After years of looking, I've found no purpose for me to keep on living. I've done nothing of value and have done more bad than good in this world, and whatever purpose I did have is worn out. I'm too good to be bad, but too bad to be good. I'm too smart to be dumb, but too dumb to be smart. I'm too short to be tall, but too tall to be short. I'm mediocre at best.