Thread 16749135

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Medfags, doctors (wont be), and other anons who know abt this...

Is the Carotid Artery the fastes and safest way to go if you can go full Seppukku for 5 minutes max?

1. Ive heard about people who survived a 100ft fall even 300 meteres which is a lot. Thats almost 1/3th of a kilometer which is 1.6 times less than a mile. Ive heard lots of horror about falling from that height. Breathing and staying in coma for 3 months and than dying etc.

2. Ive heard that thw well known poisons out of nature (wont share details) sometimes leave you paralized. Its a bit of a risk..

3. From an European non-gunz county but there is little change to create myself gun but its one of the lasts options

4. Long story shorter: the Carotid will dp the job in a few minutes IF you cut it quite deep? Does it help to take oxycodone at front? Ive got 8 oxy pills left: what are my changes?

Yes in afraid for trains and jumping since ive heard that people eother suffer for hours or survive it at rates above 30%

Sepukku or the carotid artery. Not afraid of suffering if it goes quick.

>>16749135 (OP)
nooooo don't do it
anyway, if you manage to slice your carotid, you'll probably black out immediately due to loss of blood pressure and die in a couple of minutes

>>16749154
I'm morally required to tell you that it's a big if. You are likely to botch the cut and die a gruesome death

>>16749161
its fine anon. youre help is very much appreciated and will not do shit 1 on 1 based on facts from 4chan.

yeah, actaully ive heard about the carotid and how fast it goes but quorra does everything to deny the facts so it confuses you anyways.

I ordered a sharp knife its premium so must work. I dont fear pain if it actually kills me. Was planning on doing oxycodone nut not sure if it even works that way

>>16749135 (OP)
fastest way has to be explosion

As the other anon said, you're more than likely gonna botch the cut.
You WILL have second thoughts as you're doing it. You WILL hesitate. You WILL fuck it up as a result. And the moment you realize you're actually dying, you'll regret your decision and as you slowly bleed out from the poorly made incision you will be mortified and full of regret. You'll want nothing more than to go back 1, 2, 5 minutes back in time as your consciousness deteriorates and your mind gets a little less sharp with each passing second. Slowly your mental faculties will become less and less capable of making sense of the situation you're in and what led to this moment. You're just terrified, in pain, and want it to stop. And eventually it will.

Try putting a timer on for 5 minutes and just sit there waiting for it to expire. Imagine the whole time you're shifting from "dammit, I botched the cut!" To "oh fuck I shouldn't have done this!" To "how do I make the bleeding stop?" To "when will this be over?"

You only have one chance to do something like this. There is no rehearsal. There's no backing out once you start. Either it goes cleanly like you're hoping or you fuck it up in one of many countless ways you probably haven't even conceived of and you spend the remainder of your short life wishing you hadn't done what you suggest doing.

>>16749135 (OP)
Better to go out in a blaze of glory, anon. Whatever I meant by that I do not know.

>>16749185
>>16749185
No worries Im quite certain about this so there is acceptance allready for whats comming. Whats bothering me about fucking it up is if Oxycodone will help you focus at the moment. Does it do anything to pain to be better focused? Im now where the carotis from the heart start positioning in the neck (cause they the deepest in the neck) but not sure about a few things. Ive tried those minutes but found out deeper on the web that suicide cases of people who cant keep their neck on a train rail are so much worse. Youd be in two pieces waiting to die meanwhile you basically cut another artery. The carotid must be the one..

It IS so much risk I take but want it to succeed even more.

No I dont mind it. If its done than Im lucky asf. Im not preparing for weeks to stop myself doing it but I must do it with the fucking brain. Stay sharp till the end otherwise I probably fuck up

>>16749204
You will come back. We’re stuck here for an infinite loop.

>>16749135 (OP)
Just wait at some traintracks and jump when it gets close

>>16749207
Nah, If I succeed im done

>>16749209
Thats stupid for a few reasons I said earlier. There are cases where trainjumpers didnt kept their neck on the tracks and from there you probably suffer for hours or even recover and live on

>>16749212
You believe you will go to rest, but you are wrong.
You won’t be who you are now, but you will certainly return here with a different set of problems, as you have hundreds, perhaps thousands of times already.

