Thread 12595356

i should drink more water, masturbate less often/take more estrogej and fix my sleep schedule
itll all happen naturally cuz i have to sleep at around this time in a few day and ill get my anti androgen restocked

i think u should masturbate and think less

Your fortune: （　´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ

>>12595372
\[i thought i deleted this thread
i'm gonna read a story

>>12595404
you can read? good girl

>>12595424
hmhmn indeed
https://www.royalroad.com/fiction/41330/virtuous-sons-a-greco-roman-xianxia/chapter/647929/alpha-and-omega

i like reze but my heart belongs to makima

>>12595454
idk why im posting stuff like this imnot even on drugs, like, literally shut up stupid monkeybrain andlet me read the story in peace -____-

gh
anyway
delusion time over.
i like anime characters like reze and makima from chainsaw man but in real reality and life i only like that person.
thanks for understanding.

wow it feels so great to actually manage my thoughts instead of making them shut up
yes, it feels much better to simply admit that fact
i'm so good! wow, this is great. remember to drink water! time to read peacefully~

enjoy this comfy and happy image

>>12595467
i want to make my favorite person feel like they could rely on me a lot
and feel like they're safe--or even the safest with me!
(stuck in a safe reference?)
(don't worry about that~)
i want to work harder, make things better and try to make them happier.. just like how they make me, i want to share the wonderful feelings i'm given!!
i don't want to be lazy and stuff anymore
i'm not sure why i'm typing all of this, maybe to affirm it,, i dont want to find it embarrassing to type these thoughts out Loud so i wont delete it..
i wanna make them feel like they could become a happy baby with me, they dont need to be mature all the time! its good to be able to have both roles myself,,
i believe that i already do have them though!
i wanna make them feel heard, loved, all those happy nd sweet feelings
i wanna share joyful times together
........ i could go on forever and ever typing things
i really, sincerely wish that i could be their favorite person too someday
okay, realy,, back to raeding

>>12595506
you should write an online book about your thoughts and daily life

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>>12595530
an online book? oor a twitter..
though, aren't my blogposts here similar to that
hmm..

the wish asked mirthfully, hinting to 4plebs being a way of viewing the wishjournal..
though, there are some things that wish would rather have erased from there, so the idea of having a different means besides 4chan is interesting!

>>12595506
>raeding

here's a nice book about drugs and politics

https://thirdworldtraveler.com/Drug_War/Cocaine_Politics.html

Your fortune: Good Luck

>>12595506
here's a nice book about healthcare in the burger sphere


https://thirdworldtraveler.com/Health/Critical_Condition.html

books are nice.
*sip*

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>>12595540
something like a digital diary honestly

>>12595580
burgers are nice

Your fortune: Average Luck

>>12595775
like maybe a chronicle of events?
*sip*

Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail

>>12595779
"To oppose the policies of a government does not mean you are against the country or the people that the government supposedly represents. Such opposition should be called what it really is: democracy, or democratic dissent, or having a critical perspective about what your leaders are doing. Either we have the right to democratic dissent and criticism of these policies or we all lie down and let the leader, the Fuhrer, do what is best, while we follow uncritically, and obey whatever he commands. That's just what the Germans did with Hitler, and look where it got them."

–Michael Parenti

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

it's scary

>>12595782
maybe
every time i see that gif i remember that the pentagon had an airstrike and there was no wreckage from the plane

>>12595782
can one really comprehend gravity or even time and space twisting and bending ...but I know lots of girls who perhaps think they do ...

i want to be independent
i dont want to be independent
i want to be dependant! isn't that cute? don't you think so? it's cute until you get abandoned
..then, then.. what do i do?
i want to become independent!
but
is that right?
hey, is it right?
i don't know
why are you interested in the chase
affection is larp?
but why
i don't understand
that's annoying, i have to understand
i understand..
is that so?
is that so..
what am i supposed to do now?
well, whatever's happy.. i guess
i should study harder so i could finish school next year fast
but
that's great and all--
and not doing drugs is great too
though, i'm missing something

what am i interested in?
i'm interested in.. happiness
and happiness comes from.. within
--does it? does it? does it? does it?
i don't know
>you are literally just made to suffer, built for mental abuse
why do i find that cute?
is it because its masochistic?
i don't want to suffer though, nobody really wants to
but i would suffer lots for something i desire!
like, fighting a boss! you suffer a lot but then you beat it!!
do it for her!!
her?
what is that
i don't get it
do it for her
i don't get it
i don't get it
i don't get it
i don't get it

>>12595798
you want to be independent to make your own choices, buy what you like, and travel wherever you want. but you want to be dependent on someone who pays all your bills and supports you

"i see myself in you, so i love you, because i love myself!"
i love myself, because i see myself in you, so i love you
is that really it
though
when i love someone that's myself
what do *i* become?
what do *i* become?
i become..?
what
i should not care..
and that's..
is it sad?
is it..
no..
is it not sad?
not caring
that's cold
is it not?
my reality

>>12595804
alice

i want to be dependent
to love someone
i don't want to play solo all the time
i like it a lot when we're together
i love it a lot!
why
i don't want to be weak
i don't want to be dependent
yet i want to be dependent
it still makes me reliable..
no? i should be independent.
i want to vomit
i want to make you happy
its peaceful and
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>>12595807
alice n chains in borderland

wish figures out stuff wish is doing wrong instead of waiting to be told that its wrong

>>12595818
>>12595815

im losing my sanity rapidly
if anyone wants to watch a moivie with wish
u can add
me on discord
im called yanyaniloveyou
on the website discord.com and application as well
and if you add that account i will choose a movie for all of you to watch with me

im regaining sanity! everything is ok!

