drug.
*sip*

Your fortune: Excellent Luck

"I hate being lopped in with other losers when I've suffered longer and harder than them"

>>12487800
lmao what is the extent of your suffering? your failed e-relationship with CTS that you chimped out over? get real

>>12487806
that is one fugly emanation

>>12487804
Gnostic enjoyer here, neat

There's no need to bully imo, it brings nothing, it just takes away

>>12487785
I'm not romanticizing it, just a way to see it from a different perspective, rather than the hollistic one.
the artistic perspective is something the human created, which may help embracing and understanding it, and not something that's bound to our flesh that could be the hollistic way of life

>>12487742
I read this far into the thread before I realized OP was not talking about a dog he had named Cobes for some reason

>>12487990
Sorry, my english is kinda wordy, and Cobes is a circle jerk moniker for KingCobraJFS

testing

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>>12487729 (OP)
STOP THE NICEIFICATION-PYON
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