>>12513881 (OP)
>>12513927
That's why I became a writer. I've been doing this since early childhood, these stories, these characters, different worlds are just popping up in my head all the time. They feel real, even though I know they're not.
As the years went by I started to write them down, and began to realize that an actual "I" doesn't exist. There's no real me. I'm nothing more than thousands of stories mashed into a machine that turns them into a false reality. Books, short stories, etc.
There's no point in fighting against them. Best you can do is accept yourself and start doing something productive with it. You can even make some money from it, not much, but enough to keep going.
Also I'm diagnosed for schizoid personality disorder. Probably that is the real cause, at least for me.
I'm going to sleep now, so goodnight anon, and don't be to hard on yourself. This can be a blessing too, rather than a curse, the only thing that matters is how you use your creative power.
Your fortune: Very Bad Luck