>>12595837
that's good.

you seem conflicted and ambivalent today but that's also good because you know how to express it.

i'm sure you can make music.

i've been kinda selfish wanting to record.

sry bout dat.

i had an audio vision.

if i don't produce it someone else must try.

you must try.

i'll just be leaving this thread now.

have a good day wishkins.

they're never gonna give us tripcodes anyway :(

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>>12595868
dawg wtf niggar

>>12595976
you fucked yourself and you always do and that's all anyone will ever get from you: fucked

>>12595552
but what i was saying back then is that you should start writing about everything you post here, think about, and go through. literally like a diary. 4plerb helps, but its less practical and confusing, since you have to open and close threads, you know?
you have a lot to talk about and you go through a lot. its nice to read about you

Your fortune: Average Luck

I need a long period of ethical behavior

it feels so goo dto fap my beips

>>12596711
>its nice to read about you
why would u say something like that

>>12595356 (OP)
how late will you be up, wish? do you wnt to watch cartoons in a little while?

>>12596960
look at this face

wait sorry i forgot to nswer you
im reading a story atm i took a little break

>>12596965
that's perfect because i want to go for a walk

>>12596967
reading story is super fun i get absorbe into it
but whats not super fun is that i took a nap
and the anxiety thing happened
i really should figure out what causes that
i wouldnt even call it real anxiety, its just as if ur doing something wrong by waking up. odd

the desire to read the story was stronger than the anxious response to being awake but thats because ive cheated and wdded sentimental value to the story

i wish 97% of my friends weren't evil to me
even if i say its cute

that's no good
back to story

>>12595424
Hey that's my name don't copy me copyfaggot

>>12596977
have you tried having real friends and not anonymous discord groomers?

>>12597027
clearly you dont like pizza

>>12596984
do not be mean to star

>>12595506
you just need to be this cute all the time, and I can adopt you and feed you sweet things and kisses

me when onii san breaks things

>>12597089
now why would i say something from 4 uears ago randomly, stop being obsessive

>>12597077
are you cute and feminine¿

or are you like
do uou appear cute and feminine but then groom ur victims into becoming the cute and feminine too? like, are you gonna end up raping me? am i going to be the raped? i just dont get this world..

>>12597091
I think you are too ^_^

will you do this and kill and isolate me from everyone thats closw to me and make me have a new discord to talk to you only and monitor my pc

>>12597094
yes im very cute and fragile and all that stuff but also i think u can tell that my personality is more than just being cute which could either be troublesome or really good to (you)

one last question have you ever played 12DChess

also watch this
https://youtu.be/CQk5ESckRa8

>>12597091
materialistic and superficial angel whore

>>12597093
why are u describing tenshi

>>12597102
I want to know more <#_<#

a picture of my wrist before cuttinh

>>12597149
what the hell are you talking about
>>12597154
ahat the hell are you talking about

>>12597176
lol I thought it was a piece of plastic for a second

>>12597185
plastic? me?

im talking about this specifically idk what you guys are on

wait thats good

are you an HRT femboy or are you a transgender woman

why am i posting black souls sex

>>12597200
idk,,

>>12597203
i think...
im just a witch..

>>12597202
look at her face

>>12597208
indont get it

>>12597211
idk its kinda funny

>>12597213
u sound sleepy whats funny

>>12597214
how about we go read more and be less insane

>>12597214
wish our onpuland is going, care to join <//<

>>12597217
actually sounds like a good idea mhm

>>12597218
that would be good but im reading now

>>12597219
learn good lessons and be good

>>12597220
do this when ur done
https://youtu.be/1uFiBqxE3Ms

>>12597227
i queued it <3

shakee shakee sing withe me is bunny party !!

>Yes, even though she was only recently fifteen years old, she had known her fiance her entire life.
excellent story

“My name is Solus. How can I serve the Young Mistress?”

“You can die,” she hissed.

“As you wish.”

ok the matrix is making so much fun of me
the hiss
and wish
ok i wont pay attention to references..

excruciating pain

>>12597277
idk why but i read this in shadow the hedgehogs voice

why am i literally jesse

dude stop

>>12597293
shut up i talk to women if i want to talkto wwomen
also my art has been spotted

>>12597295
this isnt ur art its my art

>>12597296
stop talking to yourself retard

>>12597299
call me a retard again

>>12597301
retard

>>12597302
>covert borderline leading to primary psychopathy

>>12597303
i take it back can we have sex

>>12597306
take ur dumb hrt

>>12597308
androcur will finally arrive today lole
that was fun! though, isn't testosterone a cheat code for >>12597303

>>12597310
im not bored with you being cute yet so take hrt
also u can do that without testosterone bc ur sooo good and awesome ur so cool for not needing any cheat codes

>>12597312
um u forgot the !!!! !!!!

>>12597313
i forgot to eat you

>>12597314
im serious wait
u should say it like this
>needing any cheat codes!!!
or
>bc ur soo good !!
and etc

>>12597315
when are you ever not serious

>>12597316
good criticism, im trying to be less serious..
sory it sometimes feels like im autistic

>>12597317
just be good and i'm happy ok~

>>12597318
>the usage of ~
that's new!
okay~

ill do my besht

Your fortune: Good Luck

>>12597324
you've been good lately, just lower the denpa waves a little or balance it maybe

>>12597325
purr

The average annual salary for a cybersecurity professional is around $127,730

oh i graduate next year

i literally have no idea how im having so much "anxiety" despite taking 7oh
this is how my brain feels like https://youtu.be/w6gdwtrIJO8

how do you not get bored of this you arent even cute

>>12597356
how am i not cute + bored of what (answer both)

its happening
this feeling
ive felt this

>>12597358
cool

>>12597360
3hwhy..

truly a wish thread to remember!