>>12509081
truly. im slightly overweight because of alcoholism even though im early 20s and i never shave. truly hikikomori schizo days. i keep thinking about this girl from high school who i really really loved a lot and had a manic episode over and now we dont talk but she messaged me about six months ago and i never responded because im retarded and i feel like super fat and stupid so she'll never want tot alk to me again and she totally has diagnosed bpd so shed just break up with me within a couple months anyway and i love her.... her name was emily. totemo kawaii.
