>>16835273 (OP)
I'm a retard, when I was in university and school I could do Trigonometry, matrix and Inequation of second grade with no problem at all and now after 10 years of doing nothing I forgot everything, I took my old notebooks I wrote a lot, I took all mines from start to finish and re reading and re learning from what I wrote down.
Now I'm learning from first grade equations with fractions, because I noticed that after I took a job in Engineering I noticed that since I use software for calculation and many stuff I wanted to go back to the roots of when I needed to really know this stuff and calculate like that on the top of your head.
So I'm relearning and reloving math even if I feel like a retard but I noticing that is just like riding a bicycle but maybe slower, I noticed I even forgot binary and exadecimal calculus and I notice how everything makes so fucking much sense of life and logic and even programming that I started as an hobby last month, it's like rediscovering my own brain.
ESL sorry.
So how are you math anons?
Me I'm both sad but happy, sad because I turned off my brain after I took a job and happy because I'm rediscovering my brain.