tonight im finally doing it
im throwing out my hormones
im buying a binder so hopefully i can shrink my chest small enough to blame it on gyno
im repressing everything
im always going to be a man
i know if i keep trooning out im always gonna feel like a fake
its not even worth trying im never gonna pass im never gonna be pretty
i dont care what chasoids say im never going to take another e pill again and i swear that to myself no matter how badly i want to be a woman