>>16749215
Im not so much into religions to be honnest. I go for the carotid cause its the most controlled.

>>16749218
I don’t speak of religion. You think you were born from nothing? You are not god.
See you tomorrow.

>>16749218
> most controlled
cause I believe from the second you lose consciousness you must be resqued in the next 15 minutes. I dont think it even takes a few minutes from the moment you fall asleep

>>16749220
Im not doing it today anyways takes some gathering of info to be prepared. Im from those two cells who met and started to grow into human. IF there was a god than that process should work out 100% of the time. You will be shocked by the statistics of birth defects and worse. There is nothing up there

>>16749226
There is no non-existence, anon. Why would god allow you to leave? We all take turns being the best and the worst.

>>16749233
Fuck that dude. Fuck you bastard

>>16749235
Do you actually know, next to religion, what humanity will becom in now and a few decades? We hoped to be civilization what will be here forever however we've fucked our planet. Im not a greenfag either. But our planet is fucked outside those few places: Europe, the US, Australia, NZ, but humamiy is simply a pest to a planet. In only 200 years of history, industrialization, we basically screwed so many things here I cant even start somewhere cause its too much. However Im tired. Thanks for the info and keep sharing it

>>16749242
Yes. I know humanity is not forever. For what it’s worth, I do believe we may return as plants or animals. I’m not saying you won’t return to a life you prefer more, what I’m saying is prepare for the possibility that you might return to a life you prefer less. Chaos will always reign supreme.
Good luck.

>>16749249
Meteorites are estimated to travel between 25.000mph and 160.000mph right?

Know what happens if a 1/2oz piece of plastic travels at 12.000 mph in soace and hits a surface?

(pic related)

>>16749260
If Im gone, next week, I hoped to checked out a week before sometiing unexpected hit the earth

>>16749260
Based

>>16749260
If something hits the earth with half the lightspeed. Literally everything tuns into dust at the second of impact

>>16749264
we're hit by relativistic particles all the time tho

Why not construct some sort of guillotine? Perhaps powered by extension springs, or pneumatic. You could even incorporate one of those jewish sabbath lightswitches for keks.
If I were to be euthanized it would be in a more peaceful dignified manner like a giant mousetrap while wearing micky mouse ears and rubber nose holding a piece of cheese. A celebration of life, really.

>>16749278
>air pressurized guillotine
I like your style, anon

>>16749278
>>16749278
I actually kill myself soon. No worries. Dont think you felt for bait. I'm till my neck in trouble and suffered the oast 5 years. I became aware that its just a small life we all have here and some stop it earlier before big suffering and shit going worse. I'm happier by the idea of ending it and thats seriously auite hard to explain and I hope I cant make other look through my eyes cause others mist so their thing. Its worth it for the most. Its like walking in a forrest and now at an intersection I only turn left meamwhile the rest turns right. Its just like that. Ive been trough so much im pretty sure Im done. Hard to make other believe and actially glad with your reaction. Stay healthy and dont come where I am atm

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Or a kitchen knife but I trust 2. the most and think its the sharpest

>>16749135 (OP)

Don't do it bro. You wont be able to browse sci.

>>16749135 (OP)
do you even know the lottery of probabilities of your mom and dad meeting, out of all people, at a certain point in time, within that time frame breeding, and you coming out the winning sperm and egg out of your possible brothers and sisters?

there is also the fact that philosophically, you are not the same person you developed to be up to this point every time you've gone to sleep and woken up back to your meat body with an advanced conscious human brain. trillions+ probabilities out of being a fucking animal like a stupid dog out of dust and ashes and rock.
there is a lot of nothing happening FOREVER like nothing is normal. this reality is the jackpot. you WILL pass away someday, and Religion skydadddy is a very strange cope. Even the fucking aliens must have some queer shit going on if we knew them. Retard.

>>16749272
I was not sober at that point but yeah relativistic is of course 3600 times faster than Mph.

