>>81512022
I realy wanna shoot myself but I'm British so it's way too much of a hassle.
The goal at some point is to shoot myself over an open fire while high as balls.
I've tried to overdose but my resistance to it won't allow for it and going sober for 2 months isn't worth it.
I dunno, wanna leave a kick ass story into my mental using characters which are extensions of myself to leave a cryptic suicide note.
Reasons... because life is unporposeful when you take your body out of your thought process. I'm going to die anyway so what's the point of slow dying. Saving for retirement at like 60 is awful and not worth when you think at it. I'm 25 and I don't see myself growing to 40