Thread 12493267

rest here, nothing matters anymore.

>>12493267 (OP)
I'm restless and agitated and I can't sleep cause of my new schizo medication but the psychiatrist insists I keep taking it for a week for some reason. This is shit.

>>12493275
smoke weed instead

>>12493275
keep taking it for some week and see
it you dont see
ask your psychiatrist for something else
TRUST
tast the only thing i can give you
they have t studyed all their life to help people like you
you know

just fucked my sissy pussy

>>12493281
did you?
lets see some content

>>12493276
No that gives me panic attacks. I'd rather smoke meth but the misses went through my phone and blocked my dealers
>>12493278
Yeah I'm sure the scientific literature is credible but the psychiatrists are also mindcontrolled by gayliens to fuck with us so I have to question if I can even trust these nightmare pills or not.

>>12493288
mabe for a week ?
maby you are just a goner who knows

>>12493290
I don't get a choice anyway the voices are quite literally forcing the pills down my throat.

>>12493294
is that so

>>12493297
Yeah they quite literally control me 100% of the time and dictate everything I do. You're technically talking to the voices right now and all my posts and interactions here are just a rough approximation of my actual personality and I'm just a perpetual spectator in my own body.

I'm quite serious btw like the voices used to say "move a finger bro just move a finger" and hold my hand in front of me, and I'd be physically incapable of moving my finger. they control 100% of my actions and make me do shit id rather not do. They often threaten to cigarette burn me or jump me off my 2nd floor balcony but they haven't done much like that yet... They did make me punch myself in the head repeatedly a number of times. Ugh. Anyway im convinced its alien mind-control.

>>12493313
bruh dont listen to the voices

>>12493316
Are you listening to me? its not a matter of whether or not I listen to the voices they completely control me I can't just ignore them.

>>12493323
tune to the tune of good dope boy antics its like xm radio but of weed, in french and spanish

>>12493323
why cant you ignore them

>>12493355
STREAMER CHAAAAN wants that bussy filled

>>12493355
the term voices is a bit of a misnomer, they're not just voices. Human consciousness only controls a small fraction of the mind, but the voices have the capacity to control the entire mind. This is well understood in the scientific literature. I'm literally a slave to my voices, I physically have to do everything they want, I don't have a choice.

>>12493369
lole
seems to me ur just evading responsability

>>12493369
you know
dont listen to them

>>12493371
Why yes, I would like to punch myself repeatedly in the head again, thank you voices.

>>12493267 (OP)
>nothing matters anymore
freedom and happiness can come from apathy

>>12493620
not when you are looking at it pessimistically

something must matters

>>12493625
what does

>>12493644
Tomoko feet

>>12493267 (OP)
Hello Avocado, I brought with me ginger beer.
You can have one, I wonder if you have taste it before, its like beer but popping spicy in a good way.

I watched a certain Japanese youtuber, where a person had gone mentally illed for keeping too much stress resulting life feels meaningless like depression. They couldn't keep up and had to quit work, so they rested at home for months. A few days ago he's recovering doing youtube and it makes me smile to never give up.

I know what that feels(depression) haha, since I ate a medicine that blocks my feelings long time ago. I avoid any type of drugs unless needed now. People who are strange are people who I can connect but people who are normal I never understood.

Once I work I'll do my best to lose weight, get a partner and buy more ginger beer bwahahahah! Such is my dream to be simple. What could yours be?