>>16749278
what I never understood. why do people hate the jews so much? did they actually do shit to you in life?

https://www.ddgroup.com/anaesthetics--pharmaceuticals/local-anaesthetic/aaa350--lidocaine-2-2ml-ampoules/

Lidocaine, anyone have sources in Europe? Would be appreciated

>>16749135 (OP)
Anon, the fastest way to kill yourself is to set up that jury-rigged shotgun helmet a guy made a decade or so ago where every shotgun in the helmet was rigged to go off at the same time, completely annihilating the dude's head before his nervous system can register the sound and pain response

It's a total dick move. cleaning up after you would be a massive pain in the ass, not to mention probably life-scarring for the cleaner

>>16749744
Bro ur probsablly a fool who tries to be edgy. Something off here. Also a faggot shotgun helmet to make it more painless is actually shit tier like I stated. Sepukku is the best way to go. Controlled demolition. Nobody needs to clean shit besides an iron outdoor bench the hospitals park next to it. Some janitor will probably find me. All I need is 5 ampoules of lidocine. The rest is prepared

>>16749744
That’s really smart honestly, in a gruesome sort of way.

>>16749744
Get a kayak and paddle into the ocean and there wouldn’t be cleanup needed.

>>16749744
This would be a very popular product if it could be marketed as something completely different.

>>16749861
>>16749867
its a perfect saw inspiration and not much more than than. its the opposite of what I want. I dont want put efford to feel less. I dont care to suffer as long if its promissed that I die in an instance. Thats all.

Not planning to be found by medical specialist and brought back to life.

I might want some Lidocaïne, wait 15 minutes till my left neck muscle is numb and senseless, than go for the cut.

Like I said: if suicide terrifies you or does fuckedup shit to the brain you dont need to lurk. I dont force you to lurk

>>16749703
what I never understood. why do people get so defensive when jews are mentioned? are they actually harmed by your awareness of them as a distinct ethnic group?

>>16749896
I just think that conspiracy theories regarding jews, cause Im still on that side indeed, are a bit overestimated.

Dont you think that Jews just got religion as a high value and just more discipline from their upbringhing? Than its not so called suspicious that they have good jobs and high positions. What about other ehtnic groups? Universitt Law studies: full with muslims, payeets and a lot of blacks. Why? Cause when they come home: hi dad, I want to become a High Educated drama artist its more likely that they stop the whole funding and give that scholarship to a younger sibiling

>>16750017
Hollywood is still the only place on earth where drama artists actually can become rich. In the rest ofhe world you have to become actor to gain a famous face and than do sidehustles (promotion, commercial) but those who dont do that become mid/low income families

>>16749135 (OP)
what happened to you that made you lose hope in life? surely you weren't like this as a kid?

as someone who has been in a bad place mentally and spiritually i'm telling u it can get better. i literally used to daydream about an hero at school. but i found faith. there is hope that you can still learn the meaning of life and see it as beautiful. but my experience is you have to put effort in and ask for help and go through a lot of voluntary pain first.

besides, if life is really meaningless, then your suffering isn't bad, just neutral. it's kinda funny in a fucked up way. why is ending it preferable to just letting it happen to you? you dont wanna see how the story ends?

>>16750999
Basically:
Neuro degenerative
Depressed
Usage of...
Till neck in trouble..
Money will kill me soon..
And that are actually not the hardest problems. Suicide shocks people but don't worry you wont get here that quickly. I trust people not to at least. Literally see light by the idea and gathering some info about doing it fast and safe. I don't fear pain anymore

>>16750021
just join the qabal bro

>>16751017
how will money kill you soon? would you like to talk about your problems in more detail, here or through email or something?

if you are willing to act to end your suffering then you must value the alleviation of suffering. in that case, is there anyone near you that you could help to alleviate his/her suffering?

>>16751227
Nah, im good. Happily spend my last and go. Its not that worse fromy perspective but can imagine its kinda fucked from anothers.perspective. I want medfags to confirm. Thats where it started. Quorra is degenerate even knowing its full with irl experts. Most start harm reduction ny their initial advice

>>16751259
ok well its not too late to say a prayer to God. you have nothing to lose. even if it seems right now like He's not real

>>16751276
Gods fake and god desu. To me. I wont change it

Heh i visite this board once and someone is already killing itself, lel.